Life As Myself

♥ Banana Cake ♥

2012-02-15T21:13:00.001Z

Assalam.

Haven't bake for quite sometime already. I love baking banana cakes. So, here it goes, my modified recipe of banana cake. Happy trying. :D

Icey's Banana Cake Recipe :
4 ripe bananas
3/4 cup of brown sugar
1 cup of caster sugar
2 1/2 cup of flour
2 beaten eggs
1/2 cup of butter (melted)
1 pinch of salt
4 tablespoon of milk
1 teaspoon of vanilla extract
1 tablespoon of baking soda
1/2 cup of ground almonds

Instructions :

Preheat the oven (180 degrees celcius)
Mix the flour, salt and soda.
Mix the butter, sugar and eggs.
Mash the bananas and add in the butter mixture.
Add vanilla extract and milk into the butter mixture.
Mix the flour mixture into the butter mixture.
Add in ground almonds.
Bake! (approx. 30-45mins)

Important!
Use pyrex glass or baking pan lined by oil/grease paper.
Brush butter on the grease paper, so that the batter do not stick on the pan.
Let the cake cool down completely before removing it from the pan.

P/S : This recipe has to be handled with care. :P

Apologies.

2012-02-13T23:32:00.001Z

A million apologies to everyone for not having time to engage in any form of long term conversation. I'm so sad that I don't even have time to throw myself in a chit-chat session with my family, my friends, and the people around me. I'm time-deprived. Time envies me. =(

A gazillion apologies to everyone for not spending much attention to my surroundings. Hectic-ness had got me going out and about. May Allah still grant us time to organize our life. After all, this dunya isn't all about studying and working, there are a whole lot of things apart from these items. Carry out Ibadah. Do things for the sake of Allah. Insya-Allah. May Allah grant us barakah. Insya-Allah. Tsabat. Stay strong, hold on tight, Aisha. :D

Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people." [Al-Baqarah : 286]

P/S : Experiences teaches you a lot. Appreciate every bit of Allah's gift. =')

Have you ever felt sad?

2012-02-07T20:55:00.001Z

Assalamualaikum! :D

Human and emotions. Never will be separated. Allah has created us mankind, as a creature full of emotions. My dad once said, females use 90% emotions, and 10% of intellectual in their life. And males use 90% intellectual and only 10% of emotions in life. Thus, that is why the male species is far more suitable to lead in any situation. This was based on some research he read through. Wallahu 'alam.

When I come to think of it, certainly, no doubt, it's true. I'm not being sexist at all. Lets put down our ego and agree on this.

"Butterflies. Beautiful, yet fragile. So are women."

Girls/females do really have fluctuating emotions. They may seem tough outside, but they are as fragile as a glass in the inside. I couldn't agree more on this. Because, I'm always weak in managing my emotions. Often do I break down in tears. Mainly because of little stress/pressure I received. BUT! This does not indicate that females are weak. They are the strongest in fact! :D

Imagine a mother carrying a fetus in her womb, do you how heavy that is? And how much pain do mothers go through during labor? It was said that labor pain is the closest pain to death during death. Wallahu 'alam. That is how strong and noble mothers are. Appreciate your mother. I love my mum! ;D

Anyway, sadness come and go. So does happiness. My theory of sadness is happiness. When you are at your very bad state of mind, you tend to be such pessimist, that not even the best advice could help elevate your mood. After every sadness, Allah always sends lotsa lotsa lotsa great things for us. Always. Insya-Allah. When we are sad, lonely, solo, forever alone, and etc (LOL!), we are actually far more closer to Him. Sadness is happiness. Sadness brings us closer to Him, sadness draws us back to Him. Because we know, there's no one, except Allah that heals, that listens, that solves and does everything for our own good. He is the ultimate One. Allahu Akhbar. :)

P/S : Thank you Allah, for dipping me into these thoughts. SubhanAllah. =')

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Monolog Dalaman.

2012-02-05T23:59:00.001Z

Assalam. :)

Just a quick share.

Hadis 40 : Dunia adalah Jambatan Akhirat

"Daripada Ibnu Umar r.a. berkata Rasulullah s.a.w. memegang bahuku dan bersabda, 'Jadilah kamu di dunia seperti orang asing atau penyeberang jalan.' Ibnu Umar r.a. berkata, 'Jika kamu berada di petang hari, jangan menunggu pagi, dan jika kamu di pagi hari, jangalah menunggu petang, ambillah persiapan saat kamu sihat. Untuk menghadapi masa sakitmu dan saat hidupmu untuk sesudah kematianmu."

(Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Ingat 5 perkara, sebelum lima perkara :

Hidup sebelum mati.
Kaya sebelum miskin.
Lapang sebelum sempit.
Sihat sebelum sakit.
Muda sebelum tua.

Sesungguhnya, dunia ini sementara. Akhirat itu kekal. Maka, kejarlah yang kekal, bukan yang sementara. Dunia ini umpama tempat persinggahan kita untuk mencari bekalan untuk hari akhirat nanti (The Day of Judgement). Saya pasti, setiap orang pasti mendambakan taman syurga sebagai tempat perlabuhan terakhir mereka. Justeru itu, haruslah kita membina kapal yang paling kukuh bagi membolehkan dambaan tersebut tercapai. Kapal yang bukan hanya mampu membolehkan kita berlayar seorang, akan tetapi sebuah kapal bahtera yang mampu menampung orang-orang di sekeliling kita, terutama sekali keluarga dan sahabat handai yang tercinta. Insya-Allah. Kekuatan itu datang dari Allah. May Allah bless.

Ingatlah wahai teman, masa itu emas. Hargailah setiap detik masa yang ada. Insya-Allah, infaqkanlah apa yang ada di jalan Allah. Moga setiap sesuatu yang diberi, dikurniakan keredaan dari Allah. Wallahu 'alam. :)

Concise.

2012-02-05T12:45:00.002Z

♥ Assalam. How's life, peeps? Great? Alhamdulillah. :)

Hectic week. Busyness had got me going nuts. Okay, not nuts, just a little tiring. :P

Balancing. The Act of Balancing. They sounded the same, don't they? Perhaps yea. Juggling between things. Studies. Work. Play. Rest. Simple aren't they? But, only God knows how they could become complicated. Wallahu 'alam. =S

Guess what? My parents came last week. Hee. More less reduced my homesickness. Alhamdulillah. :D Went about Connemara and etc. Let the pictures describe it all. ;)

My sisters custom made this for me from KK! Hee. <3

Baba and Mama. :D

Also, I had the Malaysian Cultural Day last Thursday in Aras Na McLeinn, NUI, Galway. It went fantastically well. Thanks to everyone for co-operating! I just love it when the ukhuwah goes well between all. Alhamdulillah. May Allah prolong our ukhuwah. :)

I don't have much pictures of it with me, but these are some of them :

Studies? Don't you worry. I'm trying my best to juggle between things to carry out my duty as His slave. Doing my best. Trying hard. Pushing myself out of my comfort zone. Constantly. For my own good. =')

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالْإِنْسَ إِلَّا لِيَعْبُدُونِ
“Dan tidaklah Aku ciptakan jin dan Manusia melaikan untuk beribadah kepadaku”.
(And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.)
[Adz Dzariyat [51] : 56].

Fardu 'Ain and Fardu Kifayah. Both have great importance in our life. But, do we know what they really mean?

First of all, as we all know, Fardu 'Ain is something we (every muslim) must (wajib) do in our life. i.e. : Shalat, Fasting during Ramadhan and etc. Meanwhile, Fardu Kifayah is a must for only part of the community. i.e. : Doing business, Being leaders, doctors, study and etc. But sometimes, little things such as resting could become fardu kifayah too, you know. For example, going for a walk/jog too could be fardu kifayah. Think! If our intention was to make ourselves healthier, to relax ourselves for the sake of Allah, then it becomes fardu kifayah. If it was for the sake of our own pleasure, then it is totally not kifayah at all. As we become healthier, "emotionally" fit, thus we would have the strength to continue our daily chores, giving da'wah to people, continuing our jihad in our studies. Doesn't that make sense? Hee. The most important thing is our intention (Niat). Everything depends on it. SubhanAllah.:)

To wrap things up, personally, I really see a lot of changes since I first came here in Galway. May Allah give us tsabat and istiqamah in our life. Lets get to know more about Islam. By the way, Happy Maulidur Rasul. I just wish I could meet Rasulullah. ='( Lets salawat.

P/S : Exhaustion does not bring one down. Instead, it drags one's spirit to go fuming up high. Insya-Allah. Don't give up on yourself! Tsabat, tsabat. :) ♥

Perfection?

2012-01-29T18:43:00.002Z

Imperfections bring about perfection. :)

But you don't go chasing after perfection the entire time of your life. Because the imperfection of humankind is what has made the world colourful as it is today. Nothing is perfect in this world. Be patient, as the eternal space awaits us in the afterlife. Wallahu 'alam. :)

-NAA-

Hold On!

2012-01-24T19:00:00.005Z

Assalam. Good evening, peeps! :)

Haven't really got anything to blabber about, for the past week. Initially, I wanted to share a lot of things, but nothing seemed to stand out, so I waited to choose a right time to go about composing. Alhamdulillah, I've finally found a little spare time, space and idea to pursue writing. Alhamdulillah. May Allah send me more of these things. Insya-Allah. Lets make du'a. Remember, Allah will provide. :D

Lets follow the steps towards a better us. ;)

Before I proceed, lets spend a minute on a Hadith by Sahih Bukhari :

Narrated Ibn 'Abbas: The Prophet said, "There are two blessings which many people lose: (They are) Health and free time for doing good."

Health and free time to do good deeds. Hurm. Lets reflect upon ourselves. Isn't that true? We often neglect the bliss in life, gifted by Allah s.w.t. : Health and Time. Never did we appreciate them well.

Health. We put tons of workloads on ourselves, not giving it enough rest, and etc. And one day, when we finally fall sick, we blame the workloads. We are the one to blame! We are our body's "manager", we decide how we handle our body. Health is crucial. Yes, I'm telling that to myself as well. I'm mean towards myself. I put a lot of tensions, stress on myself. Not that I don't like to rest, but I am trained to be stressed out all the time. I am MEAN to myself, aren't I? =(

Time. Yes, we indeed have a lot of free time (sometimes). But, the question is now, did we spend it in doing good? Time is wasted like how people waste electricity nowadays. LOL. Excuse me. I'm not perfect. I do waste time too, A LOT indeed. Browsing through pointless pages of Facebook and etc. But, optimistically, I see everything as an opportunity. An opportunity to learn, self-developing skills. Only through experience do we learn the way things go about. Agree? Sometimes, even a status on Facebook could leave you deep impressions on life. Subhanallah. The point here is, take hold of every opportunity you have in this world to spread good. :)

So, that wasn't a minute spent. LOL. Anyways.

This week again, had been a little bit tiring. As usual. Life as a medical student is dull as told. But, we ought to change it to a more colourful one, shall we? Lets organise our life. Lets be great muslim and aim for Jannah! Prioritize your priorities! Insya-Allah. :D

Masya-Allah. Full rainbow in Salthill, Galway. ;D

P/S : Hold on tight. The road ahead may be bumpy. Hold on tight to what you believe is the truth and seek knowledge to make your beliefs firm. Insya-Allah. May Allah guide us towards the right path and grant us barakah. ;)

Faith. Belief. :)

2012-01-15T22:41:00.000Z

Hey ya, peeps! :)

Here we go again, play time's over! And the hectic days are back on its league. Second semester, much more complicated it seemed. But, remember what our lover, Allah SWT said?

"Allah does not impose upon any soul a duty but to the extent of its ability; for it is (the benefit of) what it has earned and upon it (the evil of) what it has wrought : Our Lord! do not punish us if we forget of make a mistake; Our Lord! do not lay on us a burden as thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! do not impose upon us that which we have no strength to bear; and pardon us and grant us protection and have mercy on us, Thou art our Patron, so help us against the unbelieving people."

[2 : 286]

Insya-Allah, may Allah ease. :')

Iman (faith)! :D

We may not be strong at times, but Allah always sends out something, that little something which springs us back into our best state of mind. Best state of mind? Define that! Aite I will. Lets "swim" deeper into that weirdo term. :)

My definition on the term "Best State of Mind" is when one is at its peak of faith, spirit and could differentiate between what's right and what's not, think critically and sensibly. In simpler terms, it's simply the utmost happiest point in life! In this state, one wishes he/she could forever live in that particular day. That day when nothing disrupts one's mind, he/she is at total peace. Sounds so heavenly, does it? Ask yourselves, have you ever been in this state of mind? Yes, No? If so, what actually made your day?

This unexplainable feeling of being happy, feeling at peace, smiling all day long, optimism at its best, fully energetic, and etc etc. Not even a single thing could interrupt one that particular day. Hyperactivity? No.

Ever heard of Iman (إيمان)? It means inner faith in Islam. There is 6 articles of faith in Islam. What are they? Lets do a recap, friends.

Belief in Allah
Belief in Prophets
Belief in Angels
Belief in Divine Books
Belief in Qiamah (The Day of Judgement)
Belief in Qadr (Fate/Predestination)

Having faith is believing in something, very deeply and holding on to it. A total divine faith to Islam.

Anyway. What relation does the term mentioned has to do with faith? Come on! Lets connect the dots and make a line! :D

The moment when you believe in Allah, when you believe in the Prophets, when you believe in the Angels, the Al-Quran sent, the Qiamah approaching, the Qadr that has been set by Allah, that is when you are fully in tawakkal state. Tawakkal is to firmly belief and to have perfect reliance to Allah. It is then that you will achieve your BEST STATE OF MIND. :D

I do not have that much knowledge right now. Insya-Allah, gaining from time to time. Sharing what I know, deep down. Do correct me, or you could even add-on things for this post. Jzzk. ;)

P/S : Be firm of yourselves, people. A great person has got good principles in life! Insya-Allah. Have faith in Allah. He knows best. Wallahu 'Alam. ;)

Can You Hear Me Now?

