Missing You. ♥

I miss missing you
I miss missing you

Where's the pain when you walk out the door
It doesn't hurt like it used to before
Where's the love that we couldn't ignore
It doesn't kick like a pill anymore
Where's the thrill at the end of our fights
Where's the heat when we turn off the lights

I just miss all the miss that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you, sometimes
I miss hurting you 'til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tears
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in a second forever
So don't freak out and believe.

Sometimes I'm just missing
Missing You
I miss missing you

There’s a dark cloud pulling me in
That’s the girl I was breathing in sin
There’s a blind force letting it win
And it’s longing to tear us apart
I get high when you’re making me weak
Let me down ’til I crawl on my knee’s

I just miss all the mess that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing, missing you
I miss missing you

Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna crush in your arms at the other side of the world
Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna die for you ’cause love is only true if it hurts

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s (ooh)
Begging to get back together (together)
I just want you to be (want you to be, yeah)
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing (I’m missing)
Missing you (no, missing you)
I miss missing you

ILY! ♥

Day 16 - What is your appearance?

You are asking me to judge my own appearance huh? I'm not really sure either.

   I just like to dress simple, smart and decent. Yeah, sometimes I do like wearing something that stands out in the crowd. I wouldn't deny that I'm an attention seeker. Everyone is! :D

   I get along well enough with everyone. I'm a people person I guess? Heee. And when I tend to be everyone's "sister", because I just love to care about people. Yeah, sometimes I think I annoy people with that. Hoho. :P

   I love being to places ALONE. But, I ain't no loner okay? Huhu. Sometimes we just need our own space and time to think about life and to do our own reflection on ourself. (For me, it's not "sometimes" anymore. Haha.)

   That's all I guess. ;)

Day 15 - Something that affects you that the others DON'T see.

Haaa. Okay. There are a lot actually, but I wouldn't want to list it out here.

   Sincerity. I'm sensitive to sincerity. I tend to hate it when people do things without sincerity. How do I detect insincere people? By their intentions and actions. It affects me much, because I often do things with my willingness and I put almost all my sincereness in it. When that sincerity isn't there, I won't start a thing! So, the presence of sincerity is very very very important in my life. Okie? =)

Day 14 - A Particular blonde moment you've had.

Hurmmm? Blonde moment huh?

   Let me check my cerebrum. Erm... I can't think of any right now. Blonde moment happens everyday, but none are memorable to me. So, yeah. I've a lot of blonde moments in life, but I couldn't recall any one of them. Hehe. STML! =)

Day 13 - Someone you look up to.

I've abandoned this challenge for almost a month already. Hehe. Sorry. :D

   Someone I look up to? That would be my Mama! =D

P/S : I'm too lazy to further blog for the meantime. Let this picture describe it all. Hehe. :)

Next to You. ♥

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely

Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

ILY! ♥

One Challenging Week. +.+

Wow. I've not updated my bloggie for almost a week now. Sorry AGAIN, bloggie. =)

   This week had been really really really challenging, tiring and super-exhausting! I am still trying to view things positively. Still being optimistic about life. Insya-Allah, all this will educated me to be a better person. Amin. What's life without hurdles right? Hurm. =S

   Done with the interview. I don't want to say much on it. If I were meant to pursue Medicine in Ireland, Allah will show my the way, Allah will provide me the golden ticket to Ireland. Insya-Allah. I'll pray for the best for myself and my friends. Allah knows BEST. =) (The Irish panels were super-friendly, dude! I felt really comfortable all throughout the interview session.)

   Lets move on with a fresh new week, okie? I really am praying hard I'll get through these life-challenging problems ASAP. Pre-Med isn't an easy life. Struggling to cope up with Anatomy & Physiology. Not to forget the other subjects too, since Anatomy had dominated the whole Sem 3. The next big thing is IELTS and the final exam. God, please give me the BEST strength to get over all these, problems, studies, heart-ache and etc.

  Alhamdulillah. I could really see much difference in me since I've arrived in Penang. Honestly, I am a lot tougher emotionally, more patient, much more a responsible person, and most importantly, living far apart from KL had opened my heart and mind to see things differently, in a more POSITIVE manner. Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah! I love Allah. =D

Insya-Allah. =)

Insya-Allah this week will run smoothly. Everything! The Irish interview, the Anatomy test, Practical Lab test and the studies. We can do it! Yeah, we CAN! Be confident and give them our best shot! Heeeee. Insya-Allah, Allah knows best! =D

   It's kinda sad to know that Pre-Med is going to be over in 2 months' time. I have issues on attachments to people. You will understand what I mean if you know me. Sometimes, I just move on with my new life too slowly. It really hurts to leave a place, to leave the group of people you care so much. Hurm. I guess this is what LIFE is all about. Anyway. Alhamdulillah, all these challenges in life had taught me to be more rational in thinking and being more matured. =')

   Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. ;D

=')!