2012-01-05T11:25:00.002Z

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Thoughts. Expressions. Pictures. Videos. Writings. Rights. Freedom of speech. Demonstrations? Ermmmm. A big NO!

Alright! Those aren't actually where this post is heading to. Just being a little provocative. Chillax! :P

Lets get to the REAL thing, shall we? Hihi. :)

Ideas pops up randomly sometimes. For instance, blogging. I'd loved to write everyday if I could, but the problem is, there's not enough ideas in my head to share. This is when discussions and my usrah (Islamic circle of sharing) sessions come in handy, helping me generate fresh and more importantly, good ideas to be shared. A matter of inspiration, it seemed.

Voicing out one's opinion is never wrong, not in legal terms nor in social terms. Hey, its a freeeeee world! But, there's always limits to it. Everything has its limits in this world. But again, those limits do not mean you should keep quiet, just read your books and do that "dunno" face about the current issues around us. Students, or should I put us under the Youth category, must be alert of the things we are in. Our religion, our nation, our people and ourselves, of course! :)

P/S : This feels empty. I still am having those restriction in freedom of speech! Free me. Free us! Insya-Allah. :D

PUISI 2011 : Akademi Al-Fateh

2012-01-03T11:32:00.000Z

Bismillahir rahmaanir rahim. :)

Honestly, I never knew we had a very young and great leader of the Islamic nation, until I attended PUISI in Ballintoy, Belfast. Sultan Muhammad II also known as Sultan Muhammad Al-Fateh was one of the great leader of the Ottoman empire in the 14th century. Believe it or not, he managed to conquer Constantinople (now known as Istanbul) when he was only about the age of 21. Subhanallah. Such a young man, with such a great wisdom. Al-Fateh means "The Conqueror" in Arabic.

I'm already entering the 20s this year, and as far as I remember, I've not make any big contribution to the Islamic world. But, that doesn't mean we can't bring any! We are still young, and youth are the power of the nation. Together, we could pull through it! :)

Adapted from one of the muslimat's group resolution after the programme. Insya-Allah, lets make it happen! :DDD

Every tiny little changes brings about big difference. Perhaps, even a smile could change the world? Only God knows, Allahu alam. So, put your smile on often. :)

Rasulullah S.A.W. once said : "The city of Constantinople will fall into Islam's hands. The leader/conqueror will be the best of the leaders and its army will be the best among the armies." [Hadith by Ahmad bin Hanbal]

Leaders are not bosses. Instead they should follow the example made by Muhammad Al-Fateh, whom together worked with his men in the battlefield. In PUISI 2011, 3 main things were stressed on : IQ, EQ and SQ. I'm sure you've heard of all three of them, right? (And not forgetting the basic PQ = Physical Quotient. You must be physically fit too! :P)

The puzzle map of Constantinople and Ottoman empire. :D

We as the youth generation, the future leaders, should strengthen these 3 main abstract qualities in ourselves. To build the best nation, the people must be among the best. Wouldn't you want to be in the best nation as it was in the Ottoman empire? Thus, do not only focus on our IQs and EQs, SQ actually plays the most important role in life. From within you shall find the strength. Insya-Allah. :)

To sum it all, this programme, or should I call it as a leadership camp of PUISI 2011, really had taught me a lot. It made me think and realize that I'm still not ready to be a leader, and improvements (a lot of them!) are needed in the process of shaping a great leader. That's less important anyway. The bigger vision is to be contributors in Islamic dakwah. Lets do our part to bring Islam back on its glory. Allahu Akhbar, Allah the Almighty! :D

Links :

Info on PPIMI's blog : Al-Fateh
Ustaz Syaari Ab Rahman's book : Leadership of Al-Fateh

Trek Siswa on PUISI 2011

P/S : It was the coolest camp I've ever been to! I loved the Academy and the friends I've met. Thank you all for the great spirit! ;D Sorry if this post weren't as complete as expected. I'm bad in memorizing things. Hope this much or less could benefit its readers. Fisabilillah. :)

Winter Trip to the UK! :D

2012-01-01T14:31:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum, friends! Alhamdulillah, it's the first day of year 2012, and I just got back in Galway yesterday, after 2 weeks being away for my winter hols. Hee. :D

I won't be spending much attention on the details on every places I've stopped by, instead, I'll focus on what I've gained throughout the whole trip and some interesting facts from those places. Insya-Allah. :)

The pictorial summary of my whole 2 weeks' Winter Trip in UK and Northern Ireland. ;)

It's a mess, sorry! Hee. :D

So, the flow of the trip was Galway - Dublin - Bristol (Bath) - Southampton - Portsmouth - London (also Oxford) - Manchester - Dublin - Ballintoy, Belfast (PUISI 2011) - Belfast - Dublin - and back to GALWAY! Hee. Alhamdulillah, everything went smooth, except for the current financial state I'm in. Economical crisis. LOL! Blaming myself for the non-stop shopaholic-ness. =S

Despite the large and heavy luggage I had to carry here and there (LOL!), Alhamdulillah, I've managed to travel to many interesting places in UK, Northern Ireland and Ireland. Thanks to my 3rd year seniors for the great invitation to the awesome winter trip! Thanks a million! :DDD

Southampton! :D

Networking is the most important thing to me since long before I flew here to Ireland. I even emphasized it on Failte Freshers' Trek Siswa video. Haha. :PPP Here's the link : Failte Freshers 2011 @ Bunratty Castle In just 2 weeks, I've got to know a lot of great friends along the journey from South to North (and had an increase in total Facebook friends, of course. LOL. :P). Cool, nice, generous people (mostly seniors). I've always loved to mingle around with people older than my age. Not saying that I don't have friends of the same age, it's just that older people are wiser, more matured and you actually could get a lot from them, as they are more experienced. :D

PUISI 2011 : Group 8. I miss them already! =')

Too much to tell in a single post, so I will, Insya-Allah do a follow up post regarding PUISI 2011 : Akademi Al-Fateh.

So, that's it for now. If you wish to see some photos of the trip, kindly visit my Facebook photos page. 70% of it being scenery pictures. I LOVE NATURE! ;)

P/S : I wrote this since yesterday, and only managed to complete it today. So, it's a 2011/2012 post! Heee. ;DDD

Off for a "Long" winter holiday! Hee. :D

2011-12-16T00:20:00.001Z

Hey peeps! :D

First thing first, I just had an awesome day! Went for a jog early in the morning and Ice-Skating later in the evening at Carlton Hotel, Galway! Hee. Haven't really skate for quite sometime now. Lost a bit of those special balancing skills on ice. *fell twice right down the knees! LOL* Anyway, glad to have an ice rink over here in Galway. :DDD (I loved it when they played "Fireworks" by Katy Perry. My favourite song aka Booster of all times! Heee. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)

So, I'm off tomorrow night to Dublin-Bristol. Bristol-Southampton-Portsmouth-London-Manchester-Dublin-Belfast(PUISI). Long list huh? I'm just a follower, didn't even helped the seniors with anything really. Hehe. Excited to have my first winter holiday without my family. Insya-Allah, hope everything goes well as planned. Amin! May the journey throughout UK and Northern Ireland be smooth. :)

P/S : I'll try my best to update my blog with pictures to share. Insya-Allah. :)

Semester 1? Over! Hee. :)

2011-12-13T18:16:00.001Z

Insya-Allah it will be over for me, for my friends. Hope no one will face any failures. :)
(Please God. I don't want to see those Biochem and Pharmacology come creeping on me again. LOL!)

Bismillahir rahmanir rahim. :)

So, 1.1 is over and here comes holiday. Yeay, my first winter holiday ever abroad! Alhamdulillah. (Oh wait! I once went to Perth, Australia during winter.) *Memory lost* Anyway, I hope this holiday would be the most memorable event so far for me. UK Winter Trip! Hee. Insya-Allah. :D

Talking about winter. Hmm. I wonder when will the snow really fall on Galway? So far there's only hail and this evening, it snows "partially". Really wants it to snow. Despite of the degree of coldness. Hee. ^-^ Lets keep our fingers crossed and hope it snows here in Galway. If not, no big deal. I could play snowball fights at Belfast anyway. Haha. :P

Aftermath of exams? Hmm. Let me see. Null! Glad its over. Never gonna face those "times" again, hoping so. Lets make du'a, whenever and wherever we are. Remember to not forget Allah in times of happiness. FYI, happiness, wealth and health is a challenge too! You need Allah's blessings always, both in hardships and happy times. Remember! :D

Okay. That's it for now. Lets get going for baking and movie marathons AND winter trip! Hehehe. :DDD

Salthill - 8 Dec 2011

♥N.A.'A.♥

P/S : Stress is good, in a way that it pushes us out of our comfort zone, resulting in HARD WORK! May Allah permit those hard work into success. Insya-Allah. :)

How Strong Do You Think I Am?

2011-12-10T20:09:00.001Z

P/S : Not so.

Salthill.

2011-12-08T23:28:00.001Z

Not a pro in doing video editing or stuffs. Did this just for self-satisfaction. Hihi. :D

I LOVE SALTHILL. :D

Midst of the Exam Week. =)

2011-12-06T20:01:00.001Z

Assalam. Hey readers, how ye doin? LOL. (Stop doing that, you don't sound Irish okay?!) Pfffttt. =.='

Never lose hope of Allah and yourself. :D

Yeah, as the tittle says so, I'm in the midst of the EXAM week. Exam, yeah, EXAM. End of Semester EXAM! I don't actually need to emphasize more on the "exam" word should I? The amount of pressure could demonstrate better impacts. Trolololo. =S

The exam week had actually kicked off last Friday, yesterday (Monday) the Anatomy Spot test and today was the Physiology MCQ. =.=' Oh, I shall not discuss about the frustrations on the Immunology questions. Let it be what it wants to be. Let Allah decide what happens next. Insya-Allah, I believe I've worked my best. I put my faith in Allah. ;)

Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah, wala haula wala quwwata illa billah :

In the name of Allah, there is no strength nor power except with Allah. =)

Next up is the Leisureland bound Anatomy MCQ! Yeay. I'm expressing a YEAY for Leisureland, not Anatomy MCQ. FYI, Leisureland have a mini golf park, swimming pool and a whole lotta other fun things! Never been into the building, but I've managed to check it out once, when I went for a run at Salthill. It looks awesome and one of the seniors told me it is actually AWESOME! Hihi. Hope so. :DDD

My baby in Galway. Meet Ger (Gerina). Its a she! <3

Nothing much happened these past weeks. Been busy with revisions for the exams and stuff. The weather is getting colder as we approach winter. It rained ICE twice last week. And its an ouchy-feely when you try jogging in Ice-Rain! LOL. +.+

And oh, here's a good article on Life (Hidup itu Perjalanan, bukan destinasi). A quote really did catch my eyes straight down my heart :

Umat Islam akan diuji dengan lima perkara iaitu saudara seagama yang sentiasa dengki terhadapnya, orang munafiq yang sentiasa membencinya, orang kafir yang sentiasa memeranginya, syaitan yang sentiasa berusaha menyesatkannya dan bisikan hawa nafsu yang sentiasa menggoncang keimanannya. Semuanya ini menuntut kesabaran dan di dalamnya terdapat ganjaran pahala yang besar daripada Allah SWT.

P/S : Google translate it if you can't read Malay. Heee. Today is Ashura day! May Allah bless today, tomorrow and the coming days. Good luck in your exams Galwegians! ;D

Hijrah! :D

2011-11-26T21:25:00.001Z

Assalam. Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim. =)

Our new year is here! Alhamdulillah. Thankful to still be given time to live up to this new year of Islam, 1433 Hijrah. Happy New Year, Happy Awal Muharram! ;D

So, as usual, every new year there's always new wishes/targets are being set. :)

New year, new hope, new me, new you, new us. Insya-Allah. :)

All I want for myself is, to be a better person. Still in progress. Step by step. Insya-Allah. :)

P/S : Exam in a week's time, lets work hard. May Allah ease. ;)

Priceless.

2011-11-23T23:24:00.001Z

Assalam. Owh hey peeps! :D

Things don't always go your way. Your whims and fancies aren't always satisfied, never will be, forever. Today's your lucky day, but perhaps not tomorrow. Only God knows. All these abstract things in life could only be understood after having to go through that peak point in life. No pain, no gain. Thus, every second of that hardship is PRICELESS. The most valuable thing money can't buy. Allah knows best. =)

After all, looking back and reflecting on what you have been through so far, says much on how far you've traveled through life and how much priceless experiences have you picked up. To me, there are lots more ahead, even more challenging ones. So, here's when the RISK factor comes in. Being a risk taker is something exciting, adrenaline pumping (sounds like my F1 tagline. Haha). Without risk taking, life is dull. Living in the world of the same old daily routine is lame and it'll surely bore you to death. So, come on friends, get to know new stuffs everyday, make new friends, talk to a stranger, do something out of the norm. Be adventurous once in awhile! :D

Take advantage of what you have right in front of you and you shall not have regrets. Heee. :D

P/S : Be grateful and never forget to take your chances. Turn imaginations into reality! Insya-Allah may Allah give us barakah in our life. Amin! :)

Islamic Etiquette.

2011-11-15T06:07:00.001Z

Assalamualaikum again for the second time this morning. Heee. :D

In this post, I would like to share a little bit on Islamic Etiquette, which I stumbled upon a few days ago on this website called "My First Steps in Islam". Here's the link to Islamic Etiquette. It's very interesting to get to know the little things that we should and shouldn't do in the everyday life. :)

So, I decided to share on a few of those over here. Don't hesitate to add on if you know some other important points. ;D

Say Bismillah (in the name of Allah) before eating/drinking, and say Alhamdulillah (thank you Allah) upon it. Eat with your right hand, and eat what's in front of you. Islam emphasizes on modesty, thus eat modestly.
Never criticize on food. Be grateful of what you have. If you don't like it, leave it intact, let other people have it instead. You may be the lucky ones with food, imagine how many more in other parts of the world whom are on food starvation. And, remember to not waste on food! Don't take what you can't finish.
"Indeed, the wasteful are brothers of the devils, and ever has Satan been to his Lord ungrateful." Al-Isra : 27
Supress yawning. Either by covering the mouth with your right palm or the back of your left palm or make a fist out of your left palm. Remember to not make sounds out of the yawn as Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) quoted : “Yawning is from the Shaytaan. When one of you feels like yawning, let him suppress it as much as he can. And if one of you yawns making sound, “Aahh!” Shaytaan laughs.” (Bukhari #3115)
Say Alhamdulillah upon sneezing. The Prophet (pbuh) said : “When one of you sneezes, let him say, ‘Alhamdulillaah,’ his brother or companion should say to him, ‘Yarhamuk-Allahu,’ and the one who sneezed should say, ‘Yahdeekumullaah wa yuslihu baalakum.’ ” (Bukhari #5870)
Do not burp out loud in public. It is seen as non-ethical. Everyone knows burping out loud is not the nicest thing to be heard/seen right? So, I need not elaborate on this. :)
Upon sleeping, make du'a to Allah : Doa Tidur. Sleep laying to your right side, and if possible, face the kiblah sleeping. بِاسْمِكَ اللّهُمَّ أَحْيَاوَأَمُوتُ : Bismikallahumma ahya wa amutu [With Your name I live and I die]. Upon waking up, say : اَلْحَمْدُ ِللهِ الَّذِى أَحْيَانَا بَعْدَمَا أَمَاتَنَا وَإِلَيْهِ النُّشُورُ : Alhamdulillahil ladzi ahyana ba’da ma amatana wailaihin nusyur [All praise is due to Allah, Who gives us live after He has caused us to die and to Him will be the resurrection].
Upon leaving your home, say ‘Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu ‘ala Allahi, laa hawla wa laa quwwata illaa billaah.’ This is further elaborated in my previous post Tawakkal. And it does not only apply to leaving homes, it do apply upon our daily life too. Tawakkal is the act upon someone or something to place faith and confidence, and it directly refers to Allah. After having to do your best in something, you leave it to Allah to decide what's the best outcome of it. Insya-Allah, He knows best. And my dad always practice the habit of versing Ayatul Kursi (1:255) every time leaving home. Insya-Allah, May Allah protect us. =)

P/S : Really hope this helps. Hee. Insya-Allah. Lets share what we know! ;D

Bismillah. =)

2011-11-15T04:17:00.001Z

Assalam blog readers. =)

Everything we do must begin with Bismillah, in the name of Allah. =)

Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim. In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Compassionate. (Dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang/Mengasihani)

Yes, it is a simple word, but truly it brings a significant meaning to every action we do.

Had some spare time, so figured out to google on it. Look what I've found about Bismillah.

Meaning of Bismillah :

Using these basic roots, the term bismillah might be translated as :
- By means of the very essence of God
- For the glory of our Creator
- With the light of the One
- With the guidance of The Divine
- As an instrument of the One
- In harmony with Divine Presence

As we begin our daily chores, say Bismillah, because everything we do on earth is for One purpose, that is for Allah. Insya-Allah. May Allah give His blessing. =)

P/S : Add on anything if you wish to. And correct me if I'm wrong. I'm still new in these things. May Allah give us guidance through life. Insya-Allah. ;)

Deteriorating.

2011-11-09T02:35:00.001Z

Assalam. Sorry. This is not going to be much positive post at the moment. =S

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BEWARE, it's DEMOTIVATING.

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Medicine is hard as expected. Yeah, it is. Sometimes, I do think I don't fit in well. "Perhaps, this isn't my thing. Perhaps I should have stick on Asasi and try my luck on Mechy instead. Medic? So not me." I really am hating this feeling, this sucks to the core, dude! ='(

I've been figuring out ways to increase, at least a little, just a little of my marks on the tests. Guess what? All those hard work apparently are NOT WORKING. No changes seen. Hypothesis accepted. I'm born average. Just some ordinary girl whose brain aren't really expanding and emo-ness over-rides. Sometimes, stuffs just make me feel stupid, really stupid. As if I have a brain as small as the size of a pea. Grrrrrreat! =.='

Yeah, people will say I am not grateful of what I've been given. No way. I'm grateful to be given this golden chance of travelling this far to Ireland. But, do you understand the pressure I have? No you won't, because you aren't in my shoes. Things are complicated in my own ways. Emotions, feelings, studies, homesickness, tiredness, stress, peer pressure, workloads, time constraints. What more could you get yourself soaked into? I've tried almost everything to distract my emotions from being so high up top. Not much had worked, except for crying. Sad case. T-T

Jogging comes in right. If a jog doesn't work, ice-creams would help ease better. Endorphin in chocolates are just temporary substitutes. After all, the best I could do was to turn to Him. Al-Quran is the ultimate healer of all, yes. But, sometimes things aren't that simple. Hormonal imbalance would cost you mind disruptions. RedBull is one of the cause. #.#

Okay. That's it. I've spilled everything. Almost everything. Don't worry. I'm okay, still smiling despite of the immunity against my own stupidity. *fake smile* Duhhh. This is normal I guess? Hmmm. Insya-Allah, I pray I will not fail any of the subjects. I hope the RedBull consumptions wasn't just a waste. Hope so. =S

P/S : Sorry for the incredibly crappy emotion spill, I just needed a place to spill it all out. May Allah ease my burdens. May Allah forgive my mistakes. May Allah give me better days ahead. May Allah do the same to you readers too. Insya-Allah. =')

The same, yet different.

2011-10-30T23:09:00.001Z

Horizontal Mill of Folk Park. :D

Young hearts, I believe that we're not far, from becoming who we truly are. Dreamers, you see everything in colours, while the world is getting darker. So, hold on another day, cause love is on its way. You're gonna be okay, cause love is on its way. It's alright, you'll find a brighter day, cause love is on its way.

Okay. That is not from me, it's entirely based on the lyrics of the song "Love Is On Its Way" by The Jonas Brothers. Yeay, JB still have my heart up until now! :DDD

Anyways, this title was random. Nothing significant, really.

This weekend marks the 7th week upon my arrival here in Galway, Ireland. Alright, I'm tired of doing the countdown thingy already. Duhhh. Speaking about time, the daylight saving time has ended and now, we are an hour behind. A larger time difference between Ireland and Malaysia. Grrrrrreat. =.='''

By far, no homesickness had been detected YET, just missing my family and some of my friends. Most probably because we were so preoccupied with tests and exams for the few past weeks, studies had been the priority to most of us. And to me too, of course. Haha. And YEAY, good news keep coming from home and apparently my newly wed brother is going to be a father! Hee. Two to-be-fathers in the house! I'm gonna be an auntie soon. Hehe. Insya-Allah. :DDD

I miss my siblings so much! ='/

All work, no play makes Jack a dull boy. Yeah, true! Luckily, there were many things that had been helpful in terms of filling my time during the weekends, which is NOT academically related. Geez, I would die of boredom if everyday were filled with Medicine. -.-' Sports, Orchestra, COOKING (God. I still can't believe I could cook! Haha.) and not forgetting some spiritual-soul feeding sessions of usrah. Heee. I'm loving everything here, except for the cold extremities that's going on right now. =S

Last week, I've been to Dublin and this week I've managed to tour Bunratty Castle & Folk Park in County Clare. Both venues had been awesome, Alhamdulillah. =) Travelling aren't just about travels, it's always about gaining something. When you sacrifice or give something, you'll get something back. Wallahu 'Alam. :)

Beautiful night view of Dublin. :D

The big winter exam is just around the corner. There's no time to fool around anymore. The only issue I'm having right now is to learn how to RELAX. Still trying to find ways to not push myself too hard. Insya-Allah, may Allah ease. Studying Medicine is no easy job dude, never underestimate the level of toughness it has. People whom survive these 5 years of struggle are tough people! Never look down on them. Hope I will be one of them, Insya-Allah. Amin. :D

I miss you little cute donkeys! =')))

P/S : Trying to save up for the winter trip to UK! Heeeee. Insya-Allah. :D

Tawakkal.

2011-10-27T19:32:00.001+01:00

‘Bismillaahi, tawakkaltu ‘ala Allahi, laa hawla wa laa quwwata illaa billaah.’

Meaning: I begin with the Name of Allah, I put my trust in Allah, there is no ability or might except with Allah.’

…it will be said to him, ‘Your affair has been taken care of, you have been protected [from all evil], and the Shaytaan moves away from him.” (Tirmidhi #3426 & Abu Dawood #5095)

You're Beautiful.

2011-10-25T00:53:00.002+01:00

I see Your face in every sunrise
The colors of the morning are inside Your eyes
The world awakens in the light of the day
I look up to the sky and say
You're beautiful

I see Your power in the moonlit night
Where planets are in motion and galaxies are bright
We are amazed in the light of the stars
It's all proclaiming who You are
You're beautiful, You're beautiful

~~I see you there hanging on a tree~~
~~You bled and then you died and then you rose again for me~~
~~Now you are sitting on Your heavenly throne~~
Soon we will be coming home
You're beautiful, you're beautiful

When we arrive at eternity's shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
~~We'll enter in as the wedding bells ring~~
~~Your bride will come together and we'll sing~~
You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful

I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, I see Your face
I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful

*A song by Phil Wickham. Although it's a Christian song, I redirect it to Allah SWT. It's amazing how songs could be diverted to praising Allah if you listen and understand it well enough. :)

Subhanallah. Allahu Akhbar. =')

P/S : Only to Him the eternal love will remain. Insya-Allah. O' Allah may You bless me a good life and never let me go astray on this temporary dunya. =')

10 Thousands miles away.

2011-10-08T13:49:00.000+01:00

Assalamualaikum.

Masya-Allah. We are already in the month of October! My fourth week here and yet I feel I've been here for almost year. Pretty much covered the maps of Galway and trying to reach out to places in Ireland. Insya-Allah. =)

Up to this point, I've realized things are always to be shared. No matter what, when and how. Working alone, going solo all the time, will get you nowhere, for real. Why did I said so? Perhaps being in my shoes would provide you a better understanding. On occasions, I feel tremendously terrible of myself. Of things. Fortunately, Allah always sends me someone to help me get through those terrible days. Alhamdulillah. Allah never send you tests or musibah that you couldn't afford to handle. He knows whats best for you. And every incident, every action and every second of everything have its hikmah. Subhanallah. =')

Today's conclusion? Share whatever goods you have in you. Giving is far better than receiving. But, things work in a bilateral way, so give and take with people, and may Allah bless you for sharing. :)

P/S : I've gain so much so far here. May Allah give us hidayah to change for the better and do good to others. Insya-Allah. Amin! =')

Time Flies! =O

2011-09-24T00:37:00.001+01:00

Assalamualaikum everyone. :D

It has past midnight right now in Galway, and I'm still wide awake. For the past 2 weeks here in Galway, my eyes couldn't bare up to even 11pm. So yeah, tonight is an exceptional case. Most probably because it's Friday night, no classes on weekends, a big YEAY for that! Hee. Alhamdulillah, finally a REST for the week! :D

After going through another hectic start of the week, it pretty much enhanced some of my soft skills with people and I'm fitting in quite well among my classmates, not only the Malaysians, also the Europeans and students of all around the globe, i.e. US, Canada, Philippines, and etc. Generally speaking, things around me, the pieces of puzzle are fitting in one by one, step by step each and everyday. Insya-Allah, looking forward to better days ahead.

The following are some pictures I took on my solo trip to Salthill last Sunday. :)

Up to date, the MCQ quizzes are going to start next week, and the laboratory practicals had started for the past week. Can't really imagine when the time comes for us to start with the cadaver dissection sessions. I hope I will be strong enough and mentally prepared to face the cadaver. =S

That's it for now, I have lots to revise on for each subject. Anatomy, Physiology, Biochemistry, Pharmacology and Professionalism 1.1. Pfffttt. Each individual subject is a big challenge, what more could it be for the total 5 of them? Gosh. I hope my time management will work it way throughout this whole course. Insya-Allah. :)

May Allah bless this journey of ours in being better persons upon life. May He always grant our doa and may He always give us strength, with an addition of enough taqwa to be better muslims, to remind ourselves always of our roots and religion, what more in a foreign country like this. Insya-Allah. Amin. :)

P/S : I do not feel much of the homesickness with my friends being here as my support system. Alhamdulillah. I'm grateful of being in a such fortunate community of great individuals. Insya-Allah, hope this will build me some inner confidence and give me enough strength to perform in my studies and life, for the sake of Allah in being a better doctor. AMIN AMIN AMIN, Ya Rabbal alamin. =)

Be Grateful. :)

2011-09-14T22:11:00.003+01:00

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. It has been almost 5 days since I arrived here in Galway, Ireland. Autumn in Galway and the past few days were very windy, cloudy and cold. Constantly it was 15 degrees and below. And Alhamdulillah, today the weather was getting better as the Sunshine is shining, but still, its cold. =S

Started my classes for the second day today. You won't believe it, if I were to say my class is in a capacity of 240+ students. Drastic expansion of the size of medical student in Galway. Most probably because of the money crisis they are facing right now. Hehehe. =X

So far, so good. Insya-Allah. Trying my very best to fit in the weather and to mingle around as much as possible. Classmates from all over the world, an eye-opener for me. :)

Honestly, my seniors are the coolest people on earth! Despite of the scarce free time they had, they tried to guide us around and provide many many many great tips for survival. Thank you guys! I love you all. Only God could repay all your good deeds! Amin. :DDD

I'm getting homesick already. To get halal food here is a hard thing for sure. Now I'm really appreciating Malaysia very very very much! ='( It seems like I'm gonna lose a lot of weight these 3 years. Walking to and fro the university everday, plus with the difficulty of getting halal meat, I'm gonna be a temporary vegetarian here.(Hope not so)

That's it for now, it's 10pm right now in Galway, Ireland. And it's approximately 5am there in KL. I miss my family, my crazy sisters, my cats, FT and my friends. Insya-Allah. I will you all soon. Do skype with me when you see me on skype yeah? =')

P/S : Skype ID : iceyaisha =)

Every Breath ♥

2011-09-08T18:03:00.004+01:00

It sounds like this is nothing new and that it hasn't been for awhile
You wake up on the other side and you strain to force a smile
The fairytale inside your head has become your new best friend
But I can assure you, that I'll be there before the story ends

'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

I'm racing the finish line of a lifetime thats barely started
The piece of mind I left behind, I pray you keep in your perfect garden
You're waiting on a minute hand in a countdown that lasts for days
But I'm here to tell you, it won't be long before I'm here to stay

'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

The weightlessness and the lack of rest
away from you, im in over my head
Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

When I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I seeThe only light I see

♥With every breath I make♥

P/S : To you, you, you, you, you, you, and every person I care about. May Allah give me strength in these last few days. Holding back my tears as hard as I could. ='(

Meow Meow. :D

2011-09-05T17:50:00.004+01:00

Assalam peeps! :D

I'm still in Kuching, Sarawak. The ~~fourth~~ fifth day, and the last night here. Hee. Did a little tour around the area, that's about it. Too tired and too busy to tour about further into Sarawak. Hehe. Perhaps next time, Insya-Allah. :)

Heading home to KL tomorrow morning (practically it's today. Duhhh.). My lovely Firefly apparently delayed my flight to 1025, owh never mind, at least I was informed about the delay 2 days earlier.

Anyway, done with my brother's wedding reception and all. Now, I have a new official member in the family! TeeHee. Welcome Kak Intan! :D Congrats to my eldest bro of the super grand marriage and I hope the reception in KL will be superb too, Insya-Allah. I hope I will get the chance to view, at least pictures of the October reception. Kinda sad that I won't have the chance to help my bro organize the KL reception. ='( Insya-Allah, it will all go well with my crazy-minded sisters around. Hahaha. :P

As soon as I get back to Ampang, I would have to start to pack my stuffs already. Goshhh. I just hate packing. 4 more days. I will make sure these remaining days will be filled with great moments and memorable laughters, with God's willing. Insya-Allah. ;)

P/S : To friends, good luck in your Degree intake. Lets work harder in this tertiary level of education. One more, pleaseeeee don't send me at the airport, I'm pretty sure I will not have the time to talk and hang out with you guys, and I'm definitely sure I will breakdown with tears flowing like a WATERFALL over there. I don't wish for you to see me crying. ='(

Aidilfitri! :D

2011-08-29T17:31:00.001+01:00

Assalam.

First thing first. I would like to wish all muslims,

EID MUBARAK! :D

These few days of mine was a bit hectic, with the last preparations for Eid and all. So, yeah. Raya is the most important thing in my mind right now. I want to enjoy it to its fullest. May Allah bless this Syawal and accept our fasting and ibadahs in Ramadhan. Insya-Allah. Amin.

To my dear blog readers and friends, I would like to apologize sincerely from the bottom of my heart, if I've ever created or sparked any bad or uncomfortable feelings in you. Sorry and may I be forgive for whatever wrongdoings I've did this whole time of knowing anyone of you. May Allah forgive us and let us change towards the better. Allahu Akhbar. =)

P/S : Even though it's Raya festive, don't forget your prayers and watch over your diet okie? Take care. :D

Sheepie Mode. ♥

2011-08-28T03:44:00.001+01:00

Hehehehe. I've been into sheep long ago and the SHEEPIE MODE is currently back! Haha. :DDD

I ♥ SHEEP! :D

P/S : I wish I could adopt one in Eire. :P

A Better Person.

2011-08-27T11:17:00.001+01:00

"Whatever career you may choose for yourself - doctor, lawyer, teacher - let me propose an avocation to be pursued along with it. Become a dedicated fighter for civil rights. Make it a central part of your life. It will make you a better doctor, a better lawyer, a better teacher. It will enrich your spirit as nothing else possibly can. It will give you that rare sense of nobility that can only spring from love and selflessly helping your fellow man. Make a career of humanity. Commit yourself to the noble struggle for human rights. You will make a greater person of yourself, a greater nation of your country and a finer world to live in."

Martin Luther King

The past few weeks of CRAZINESS. =S

2011-08-25T17:40:00.002+01:00

Assalamualaikum, blog readers. =)

I have not blogged for the past few weeks already. My life have been filled with busyness from the moment I started working till today and still the busyness will prolong till the day I head to Eire, I'm pretty sure. I wonder will it extend until the day I return to Malaysia? I hope not. Pfffttt. =.='

Alright! Enough crapping. Lets get straight to the point, shall we?

By right, today is already the 26th of August. Four more days of Ramadhan, and we'll celebrate our long awaited Eid Mubarak. I do not sound thrilled, do I? Curious to know why? Hurm. This is why...

My brother will be getting married on the 2nd September in Kuching. I will only be able to celebrate Eid in KL for TWO days, and then I'm off to Sarawak until the 6th. Upon returning in KL, I will be busy packing for my next longgggg journey. This is when I really must stay strong. ='( ALL THIS IN SUCH A SHORT TIME! I'm very very very depressed when I come to think of the day it will be at the airport.

People had been saying, "Oh you're independent, you're strong, you're brave". Only God knows how weak and dependent I will be when I'm away from my family! Argh. ~.~

P/S : I've been depressed, sad, exhausted, crazy and kinda feel like a loner these few weeks. So, yeah. Breaking it all up and getting my Raya mood soon. Insya-Allah. Ramadhan had been testing much on my patience. Insya-Allah, Allah has His plans of doing so. I've pickup a lot on Life ever since these problems arise. Thankful, but still I feel stressed out. May Allah ease my Life. Amin. =)

Good Tips for Ramadhan and some other days. :D

2011-08-14T14:02:00.002+01:00

Lets spare some of our time to watch this useful video shall we? I assure you, much benefits will be gained, despite of the fact that the video is quite a long one. Something useful are to be shared and spread after all, aite? Insya-Allah. :)

How to stay productive during Ramadhan? Three main items : Focus, Energy and Balance.

INTENTION is a very very very important thing in everything of Life. Insya-Allah, with a good and right intention, we'll live a good life. :)

TIME. Discard the unnecessary items, the distractions that takes much of our time in our daily life. We don't actually do much in one day, do we? Yes, distraction fill much of our life (mine too!). So, ponder for awhile, what have we done in a week, a month, a year? And how much of the time are filled with distractions and not quality time with Allah The Almighty? Astaghafirullah. This is a reminder for myself and maybe this could be for you too. So, try to make your days more productive okie? :)

From this video, there are a few great tips that drew my attention into it. One of it was, the Sleep cycle part and the POWER NAP! :DDD Please watch it and I give you 300% assurance that you'll never regret watching it. The first part was quite slow, yes. But as you proceed beyond time 12.36, you'll be WOW-ed like me! Haha. =O!

I want to share a little about the power nap part here. Hee. You just have to spend about 20minutes of your time to gain about 4hours' sleep time. That's cool right?! Just sit and relax, close your eyes and try to relax our body and mind, free yourself from any work. After 20mins, you'll feel fresher than ever! I've really tried it, during before Zohor, it really works! This is also the Sunnah of Rasulullah (pbuh). Lets try this out and you will have the rest of the day filled with energy. Insya-Allah. :DDD

Insya-Allah. Hope this entry of mine and the video could assist all of us towards a better and more productive Ramadhan. Insya-Allah. Amin. ;)

P/S : We are almost reaching half of Ramadhan. Much challenges had been faced by me, my family and my friends. May Allah give us the strength and patience to endure the remaining Ramadhans. Insya-Allah. :)
Stay strong friends. Especially FT! I want the cheeky, cheerful dude back! ='(

Sincerity.

2011-08-12T19:41:00.000+01:00

Keikhlasan. =)

P/S : Sharing is caring aite? Hee. :D

Am back in the REAL world after being kidnapped by the workaholic cinematic alienated ME. :P

2011-08-09T17:44:00.000+01:00

Assalamualaikum, world! :DDD

At de Palma Hotel. :)

Finally! I've end my part-time working days (bubye TGV ='( I will miss you!) and am back to the social buzzing world. Sorry for abandoning you, dear bloggie. ='/

Goodbye TGV! ='(

Sorry that I've been busy for the past month and not replying much of my friends' text on phone or chat messages on facebook. Sorry guys. I've been really busy and tired of work. A million, trillion and gazillion sorry! +.+

Here I am today. Free of work. BUT! Am not free of things to be settled. Tons of stuffs to do. I would say, it is a preparation for the "short" trip to somewhere far away. Nahhh. Lets not get there. I will be emo-ish when I talk about this. I really don't feel like leaving, you know. ='(

Anyways. At least today, I've bought my stationary and my study needs (books and dissecting kit). The rest? I'm still waiting for my offer letter from them, dude. It's almost mid August, yet I only have the agreement forms in hand. Pfffttt. Seems like I would have to rush things within this week, before I attend the pre-departure programme in Penang and in KL. And YEAH, it's gonna be another busy week for me!

I wonder when will I have proper rest at home and enjoy them slowly? Plus, my brother is getting married this Raya, and that adds to the busyness schedule. ='( I need a break. Please. =.='

Today marks the last day of the first 10 Ramadhans. Insya-Allah. May Allah give us blessing for the next 19 days of Ramadhan. Amin. :)

Awwww! I miss you guys already! The last day of work and hope this won't be the last hangout. ='(

P/S : I am already missing my TGV gang. Work wouldn't have been fun without you guys! Thanks for the wonderful experiences! =')

La Tahzan! =)

2011-07-28T05:43:00.002+01:00

Assalam. Today I came across an interesting article in iLuvislam.com. These few paragraphs interest me the most. Lets spare your time and read it. =)

Firman Allah dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216:
".......Dan boleh jadi kamu benci akan sesuatu sedang ia lebih baik bagimu, Dan boleh jadi kamu kasihi sesuatu sedang ia melarat kepadamu. Dan Allah mengetahui tetapi kamu tidak mengetahui.........."

Sometimes I asked for strength but Allah gave me difficulties so that i will be stronger.

Sometimes I asked for wisdom but Allah gave me problems so that i could think the ways of solving them.

Sometimes I asked for prosperity but Allah gave me brain so that i could use it to become a successful Muslim.

Sometimes I asked for courage but Allah gave me dangers so that i could find the ways to overcome those obstacles.

Sometimes I asked for love but Allah gave me tears so that i could drop them when I see those orphans live without love.

Sometimes I received nothing that I wanted but Allah always gave me everything that I Need.

LA TAHZAN YA MUSLIMIN, INNALLAHAMAAKUM!

Source : Innallahamaakum!

Lets get Serious.

2011-07-25T13:41:00.001+01:00

Emo-ish state is over. Yeahhhhhhh. Greattttttt. Felt like writing something useful to share. So, here it goes. :)

Before I start my so called Serious-Life-Session, lets watch this video, shall we? Heee. :)

Aiman Azlan. I admire his way of portraying his ideas in Vlogs. :)

Ever think of getting married? Finding the perfect person who would fit you, ~~until death tears you apart~~ until the hereafter? Yes, I do. And I would like to share, the type of husband I would love to have, with Allah's will. Insya-Allah. I could only plan in my head, only He The Almighty, could really make things happen. Allahu Akhbar. :D

My DREAM husband's characteristics:

He whom rarely and barely miss his solah.
He whom always does Amar Makruf & Nahi Mungkar.
He whom knows his limits and reminds the others of it. (esp. me)
He whom cares and do things in the Islamic way.
He whom could tear his ego and pride away when dealing with people, regardless of the gender, race and religion.
A good education background.
I do not want a "somebody's" son. I just want someone special out of the ordinary. After all, we are all Allah's slave, we are all equally the same before Allah.
He must be funny and matured at the same time. :D

And not forgetting Rasulullah S.A.W.'s guide in choosing a wife/husband. =)

The Prophet (s.a.w) said : "A woman may be married for four reasons : for her property, her status, her beauty, and her religion; so try to get one who is religious, may you be blessed."

We all want to marry someone who could be a good father/mother to our future child. So, yeah. I want someone who fits me well enough and someone who could guide me through my life, change me towards the better. :)

So far, I have not really found one yet. Insya-Allah, I pray to Allah, may He bless me a great future ahead and send me someone whom really could walk through life and into Jannah along with me. Insya-Allah. Amin. :)

P/S : I know this is too early for me to plan for my marriage and all, but I really wanted to pour all these since awhile ago. Since many raised the issue of marriage to me lately, so I finally had the courage to post this on my bloggie. Hope we all will find our perfect partners soon. Insya-Allah. Hoping for best, always. :D

Absent-Minded AGAIN.

2011-07-25T05:56:00.000+01:00

Absent-Minded Exact same month this happened again this year. Crazy month of July.

Again I went into the Absent-Minded world. Perhaps, I think too much of things. Yeahhhhh. Things.

And again I went into the emo-ish state of crying. Yeah. Crying. ='( It helps. Yeah, it does sometimes.

Hope things could be clearer by today evening. Insya-Allah. Stop me from thinking too much, Ya-Allah. Pleaseeeeee. I'm breaking down. People just kept on messing with my soul. Save my soul from crying oh Allah.

P/S : I'm quitting my work soon. I can't stand the things that are going on right now. I rather spend my Ramadhan at home with my beloved family.

Skyscraper ♥

2011-07-23T02:50:00.001+01:00

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

P/S : This song is soooo soooo soooo COOL! I Love Demi! ♥

Benefits of being HAPPY! :D

2011-07-20T05:05:00.002+01:00

Happy people work better with others.
Happy people are more creative.
Happy people are more energetic.
Happy people fix problems.
Happy people are more optimistic.
Happy people are more motivated.
Happy people get sick less often.
Happy people learn faster.

"Happiness boosts productivity of life."

P/S : Always be HAPPY and SMILE :) Allah S.W.T. is always with us. Insya-Allah. ;)

TGV. =)

2011-07-17T03:38:00.000+01:00

Tanjong Golden Village. That's the name of the entertainment cum cinema industry I'm currently in. :)

Not including today, I've worked for 4 days here in TGV. Overall, I could say this is a whole new sight on life for me. Being in the customer service-entertainment line, it is not an easy job, but it's fun though! ;DDD By far, the only thing that bothers me is the tiredness of returning home late at night. You see, I'm on night shift everyday, 4pm-11pm. By the time I arrive home, it's around 12 midnight already, so I will go straight to bed. No night life for me huh? Never mind. This is temporary. Be patient. =)

My colleagues are so cool! I really like working with them. I'm the youngest there I suppose. Haha. And I don't get bullied okayyy. Haha. They are really helpful and caring, so yeah, in 2 days time I felt like I've worked there for 2 months. I blend in fast, don't I? Too fast maybe? Haha.

I must say, I'm frustrated to have to handle the ticket box (the counter where you all purchase the tickets) for straight 4 days! Argh. I want to be placed either in the candy bar or floor in the nearest time soon. Hope so! I want to learn as much as possible. It's the experience that matters, not the money. If I lose something and gain back something better, I'd love it! ;)))

So, yeah. Next month will be Ramadhan. I will try my best to request to work on day shifts. I wouldn't want to miss my terawih prayers. :)

That's all for now peeps! If you happen to come across TGV KLCC, and see me working, come greet me and say hi okie? Heeee. =D

P/S : I've got an interview at PPUKM this Tuesday. Wish me and my friends good luck! Insya-Allah. Hoping for the best future. ;D

Hati. =)

2011-07-13T05:45:00.002+01:00

Dalam setiap badan manusia itu ada seketul daging, jika baik daging itu maka baiklah keseluruhannya, jika buruk daging itu maka buruklah keseluruhannya. Itu adalah HATI.

Hati. Umpama raja dalam diri. Kawallah raja itu, agar setiap masa bersama Ilahi, moga nanti badan bergerak seperti seorang manusiawi.

A quote taken from iluvislam.com : Ayuh Proses Hati.

P/S : Lets clean our hearts, lets be good muslims. Its about time to reflect on the bad things we did and repent right away. Insya-Allah. May Allah give us the strength and courage to change to the better. Especially me. Amin. :D

Work. Hee. :D

2011-07-12T02:08:00.002+01:00

Assalam. :)

Yes! I've finally got the chance to work. No, it's not too late. Never a thing will be too late to begin. :)

I will start working tomorrow (Wednesday). What kinda job? I will be a CRO (Customer Relations Officer) at TGV KLCC. Heee. Do come and give me a visit okie? I will be on night shifts. The pay is kinda good, that doesn't matter though, all I want is experience and new skills. Insya-Allah, I believe I will obtain much of those by the end of the month. :D

By the way, am still waiting for the Eire interview results. If not, I have to attend the 19th July interview at PPUKM, Cheras. Hope to hear good news. Insya-Allah.

Last week was spent with my family, I loved it. I will try to maximize my time with my family instead of my friends, not to say I don't want to hang out with you guys, its just that my family are more important to me right now. After entering Medical School later on (Insya-Allah), I will not get to spend this much time at home already. So, appreciate your family and cherish every moment you have with them. I love my family! ;D

P/S : Good Luck with the Eire interview results, peeps! ;)

Untuk Renungan. =)

2011-07-09T06:46:00.004+01:00

“Dulu sebelum kalian ada seorang lelaki yang membunuh sembilan puluh sembilan orang, sehingga dia bertanyakan tentang orang yang paling alim di kalangan penduduk bumi. Mereka menunjukkannya kepada seorang rahib (ahli ibadah), kemudian orang tersebut mendatanginya dan berkata bahwa dia telah membunuh sembilan puluh sembilan orang. Apakah masih ada kesempatan baginya untuk bertaubat? Rahib tadi berkata: “Tidak.” Orang itu lalu membunuhnya, sehingga genap menjadi seratus orang. Kemudian dia bertanya tentang penduduk bumi yang paling alim. Maka ditunjukkan kepadanya seorang alim. Dia berkata kepadanya bahawa dia telah membunuh seratus orang. Apakah masih ada kesempatan baginya untuk bertaubat? Orang alim tersebut menjawab: “Ya! Dan siapakah yang mampu menghalang antaramu dengan taubat. Pergilah ke negeri ini dan itu, kerana di sana ada orang-orang yang beribadah kepada Allah Ta’ala. Beribadahlah bersama mereka, dan jangan kembali ke negerimu karena negerimu adalah negeri yang jelek.” Kemudian orang itu pergi tetapi di tengah-tengah perjalanan dia meninggal. Lalu malaikat rahmat dan malaikat adzab saling berselisih tentangnya. Malaikat rahmat berkata: “Dia datang dalam keadaan bertaubat, menghadap Allah.” Malaikat azab berkata: “Dia belum beramal shalih sama sekali.” Kemudian datanglah kepada kedua malaikat itu seorang malaikat dalam bentuk manusia. Mereka (kedua malaikat itu) menjadikannya sebagai pemutus urusan mereka. Malaikat itu berkata: “Ukurlah antara dua negeri tersebut. Mana yang lebih dekat (jaraknya dengan kedua negeri itu) maka itulah lebih berhak.” Mereka kemudian mengukurnya. Ternyata mereka dapati bahwa dia (orang yang mati itu) lebih dekat ke negeri yang baik. Maka malaikat rahmat mengambilnya.”

- Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim -

For full story, visit Langit Ilahi. =)

P/S : Janganlah sesekali berputus asa. Insya-Allah. ;)

Hello! :D

2011-07-06T15:09:00.000+01:00

Meet Mr. Green Teddy. Heee. :D

P/S : Just got back from Penang. The interview was fine. I feel okay about it. Malas nak elaborate what I've been asked during the session. I gotta get some rest! Btw, Penang was AWESOME. I miss everything. :D

Life is A RACE to be WON!

2011-07-02T08:38:00.003+01:00

Imagine yourself sprinting in a 100 metre race. You are currently at the 80 metre marking point, and you are about to win. 20 more metres and you will win! But, with the exhaustion in your legs, you seriously feel that you cannot continue up to the finish line. Not even the cheers from your fans could help you replenish the energy of your muscles. What actually goes through your mind at that very point?

If I were that athlete, this is what I would have in mind :

"20 more metres, and the winning trophy will be mine. Lets give the race all out, despite of the pain and cramp I will suffer later on. I've worked such a long distance, why can't I put a little bit more afford in completion of the 20 metres? Go, girl! Go get that finish line you've always dreamed of! You can do it. Your fans had cheered for you, and lets not crush their big hopes for you. Sprint!"

Now, lets apply that imagination on this real life. For example, in the very situation I'm facing right now.

Yea, the reality is I failed to get through the first interview with the Irish. But, it's not over yet. Alhamdulillah, I still have my second chance with the Irish and I've got a backup. The race is still on. Like the race I've mentioned earlier on, even though you are full in fatigue-ness, and thinking of the bad consequences that you will face later on, you must go on, continuing the race, because it's not over yet! Trying your best is the best option you have at this very moment. Optimism is what I need. "Will I be sad and heart-broken again, if I don't get through this time?" Lets just set that thought aside for the meantime. =)

And the hopes of the fans represents your family and friends' hope for you. You don't want them to be sad and see you giving up too soon right? So, think of yourself, your family, friends and most importantly Allah swt. Allah don't like to see us giving up too soon. Always be on the stronger side of yourself. Insya-Allah. ;D

Before I end my point of view, one more crucial thing. Sometimes, when people try to drag down your emotions, fight back! Show them that you can win too! :D

P/S : I am writing this to inspire myself for the second interview, this coming 5th July. Because I am kinda in the lazy mood to study for the interviews right now. Hahaha. Hope it could inspire you in anything you do in life. ;)

The honesty straight from my heart. =)

2011-07-01T08:07:00.000+01:00

Assalammualaikum wbt.

Today, I would like to let out my honestest opinion on myself. :)

Alright. Lets begin.

First of all, I honestly am confused of myself at times. Sometimes, I am being the always-up-to-date girl. I socialize too much, yea I do, I admit. I always know it's wrong to socialize too much, it's haram in Islam, but I do not understand why I can't resist that feeling of continuing it. Sometimes, I feel my Iman is weaking, and sometimes it bounces back to be higher than usual. So, you could see how confused I am now, right? :S

There are times when I feel of changing myself. A change towards the better. Being a better muslim. Controlling what I do and socialize in. But, there are times when I myself couldn't control my emotions and start doing the wrong things. May Allah show me the right path. Subhanallah. =/

The point here is, I need some guidance on the right path, to enable myself to do the things in Allah's way, the right Islamic way. Insya-Allah, I hope to find a person who really can guide me throughout this life and live a blessed life to head to Jannah. Insya-Allah. Amin. May Allah give me the strength to change me. :D

P/S : This time around, I have higher faith and stronger Iman to be a little better. Thanks to the incidents of life this week, it taught me to be stronger. This post is sincerely from my heart. Let it speak for this once. :)

Allahu Akhbar. =')

2011-06-29T17:53:00.001+01:00

If this seems like a sad story to you, you are ~~pathetically heartless~~ mean. Haha.

I did not lose. I've learnt instead. I've learnt so many things that I couldn't even possibly have learnt without falling and feeling on the verge of giving up. There stood my family and friends, cheered me and tried to lift my spirit back up. I stood wondering, wanted to give up at first. But then, something in me woke up and fought back, which is - The spirit that had been long dead since the news of Ireland came into my consciousness. I'm grateful to be given a chance to fall, this breaks my ego. Alhamdulillah. :)

Hereby, I announce. The full-spirited Aisha is back. The fight is not over till I graduate from Medical School. Insya-Allah, I will remain patience regardless of what anybody says of me. I am me, yes I'm not perfect, but the right thing to do is never the wrong thing. Yea, sometimes I do speak my mind. If you hate me, only Allah could judge you. Do whatever you like, but never hesitate to give me constructive criticism, because I would love to improve myself from time to time. Thank you. Pray for my best. Insya-Allah. Allah always know whats best for me and you. ;)

Repeatedly it goes.

2011-06-29T03:52:00.000+01:00

Repeatedly the same things go about in my life. Every year. No regrets. Just the feeling of being crushed over and over again. I am not that strong after all, am I?

Thank you friends for trying to lift up my spirit back, but I think it's about time to stop it. Ireland is not for me and that shall be it. Fullstop! I'm tired of trying to be optimistic. Tired of trying to be the best. Tired of all the lies in life. Tired of doing things with sincerity, but been accused of bad intentions. Tired of the hard relationships to keep. Sometimes, I prefer to be left all alone, because I'm tired. T-T

P/S : Friends please do not let my emotions affect your spirit okie? Go on fighting, but I can't be with you. =')

Feeling out of the League. ='(

2011-06-28T08:26:00.000+01:00

Giving up is so not me. But, I am created by Allah to feel weak. I am a normal human being too. Frankly speaking, I do feel like giving up right now. But, thinking of the afford I've put in for more than a year, and my parents' high hopes on me, NO! I cannot just let things slip out of my hand that easily without trying. So now, I will try my best to get hold of it. Insya-Allah. The decision and fate is all with Allah. He decides best. =')

Errrr.

2011-06-25T07:37:00.000+01:00

I feel exhausted. Mentally and physically. Nothing much to say on the BTN programme. Hoping for something great to happen in the coming days. That's all I could say for now. Good Luck! I need to rest, before more tasks pops out onto my life. Tata. :)

My Solo Adventure to the Merlion City. ;)

2011-06-19T14:12:00.001+01:00

Throughout this year, I've been travelling solo a lot. Penang, Kelantan and etc. But this trip is by far the most adventurous trip I've been to. So, I would like to share it with you all. Enjoy the pics followed by the experience. Hehe. ;)

The costly new built TBS terminal in Bandar Tasik Selatan. Bigger and more advanced than the newly built Puduraya though. :)

11 June 2011, Saturday.
Travelled from Terminal Bersepadu Selatan in Bandar Tasik Selatan to the neighbouring city of lights, via an express bus, at 4pm with my dad. Arrived in the center of Singapore City around 9pm, after having to go through 2 hours of Malaysian and Singaporean checkpoints =.=! Finally, after having our supper tapau-ed at one of the famous Briyani and Murtabak restaurant, my dad and I headed to Boon Lay (my auntie's apartment) via the MRT. It was a long trip from Raffles Place to Boon Lay dude, 1 hour plus plus. Tiring much, but luckily the MRT was fast and air-conditioned. We ate and had our good night rest. ;)

12 June 2011, Sunday.
Early in the morning, after doing our Subuh prayers, we started packing. Packed and loaded the stuffs on the rented lorry. My 70 year old auntie was to move back to Bedok, our original house, because she had just lost her husband. He past away of heart-attack at work recently. Inalillahi wainnaillahi raji'un. May Allah bless his soul.
And, we packed, and loaded. Three trips had to be made, and I was in-charge of unpacking the stuffs at Bedok. Wosh, it was a super-tiring job! From morning till night. Waaaaaaaa. =.=

13 June 2011, Monday.
Still we were unpacking the stuffs. Went back to Boon Lay to pick up a few things and headed back to Bedok to continue the journey of unpackinggggg. =.='
Before going to Boon Lay, we had had our lunch near the Tampines Mall. Went to SingTel (kinda like our Telekom Malaysia) in Tampines Mall, in order to fix a telephone line at our Bedok house. :)

The Woodlands checkpoint and the Causeway Point Mall opposite the Woodlands MRT station. :)

14 June 2011, Tuesday.
A little more of the unpacking. My dad went back to KL on today's evening. I followed him till Woodlands checkpoint and I went back to Bedok by MRT and bus. Interchange here, interchange there, there I go... From this point onwards, I was all by myself. Yeah! The real adventure starts the following day! ;)

15 June 2011, Wednesday.
The whole adventure of mine was totally 100% via bus and MRT trains only, plus most of my journey are on foot alone. I love walking! Heee. FYI, MRT stands for Mass Rapid Transit. It includes buses, taxis and train services. You don't really need a car to travel in Singapore, because the country is fully organized and everywhere there is an easy route to get to. Thus, train and bus alone are the best transport for everyone here. I love their system, as it reduces the amount of cars in the country that reduces traffic jams and indirectly has its impact in reducing air pollution. ;)

Okay, lets see where i went and what i did on this particular first day of my solo adventure. :D

The beautiful Bedok Reservoir Park located right across my apartment building. Beautiful ain't it? ;)

Early in the morning, I started my adventure with fresh-filled air. Went to the beautiful Bedok reservoir park near to my apartment block. Walked around the reservoir and took some pictures of them. One of the most beautiful parks I've been to. I wish Malaysia could built and maintain lots of these here. Owh please? =/

My very next stop was Changi Airport. A good adventure requires an organized plan, and it all had to start off with a good understanding of the places of interest. So, I went all the way to Changi Airport to get maps and brochures from the airport's Tourism Centre. And seriously, I took lots of them. Next, I had my all time favourite Mee Rebus at Bedok Interchange and headed back home for Zohor. Whenever you are in Singapore, you MUST try the Briyani, Murtabak, Mee Rebus and all the other famous foods there. Its a MUST! Yum yum. (I'm gonna gain a lot weight if I continued staying in Singapore. Haha.)

Bugis Street. The real shopping heaven! Looking over-crowded right? Hee. Just like our very own Petaling Street in KL. ;D

After resting and flipping through the brochures, I decided to go on a short shopping adventure on Bugis Street. Hee. What I bought? It's a secret. :P If I were to compare the shopping capacity between S'pore and Malaysia, I would say Malaysia is a lot cheaper. The clothes, the souvenirs, the EVERYTHING lahhh, is way cheaper in Malaysia. But, if you are working in Singapore, with that kind of salary and currency, nothing in Singapore is expensive to you. The problem was, my head kept on converting between the currencies. Expensive much dude. =.=' So, I window-shopped most of the time in order to search for the best thing to shop for. Hehe. This is called a "budget-shopping". Huhu. :P

16 June 2011, Thursday.
Alright! The next exciting adventure day. :)
Guess what? I actually went to Sentosa Island finally! After having travelled to Singapore almost every year since I was a kid. Yeah, I usually return to Singapore during festive eves like Hari Raya. Because, my arwah grandma used to live in Singapore. I miss my BabaMa, that's how we address her as. May Allah bless your soul. =')

From Vivo City to Sentosa Island. The pictures tell a better story of the beauty of the wonderful island. ;)

The day was kicked off with about 1 hour ++ trip from Bedok to Harbour Front by MRT, there situated a mall called Vivo City. From Vivo City, I chose to walk on the Sentosa Board Walk. Entrance fee is only $1 per person. Not as expensive as what I've been told. Haaa. You can also board the monorail from Vivo City to Sentosa, I board the monorail on my way back. Free. Hee. :D

Yeah, walking about 1 kilometre into Sentosa via Board Walk is kinda tiring, but I'm glad to have to feel the sea breeze and got a chance to slowly ingest the view of Sentosa across the sea. Hee. ;D Above are the pictures of the journey. Enjoy it. The beaches, the buildings, the people. All was AWESOME! ;)

I wanted to enter the well-known Universal Studios of Singapore, but enjoying the fun alone in there isn't exciting. So, I will spare the trip with my family next time. Insya-Allah. ;D

But, that wasn't the end of the day. I still had some time, so I decided to give the Funan DigitaLife Mall and then Clarke Quay a visit. ;)

Clarke Quay is best visited at night. It is the most happening place for the Europeans. Bars and steamboats. Happening nightlife. :)

What interest me most at Clarke Quay was the G-Max Ride. I will ride it next time, next trip to Singapore. $30 student price. Heee. Lets go peeps? I guarantee you, it's more awesome than Solero in Genting. Adrenaline pumping games, I loike! Heeee. :D

17 June 2011, Friday & 18 June 2011, Saturday.

I did nothing much these two days. Stayed home to take care of my auntie. She had her vertigo attack suddenly, so I had to look after her. Hurm. Saturday morning, which is yesterday, I decided to head back to KL, as I have to attend a brain-wash camp BTN tomorrow. =.='

The conclusion of the solo adventure? AWESOME. Now, I have my full confidence on being independent. I believe if I were to be dumped anywhere in the world, Insya-Allah I'm confident I'll survive well. ;)

This trip has really brought some new learning experience to me. Communication skills are seemingly improving, as I had to speak English and Mandarin most of the time in Singapore. I met a lot of foreigners and had some time to exchange a little bit of infos. Indonesians, Pinoys, France ( I met a France dude on my way to Sentosa. Hehehe. :D). Singapore is truly an international country! I admire the system much. Especially the organized and disciplined society. ;D

And I've learn a whole lot of other new things in life. Thanks to the trip. :)

I really hope I will get more chances to travel abroad. Hoping Ireland will be one of the destination of my exploration. Insya-Allah. Praying hard to give them the best out of me in this second chance. :)

P/S : I am off to BTN camp starting tomorrow up to Friday. Get ready to get brain-washed by the government. Woahhhh. =S

Singapore Updates - SOON.

2011-06-18T16:25:00.000+01:00

Just got back home. I promise you, I'll update my little solo adventure to Singapore soon, very soon alright? I've got lotsa things happening these coming weeks. Insya-Allah, I'll try my best to share. ;D

Where Are You Now?

2011-06-10T16:14:00.000+01:00

For the first time, I'm posting JB's song. =.=''' Undeniably, he sings great songs, but he isn't great enough to me. Haha. =P

Where Are You Now?

Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free

Where are you now...
Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't you see me,
How could you leave me
My heart is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want you here with me
To guide me, hold me, and love me now

Where are you now.... ohhhh...

Where are you now..oooo
So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah

Ohhh....where are you now...?

P/S : I am searching. Still searching for YOU. Where have you been to? Come guide me throughout this life full of hardship. ;D

Can I be Pessimistic for awhile? ='(

2011-06-08T09:57:00.004+01:00

It's a total lie if I would to say that I'm not sad at all, at least a bit deep down in my heart. I was initially strong when I heard the news. As time passed by, tears started falling. My heart keeps arguing what actually went wrong in my head. I'm not so sure either. It seems that the optimistic me has been over-won by the pessimistic me. ='(((

I am kinda okay with fact that I'm to stay in Malaysia to pursue my studies. At least I've a chance to continue studying into a higher level of education. But..... How will this news affect my parents? I am very very very sad at the very thought of delivering them the bad news. I really think I have crushed their high hopes. Especially my dad. This thought is killing me. ='(((

For the second time, I was denied to pursue my studies abroad. It's really sad to receive this kinda luck you know. First JPA, then MARA. And for the SECOND TIME, goddamnit, I'm crying like *tet*! I shouldn't have reapplied for MARA in the first place, if I knew things will hurt like this. Now, what? I'm sad for the second freaking time. Great! WTHeck is wrong with me? Am I a loser, a total LOSER!? Okayyy, I'm being a total pessimist. ='(((

Maybe I should consider on changing my field course, like what my brother said, "do not regret choosing this profession later in the future". Thank you for the psycho session bro. =.='''! Medicine is not for me perhaps? And, what if I do not get through the UKM interview also? Dangggg. Negative thoughts surrounding me. I'm on the verge of breaking down. Only God knows. All I need now is the strength to believe in myself. ='(((

If so, I am sooooo going back to my dream Mechanical Engineering! F1 for life! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =.='

Thank you if you had been supporting all this while. I'm greatly a total pessimist right now. Ignore this insane crap if it affects your thinking too. I have the worst two years in a row!!! What a luck huh?! ='(

P/S : I need my mama now! =( Ya Allah, give me the strength to stop these tears. ='(

The best. :)

2011-06-08T05:17:00.001+01:00

Insya-Allah, this is the best from Him. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah, for clearing my head out of the denial of Ireland. Yes, I've called up MARA, and bad news is what I've got. But, my heart did not feel sad. Instead, I was very prepared to hear the bad news. Rezeki kat Ireland tak ada, but UKM here I come to show you my best. Insya-Allah. A good doctor is all I want to be. May Allah bless my life. :)

P/S : I am happy that Malaysia still loves me. Hahaha. And I'm happy that I still get to see my friends and ~~*ehem ehem*~~ later in Penang. :P

Optimistic. ;D

2011-06-07T15:40:00.003+01:00

I'd rather view things from its positive sides.No matter what. To be optimistic is the best option right now. I didn't had the chance to call MARA up today, but some of my friends did get through it and had heard their good news. Each and every one of us have different kind of blessings from Allah. Try to be grateful for now okie friends? No matter you've got it or not. Everything has its hikmah. :)

Ireland would be a great place to study in, yeah very true! Especially the environment, the view, the historical places, the people and all. But, have you ever think of this particular thing that you would have to face in Ireland for the whole 2.5 years, if you get through it? It's called HOMESICKNESS. In Penang alone, how tough were you to resist the urge to travel back home nearly every week? Think of it. Maybe Allah knows you could barely handle any of it, that is why He gave you the fate of staying close to your family. Insya-Allah, Allah knows best. Perhaps, you would perform way better here in UKM than you will in Ireland. Only God knows. :)

I heard the environment in Galway and Cork are about the same as in Kepala Batas. How would you respond to that? Think again! Yes, maybe you'd say it's a better place, but you wouldn't know until you get there. And and and, our main purpose is to obtain the knowledge of Medicine, true? So, is there any difference in obtaining it either in Malaysia or Ireland. Here, at least, we could study the common local ailments and understand our people better. Plus, I've heard thousands of opinions saying that local graduates are far more competent than those whom studied abroad. Added advantage aite? Optimistic, be optimistic. :D

And HEY! UKM has a darn good Medical Faculty okay! One of the top in Malaysia and among the top 200 in the world! :D Be grateful of the great opportunity you have. There are millions of people out there, those Asasians, Matriculation students, STPM, A-Levels, IB dudes, who do not have a secure place in any faculty at all right now. Be grateful that you are given the place in UKM. Alhamdulillah. SO, appreciate the chance given and don't give up just yet okie? Perhaps, you could travel after you've completed your MD later on and explore Ireland. ;D

Smile. Never forget to do that always. :)))

In the end, life has to be lived as fated. When destiny calls, nothing more we could do to change it. Be optimistic okay guys? I love you all. Insya-Allah we'll do great in our future. :D

P/S : Yes, I may seem a little bit optimistic, but you don't really know how worried I am right now. My heart skipped SEVEN beats okay! Hahaha. Insya-Allah. I will pray for the best for all of us. AMIN. I will gather all the courage I have to call up MARA tomorrow. Hope to hear good news. Insya-Allah. :)

Happy smiles no more. Gone. #.#

2011-06-06T15:21:00.001+01:00

It has been 2 exhausting weeks. Until something great happens, I won't be able to get my happy smiles back. I wish I could vanish somewhere far far away, where no one else could find me. I want to chillax, take a long break and enjoy the happy-go-lucky life I had previously. I wish I could. But no. It's not possible. Never will it be again. ='(

I felt of wanting to be left alone. Becoming hypersensitive lately. Gosh. I'm starting to turn into someone else, which I myself don't really understand. I need something. ASAP. =/

Sometimes, I hate being bothered by people, randomly. It annoys me much all the time. Their actions. Their attitude. Them being hypocrite. Are that my friends? No thanks. I don't need those kinda people in life. I'd rather be left all alone.

Till I find ME again. Bubye. =.='''

P/S : Losing faith in myself. I need my mama real bad. Come home faster mum! I'm freaking tired. ='(

PASUM books. (for sale)

2011-06-03T05:49:00.001+01:00

SOLD! :D

MUET book. Original price (I'm not so sure) : Around RM 15+.

Mathematics Pre-U Sem 1 & Sem 2. Original Price : RM54 (per set).

Physics Matriculation. Original Price : RM50.

Chemistry Matriculation. Original Price : RM45.

Biology STPM Vol 1 & Vol 2. Original Price : RM68 per set.

Total books : 7.

Total Original Price : Approximately RM230.

Half-price selling price : RM120.

Kindly contact me at fb (b4ever_92@hotmail.com/Nur Azizah 'Aisha AliAhmad) or leave a comment here to purchase the books. Thanks.

I will personally delivery it to you in KK12, don't worry. ;)

P/S : Specially for Pusat Asasi Sains UM freshies only. :)

SOLD! :D

June?! =S

2011-06-02T12:35:00.004+01:00

June will be filled with results. Will pray harder in this month! Insya-Allah. :)))

1st June. The IELTS results were released online. Alhamdulillah! I've managed to surpass the minimum overall band required. BUT! There's a big BUT there. Hurm. I did not managed to hit the minimum targeted WRITING component. Most of us did not. And I think I have the lowest band in writing, most probably because I didn't write enough required words in Task 2. Haaaaaaa. My bad. =.=' Now, I'm a bit worried that I would have to spend RM570 to repeat the whole test. Gosh. Hope they will consider on the overall band. 7.5 is okay enough right, Irish peeps? *please say yes~!* :)

Lets move over to the next June-s. 6th June (4more days to go) will be the full results day. We would have to give Kak Ju a call, then she'll tell us whether we are on the 1st or 2nd list. Waaaaa. I think I will call her later in the evening, I want to be the last caller! I'm so scared that I will not be in the 1st list. +.+ But, it all depends to Allah's will right? Insya-Allah we will get the best out of our luck from Him. Amin. Pray hard, peeps! :DDD

And the other June-s? I don't know what's gonna happen. I can only plan, with Allah's will, things will happen. Insya-Allah, in the progress of getting my driving license and most importantly, persuading my parents to let me WORK! I'm bored, very. =.='''

P/S : Lets hang out babes and bros! :)

To work or to not work? Heh? =.='

2011-05-31T03:17:00.000+01:00

Okay. Duhhh. We'll start off with a not-so-good-morning. I'm kinda frustrated. Reallyyyyy frustrated! Frustrated that I've placed my whole heart in finding a job for the past few days, and finally when I've found a perfect job, finally got hired, POOF! I have to call it off last minute, because my parents do not allow me to work for the meantime, plus all the other excuses etc. FED UP! =.='''

Lets seeeee. If I wait until next Monday, when the results are out on 6th June, and only then find a job, will I get a good opportunity? Will I get a perfect job to fill up these 3 boring months? Only God knows. Hurm. =/ Hoping that chances will await me soon. Insya-Allah. In the meantime, I might as well get my driving license fast. Haaaa. Lets be positive. Listening to our parents bring good barakah, yea? Okay, I'll be a little obedient this time around (until next week). Hehehe. :P

So, the conclusion now? To not work for the meantime until next week. Haaa. That's the best solution I guess. =S

P/S : Good Luck Pre-Meds. Tomorrow IELTS results are out. And also, Good Luck for the interview and Sem 3 and overall results on the 6th of June. Insya-Allah, Allah will always show us the best path of Life. Lets pray HARD! ;D

End of May 2011.

2011-05-27T14:42:00.000+01:00

May is already on its edge. I am already back home for a few days now. I've managed to settle down and unpack my stuffs. Grateful that those amount of things fits into my room. HAHAHA. :PPP

By the way, on Tuesday, I went to Penang Island for a one night trip with my parents, before heading back south to KL. Overall, I had fun with my mum and dad. Thanks to them, I now have more additional great memories of Penang. Fort Cornwallis, Penang Hill, Georgetown. I love Penang, seriously! ;D

So, hereby I would like to share some of the photos I've took while I was on the short-trip. Enjoy. :D

Now that I am so so so free, I would want to get a job, preferably a work related to the healthcare line. Hope to find one soon. Insya-Allah. BUT! I need a short brake these 2 weeks, before I kick-start my hectic life again. =.=' I prefer to wait for 6th June, when everything is clear, the results are out, and from there I shall decide should I or shouldn't I start working. This is to avoid clashes of work and study stuffs. For now, I will focus on my driving license classes and my family, home! Heeee. :DDD

Good luck with anything you are doing, friends! ;)

Plans ahead.

2011-05-22T17:29:00.000+01:00

Okay. I'm still suck in PV right now. Still waiting for my parents to bring me back home. =.='''

Never mind that for now.

So, I am no more bound to any program right now. No more hectic study schedules and classes. Relaxed mind and body. Yeah!!! Resting, hibernating. BUT, hold on! A too relaxed environment destroys me. Argh. I'm bored. Everyone is at home already, I'm still here. I emphasize it again, I'm BORED! =(((

Figured out to think out of the boredom and think ahead of the free time in KL. The things to do when I reach home. Yeah. At least I have something to sort out of, rather than to rot here in my room, doing nothing but to face this lappie the whole day. Plain boring. =.='''

Here's my plan. First of all, I would want to register for a driving class and get a car driving license ASAP! I love driving. (Hehehehe! Don't ask why. :PPP) Next, I would have to find a job to occupy myself during the 3 months' break. And then... I think I would have to kinda read up a little bit on the MD program I'm going to go through, Insya-Allah, either MD UKM or MD Ireland. Both would be fine. :)

Apart from all that, I would also want to spend a little bit more time on myself. To get to know myself better and improve on some of my weaknesses. Yes, I totally admit that I've got weaknesses too okay. Nobody's perfect, remember? Fixing-myself in progress. Insya-Allah. :)))

P/S : Good luck with your free time at home, peeps! ;)

May this friendship last forever! Insya-Allah. ;)

2011-05-22T08:34:00.000+01:00

Yesterday official marks the end of our Pre-Med program. 21st May 2011 - The Pre-Med Grand Dinner. It's sad to leave your friends, yeah it sure is. ='( But, may our friendship be eternal and not just end here. Insya-Allah, we'll see each other in the next 5 years as doctors. Amin. :D

To my best friends, my housemates, my fellow groupmates, my beloved friends, my lecturers and AUCMS, thank you for giving me such great memories. I love you all! :)))

Till we meet again. Take care and good luck in Life! Insya-Allah. :D

P/S : Together we pray that we'll get good news from the Irish interviewers this 6th June. Good Luck you all! Insya-Allah. Amin. :D

^-^!

2011-05-15T08:52:00.001+01:00

Amin! =)

P/S : Thanks to Ann. Found this in your pictures in fb. Hee. :D

My ACMS Life. =)

2011-05-14T12:33:00.000+01:00

Special dedication to all my friends. =')

NFS. :D

2011-05-14T10:40:00.001+01:00

Thank you for giving me that huge amount of epinephrine circulating in my blood. Heee. :D

I've rushed my way to finish Anatomy, and it's down to a few chapters now. Targeting to complete it all by tonight. In the meantime, NFS helps ease my mind. Hehe. As soon as I get back in KL, I'll go and get the newest edition - Hot Pursuit 2. The graphics are awesome dude! Can't wait to get hold of it. Hehe. :DDD

Enough said. Need to get some fresh air outside. Tata. Wish me a whole lotta luck in the exams and IELTS! :)))

I LOVE YOU, NFS! Heee. :DDD

P/S : This week has been kinda stressful for everybody, so try to chill laaaa. Hihihihi. :)

Break A Leg! :D

2011-05-12T15:26:00.000+01:00

Tomorrow - D day. Final exam of the 3rd and final semester of Foundation in Pre-Medical Studies in AUCMS, Kepala Batas, Penang. Not forgetting IELTS too. Ireland awaits, remember that! :D

Good luck, peeps. Insya-Allah, we'll be at our best. May Allah bless our life, and give us the best out of it. Insya-Allah. I'll miss you all for sure. Hope to see each and everyone of you in the next 6 years as doctors. =')))

300th post. Hee. :D

2011-05-08T13:47:00.000+01:00

Watching my usual Sunday F1 race. This time around, it's in Istanbul, Turkey. Go Seb Go! Go get that podium. Heeeeeeeee. =DDD

Tomorrow, I have an English speaking exam to attend to. So, hurm... Nothing much I could do. Planning to watch some videos or a movie to brush up a bit on my English later, after the F1 race. That will do, I guess? Hee. =)

By the way, I just want to thank someone. At least, someone does care about me. During times like these, exams are nearing, and I've to go through a lot of problems these 2 weeks, I needed someone to talk to. To at least show some concern on me. Thank God, there's someone. Someone does want to help me clear these messy head I've got now. Thanks for being concerned. I owe you one. =D

Tensions are raising as the exams are approaching. This is normal right? Trying to balance everything right now. I'm losing my head already. Tons of things to study on, life gives me a hard time sometimes. But, Insya-Allah, all these will run through smoothly like the previous Semester. I want 4.0 flat again! I want to obtain more than band 7.5 in IELTS. I want to be in the 1st list of the interview's list. Praying hard. Insya-Allah. Amin. May Allah guide me and show me the best pathway of my future. Insya-Allah. :D

P/S : Good Luck studying, peeps! ;)

Butterfly Fly Away. ♥

2011-05-08T10:54:00.000+01:00

Goddddd. I am addicted to this song, dude! :DDD

Sang by Miley Cyrus and her daddy, Billy Ray Cyrus. Hee. =)

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

♥♥♥

Manners.

2011-05-05T19:10:00.001+01:00

Okay. I've always wanted to blabber on this topic. Since I'm not THAT sleepy YET and I have a bit of a time right now, so I chose to spend a little time to write on this now. Hee. =)

Manners. I will just talk on the things I hate seeing people do, the things related to manners, respect towards the others, attitude. =)

Poor manners. I hate to encounter upon people who wants something from another person, but he/she can't seem to get his/her butts off the chair, to get up, and walk towards the other person to get the favor. Instead, that LAZY person will kinda "instruct" the other person to come to them. I just hate seeing this happen all the time. Lazy bumps, please lah weh! If you want something, don't expect the others to come to you. Go get yourself whatever you wish for. Diamonds don't just drop from the sky okay? Walking in such a short distance could at least metabolize some of your fats. HAHA. :P

Poor attitude. I also hate it when people touch or take my things WITHOUT my permission. Is it that darn hard for you to wait, open your mouth and ask for a person's permission? Huh? Ever heard of the term "respect to people's stuff"??? (especially personal stuffs!) And, and, and.... I hate it when my stuff gets messed up by someone else. Yes, I love arranging things up, neatly, in order. My stuffs, my way okay? Duhhh.

That's it for now. These are the few things I hate. Take note okay. Sometimes, I too get a little fussy on stuffs. Who doesn't right? =)

P/S : This is general. This does not relate to anyone. Chillax. ;D

{ } = Null Set.

2011-05-03T17:36:00.000+01:00

Back to Algebra huh? No thanks. Maths is so last year. Duhhh.

The { } actually represents my BRAIN! I can't think, I can't read, I can't interpret and memorize anything right now. It's all empty up here in my brain. There's a test tomorrow, and I'm stuck clueless, staring at the Anatomy slides on my lappie, writing this post out of the clueless-ness. @#$%^&*()(*^%

Holy crappie day! Tired like hell, yeah I really am! Night classes wearing the hell out of me! But surprisingly, I'm not sleepy at all. After all that crazy + heavy sweating session in auditorium in TSS, I'm all fresh, awaked. But still, I'm mentally tired. So, come on crazy body, do what your brain tells you to do, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! =.='

P/S : Sorry, I'm crapping. The SIDE EFFECT of the flu medicine and the ADVERSE EFFECT of excessive sweats produced during Pharmacology, i guess? HAHA. :P

New Layout. =)

2011-05-02T16:15:00.000+01:00

Customized Layout by ME! Heeeeee. Nice right? Butterfly, Green. ♥ =D

Only at HOME. :)

2011-05-01T15:06:00.000+01:00

Only at home, will I be super-relaxed and abandon my other things, eg. STUDIES! =.=
Only at home, I could divert my attention to my family. :)
Only at home, could I bully and play with my lovely cats and kittens. :D
Only at home, could I enjoy eating whatever I want to. :)))
Only at home, I could be fully comfortable, talking and behaving like ME, the normal me. Being myself. =)
Only at home, would I sleep more than 6 hours. Sleep late, wake up late. Sleep early and still wake up late. Hehehehehe. :DDD
Only at home, will I be away from my phone most of the time.
Only at home, can I talk about my future plans with my family. :)
Only at home, could I spend time with the LCD TV. Heeee. :D
Only at home, will I learn a lot from my parents. :)
Only at home, will we be cracking jokes, laughing out loud with our siblings. =D
Only at home, will we feel loved. :D
and ONLY AT HOME, could we be free of the thoughts of the hectic, head-ache, heart-ache contributors of the world. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

This is why I love my home so much! Hee. :D

Blame It On The Rain. ♥

2011-04-29T13:45:00.001+01:00

I'm seriously into this song soooooo soooooo sooooooo much! ♥ ♥ ♥

The lyrics :

You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can't have you.
I can't have you.

Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Am I crazy?

I catch my breath.

The one you took the moment you entered the room.

My heart, it breaks at the thought

Of her holding you.

Does she look at you the way I do?

Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Or is this more than a crush?

Is it more than a crush?

Maybe I'm alone in this,

But I find peace in solitude

Knowing if I had but just one kiss

This whole room would be glowing.

We'd be glowing.

Does she?

Tell me does she look at you the way I do?

Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Or is this more than a crush?

♥ He Is We ♥

Sinking + Confused + Leaving + Lonesome + Sleepy = My COMPLICATED Life. =S

2011-04-27T16:45:00.000+01:00

Yeah. I'm sinking. Sinking into something. Something I'm not very sure of. Hurm. I don't know what it is exactly. I'm CONFUSED. Duhhh. =.='

Well. Lets just get over that thing for now okie? Haaaaaaaaa. +.+

Heeeeeee. I LOVE this cute sheep! ;)

   I've been in a very very very irregular sleep cycle this WHOLE week. Not sleeping the whole day, slept for 4 hours the next night, then slept for 9 hours on the following night. And tonight I'm not sure how much more will I sleep or will I not sleep again? =O I'm seriously am getting confused by my own body system. Or am I confusing myself? Heh? See. Confused confused confused. Serabutttttttttttttttttttt ouhhhh. =.=

   The final exam is 2 weeks away. Just 2 WEEKS away from now. Excluding the study week, there is only A WEEK left for lectures and classes. After that, bubye classmates. No more fun, happening, crazy, out-bursting, random jokes in classes. I'll freaking miss those moments dude! This is the part I hate in life the most - The Leaving part. Why do we always have to leave something we already are attached to? I just hate this kinda saddening things in life. It just sucks!

   First, I had to leave school. Then, PASUM. And now, in 3 weeks' time, I would be leaving AUCMS. Leaving behind my beloved friends here. Yeah it's definitely something worth to be emo-ish about. I get attached to people very easily, and I am a hard-to-let-go type of girl. So, I'm very sure I'll cry a lot upon leaving. Wuwuwuwu. ='(

Owh YEAH! That's Life! :D

I'm no more emo queen okay. I don't cry that easily anymore. Tougher now huh? And definitely, I've promised myself to not cry over ANY boy. New year's resolution!!! Hehe. They are just not worth crying for right? Whatever. Haha. :P

It seems that everyone is going back home this week. I guess I will be left alone in the house again this week, in this lonesome dead town called Kepala Batas. Hope my parents are really coming on Sunday or Monday. At least I won't be that bored, staying alone. Hurmmmm. I miss my FAMILY! I'll only be back at the end of the programme. I've promised myself, and I would have to stick to that. Principles of Life, Aisha. Principles! =/

The Gross Anatomy Model of the human body. =)

Enough said. I'm getting the SLEEPY SYNDROME again. Warring myself to not to be controlled by the syndrome. Nescafe isn't working. Hurm. I just don't know what could fight this syndrome anymore. Tortured myself for jogs these two days, still, my body isn't as fresh as before. What more could I do? Tell me, please. I have to stay awake and fresh to study wehhh. Anatomy Anatomy Anatomy. Sorry for abandoning all the other subjects. I'll study them all later on. Perhaps on the study week? Huhu. :)

P/S : Sorry if this post is damn longgg! (and kinda crappy) Haven't really spent much time to blog. Anatomy occupied my life so much that I couldn't spend my time dating with my blog. Hehe. Sorry dear bloggie. :D

Falling Slowly. :D

2011-04-24T09:17:00.000+01:00

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along.

P/S : Time. Time. Time. =(

Somewhat Inspiring. :)

2011-04-22T16:53:00.000+01:00

Too Busy for a Friend?

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

P/S : I love my friends for who they truly are. :D

3 weeks prior to the finals. =S

2011-04-21T15:05:00.000+01:00

Working hard. Trying my best to focus on my major priorities. Insya-Allah. I'll beat ME again. :)

GOOD LUCK, AISHA! ;D

You.

2011-04-16T13:50:00.000+01:00

So close, yet so far.

IMY. ='(

Human. :)

2011-04-16T01:12:00.000+01:00

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken parts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
After all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Any other reason
to stay instead of leavin’
after all, yeah

Ought to Skip that. =)

2011-04-15T13:57:00.000+01:00

We are all the slaves of God. We are normal human beings. We make mistakes, a lot of them, everyday. Mistakes teaches us to develop that sense of matureness, unawarely. Hurtful words are constantly uttered unconsciously. Feelings are hurt, hearts are broken, disappointments occurs occasionally.

After all, the most important thing in our life is the EXISTENCE OF ALLAH. Only He could heal the hearts of the people. Insya-Allah. May Allah always be our only love. =)

I ♥ Butterflies.

2011-04-10T04:23:00.000+01:00

I ♥ Butterflies sooooooooooooooooo much! Heeee. =D

P/S : Of course they must be GREEN in colour. Hehehe. :P

Nyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! =.='

2011-04-07T05:00:00.000+01:00

I'm heading back home later this evening. But, sadly, there's no "weeeeeee" in me right now. I don't know WTHeck has happened to me, but I'm not that excited to go home anymore. Not because I don't miss my family, I just don't have to mood to go back. I just don't know why. Hurm. =/

Where have that spirit of mine gone to? Please return it, ouh pretty pleaseeeeee. =(

Whatever it is, I MUST go back today. It's best for me to avoid PV this week, to avoid more heart-ache. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ='(

P/S : Hope I will have a great weekend this week. Hoping that KL will distract me from these heart-ache moments. Insya-Allah. =S

LOOKING FORWARD FOR F1!!! Hehe. =D

Not good enough huh?

2011-04-03T17:34:00.000+01:00

I'm not good enough. I'm losing faith in myself. I doubt my own abilities. Hurm. =\

Sometimes, Life is too challenging for me. Not to say Life is unfair to me, but the challenges God gave me is sometimes too hard to handle. It breaks my confidence. Hurm. =S

Sometimes, no matter how hard I try to be the best, I still can't be one. Can I just give up now??? ='(((

I don't know. =/

2011-04-03T07:14:00.000+01:00

Hurm. I don't really have the right mood to update an entry right now, but I felt like writing something for the past few days. Lets just talk about something random. Hehe.

   As usual, next week there'll be an anatomy test. The weekly Anatomy test. Aha! Blood and Lymphatic System. Yeah yeah, I know I gotta study, even on weekends. Haish. =.='

   Anyway, I'm crazily HOMESICK right now. One more week to bare, and off will I return to my lovely home. I miss my mum, my dad, my siblings and my cats so much! Sobs. ='( 2 months dude! I've not gone back to KL for almost 2 months already!!! This is the longest period I'm away from home EVER! I wanna go back. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :'(

   By the way, next week will be the best timing to go back, as the Formula 1 will be held in Sepang on the 8th - 10th April. Huhuhu. I will find my way to get at least a glimpse of Seb and the other drivers. I MUST! Hehehe. :D

   Owh yeah. Wishing all the best to my PASUM friends! Good luck in the finals which kicks off tomorrow! Insya-Allah I'll pray for you guys. ;)

Telling The World.

2011-04-01T02:49:00.000+01:00

Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

To give all my heart
A reason to fly
The one I can live for
A reason for life

Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah

P/S : I'm telling the world, that I finally found you. =)

Missing You. ♥

2011-03-31T16:27:00.000+01:00

I miss missing you
I miss missing you

Where's the pain when you walk out the door
It doesn't hurt like it used to before
Where's the love that we couldn't ignore
It doesn't kick like a pill anymore
Where's the thrill at the end of our fights
Where's the heat when we turn off the lights

I just miss all the miss that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you, sometimes
I miss hurting you 'til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tears
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in a second forever
So don't freak out and believe.

Sometimes I'm just missing
Missing You
I miss missing you

There’s a dark cloud pulling me in
That’s the girl I was breathing in sin
There’s a blind force letting it win
And it’s longing to tear us apart
I get high when you’re making me weak
Let me down ’til I crawl on my knee’s

I just miss all the mess that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing, missing you
I miss missing you

Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna crush in your arms at the other side of the world
Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna die for you ’cause love is only true if it hurts

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s (ooh)
Begging to get back together (together)
I just want you to be (want you to be, yeah)
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing (I’m missing)
Missing you (no, missing you)
I miss missing you

ILY! ♥

Day 16 - What is your appearance?

2011-03-28T01:31:00.000+01:00

You are asking me to judge my own appearance huh? I'm not really sure either.

   I just like to dress simple, smart and decent. Yeah, sometimes I do like wearing something that stands out in the crowd. I wouldn't deny that I'm an attention seeker. Everyone is! :D

   I get along well enough with everyone. I'm a people person I guess? Heee. And when I tend to be everyone's "sister", because I just love to care about people. Yeah, sometimes I think I annoy people with that. Hoho. :P

   I love being to places ALONE. But, I ain't no loner okay? Huhu. Sometimes we just need our own space and time to think about life and to do our own reflection on ourself. (For me, it's not "sometimes" anymore. Haha.)

   That's all I guess. ;)

Day 15 - Something that affects you that the others DON'T see.

2011-03-28T01:12:00.000+01:00

Haaa. Okay. There are a lot actually, but I wouldn't want to list it out here.

Sincerity. I'm sensitive to sincerity. I tend to hate it when people do things without sincerity. How do I detect insincere people? By their intentions and actions. It affects me much, because I often do things with my willingness and I put almost all my sincereness in it. When that sincerity isn't there, I won't start a thing! So, the presence of sincerity is very very very important in my life. Okie? =)

Day 14 - A Particular blonde moment you've had.

2011-03-28T01:03:00.000+01:00

Hurmmm? Blonde moment huh?

Let me check my cerebrum. Erm... I can't think of any right now. Blonde moment happens everyday, but none are memorable to me. So, yeah. I've a lot of blonde moments in life, but I couldn't recall any one of them. Hehe. STML! =)

Day 13 - Someone you look up to.

2011-03-28T00:54:00.000+01:00

I've abandoned this challenge for almost a month already. Hehe. Sorry. :D

Someone I look up to? That would be my Mama! =D

P/S : I'm too lazy to further blog for the meantime. Let this picture describe it all. Hehe. :)

Next to You. ♥

2011-03-23T15:18:00.001Z

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely

Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

ILY! ♥

One Challenging Week. +.+

2011-03-20T03:11:00.000Z

Wow. I've not updated my bloggie for almost a week now. Sorry AGAIN, bloggie. =)

   This week had been really really really challenging, tiring and super-exhausting! I am still trying to view things positively. Still being optimistic about life. Insya-Allah, all this will educated me to be a better person. Amin. What's life without hurdles right? Hurm. =S

   Done with the interview. I don't want to say much on it. If I were meant to pursue Medicine in Ireland, Allah will show my the way, Allah will provide me the golden ticket to Ireland. Insya-Allah. I'll pray for the best for myself and my friends. Allah knows BEST. =) (The Irish panels were super-friendly, dude! I felt really comfortable all throughout the interview session.)

   Lets move on with a fresh new week, okie? I really am praying hard I'll get through these life-challenging problems ASAP. Pre-Med isn't an easy life. Struggling to cope up with Anatomy & Physiology. Not to forget the other subjects too, since Anatomy had dominated the whole Sem 3. The next big thing is IELTS and the final exam. God, please give me the BEST strength to get over all these, problems, studies, heart-ache and etc.

  Alhamdulillah. I could really see much difference in me since I've arrived in Penang. Honestly, I am a lot tougher emotionally, more patient, much more a responsible person, and most importantly, living far apart from KL had opened my heart and mind to see things differently, in a more POSITIVE manner. Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah! I love Allah. =D

Insya-Allah. =)

2011-03-14T01:33:00.000Z

Insya-Allah this week will run smoothly. Everything! The Irish interview, the Anatomy test, Practical Lab test and the studies. We can do it! Yeah, we CAN! Be confident and give them our best shot! Heeeee. Insya-Allah, Allah knows best! =D

It's kinda sad to know that Pre-Med is going to be over in 2 months' time. I have issues on attachments to people. You will understand what I mean if you know me. Sometimes, I just move on with my new life too slowly. It really hurts to leave a place, to leave the group of people you care so much. Hurm. I guess this is what LIFE is all about. Anyway. Alhamdulillah, all these challenges in life had taught me to be more rational in thinking and being more matured. =')

Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. ;D

=')!

2011-03-12T22:18:00.000Z

One word :: Relieved. =')! Life is getting a lot more tougher, more complicated. Problems often pops-out from nowhere, and stresses you out. Sometimes we think we have the worst life ever in this world, but we do not realize how much others envy our precious life. Be appreciative and you'll be appreciated. ;D

   Okay. Enough of the life-enriching quotes. Lets move on to my usual drill. =D

   Life has been crazily hectic ever since the new semester kicked off. It has only been a month that I have not return home, but homesickness had already got its way into me. With an interview coming right up next week and those piles of assignments and revisions line-up, I have no choice but to set aside this homesick feeling. Time plays a very important part in my life right now. Yes, I realize how limited of time I have each day, yet, I tend to waste it.

   "Priorities Aisha, Priorities.", says Suf. Thanks Suf. =) Sometimes, I seem to forget what ARE my priorities in life. Remind yourself always of your priorities in life. =)

P/S : GOOD LUCK to my fellow Pre-Meds friends, in next week's Irish Interview. Insya-Allah, we'll get through this! Amin. ;D

Busyness. =S

2011-03-10T12:32:00.001Z

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. That's the summary of this week. #.#!

I'm just too exhausted to describe this whole week. So, that describes it all. Till next time. I need to get some rest. Fullstop. =X

P/S : Wish me luck for the interview next week! ;D

Day 12 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

2011-03-07T18:07:00.000Z

You mean ANYTHING? Hurm.

I'd most probably change my emotion threshold capacity! Yeah. Girls are well-known of their emotional cum hormonal instability. Girls are born to be emotional and guys are born to be HEARTLESS! HAHA! Nahhhh, just joking. xP

Perhaps I need the change, just to be a better person. To not be such a cry baby, emo girl all the time. (Eh? Am I emoish all the time??? Duhhh. Not anymore now!) New year resolution, remember? Not to be Emo-ish anymore. Hehe. Whatever it is, I am in my process of changing. So, give me some support dudes. ;)

P/S : I've changed a lot already! Sometimes, I wish I could be that "old" me once again. Once a happy go lucky girl, a girl who never had this much problem, never frown, never cried for a stupid thing, never had to face these kinda things in life, never a quitter. I wish I could get that sincere smile back on my face. I WISH!!! Hurm. ;(

Day 11 - Pick any Quote and explain why it was this quote you picked. ;)

2011-03-07T17:38:00.000Z

Sorry againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. The days had gone wrong, totally haywire! The least I could do is to update and finish all the 30 days' challenge in.... I'm not sure...Hurm...30+++days??? Hehehe. Sorry, I have a hectic life this semester. Have to work extra hard for Anatomy lorhhhhh! #.#

Okay. Lets get straight to the next challenge. Pick a Quote. This is one of my favourite quotes. Here it goes ::

"Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."

Why this quote? Let me think... This is one of my motivational screensavers. It's motivating, inspiring and it makes perfect sense! That's it. ;)