One word :: Relieved. =')! Life is getting a lot more tougher, more complicated. Problems often pops-out from nowhere, and stresses you out. Sometimes we think we have the worst life ever in this world, but we do not realize how much others envy our precious life. Be appreciative and you'll be appreciated. ;D

   Okay. Enough of the life-enriching quotes. Lets move on to my usual drill. =D

   Life has been crazily hectic ever since the new semester kicked off. It has only been a month that I have not return home, but homesickness had already got its way into me. With an interview coming right up next week and those piles of assignments and revisions line-up, I have no choice but to set aside this homesick feeling. Time plays a very important part in my life right now. Yes, I realize how limited of time I have each day, yet, I tend to waste it.

   "Priorities Aisha, Priorities.", says Suf. Thanks Suf. =) Sometimes, I seem to forget what ARE my priorities in life. Remind yourself always of your priorities in life. =)

P/S : GOOD LUCK to my fellow Pre-Meds friends, in next week's Irish Interview. Insya-Allah, we'll get through this! Amin. ;D

Busyness. =S

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. That's the summary of this week. #.#!

   I'm just too exhausted to describe this whole week. So, that describes it all. Till next time. I need to get some rest. Fullstop. =X

P/S : Wish me luck for the interview next week! ;D

Day 12 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

You mean ANYTHING? Hurm.

   I'd most probably change my emotion threshold capacity! Yeah. Girls are well-known of their emotional cum hormonal instability. Girls are born to be emotional and guys are born to be HEARTLESS! HAHA! Nahhhh, just joking. xP

   Perhaps I need the change, just to be a better person. To not be such a cry baby, emo girl all the time. (Eh? Am I emoish all the time??? Duhhh. Not anymore now!) New year resolution, remember? Not to be Emo-ish anymore. Hehe. Whatever it is, I am in my process of changing. So, give me some support dudes. ;)

P/S : I've changed a lot already! Sometimes, I wish I could be that "old" me once again. Once a happy go lucky girl, a girl who never had this much problem, never frown, never cried for a stupid thing, never had to face these kinda things in life, never a quitter. I wish I could get that sincere smile back on my face. I WISH!!! Hurm. ;(

Day 11 - Pick any Quote and explain why it was this quote you picked. ;)

Sorry againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. The days had gone wrong, totally haywire! The least I could do is to update and finish all the 30 days' challenge in.... I'm not sure...Hurm...30+++days??? Hehehe. Sorry, I have a hectic life this semester. Have to work extra hard for Anatomy lorhhhhh! #.#

   Okay. Lets get straight to the next challenge. Pick a Quote. This is one of my favourite quotes. Here it goes ::

"Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."

   Why this quote? Let me think... This is one of my motivational screensavers. It's motivating, inspiring and it makes perfect sense! That's it. ;)

Day 10 - Explain why you chose the name you did for your URL.

"http://iceyaisha.blogspot.com"

Haha. There goes my URL! BIG and NEON CLEAR! ;P

   Why chose to name my URL "iceyaisha"??? Because it's my nickname obviously! Duhhh. People usually name them after their nicknames or their names, right? It's easier to remember and you can't be possibly expecting me to name it "NurAzizahAisha". My name is freaking long dude. Haha. :P

   So, that's about it. Simple. :)

Day 9 - Choose any lyrics and explain WHY it was chosen. =)

Sorry for the delay. Hee. :D

   I've made my decision to choose : David Cook's "Dream Big". Here are some inspirational part of the lyrics :

When I was a little boy

I swore that I would change the world

when I grew up

nothing else would be enough

I see it every day

We settle for safe

And lose ourselves along the way

But if we don’t Dream Big

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have FAITH

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

So reach out for something MORE!

Took a while to perfect a plan

for me to finally understand

that it’s not me

faith is something you can’t see

I’ve wiped my tears away

now it’s time for a change

No, I can’t waste another day

But if we don’t Dream Big

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have faith

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

Cause if you don’t have faith

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have faith

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

So reach out for something more.

   Why I chose this song and the lyrics? Try listening to the song, and understand what the song is try to tell you.

   To DREAM BIG, and reach out for something MORE! I'm inspired by those. To reach out for something MORE. To push myself over the limits. To get out of my comfort zone. To work harder. To gain more in life. To dream big and catch those dreams. There's nothing wrong with dreaming big. The more you dream of your future, the nearer will you get to your goals. Have faith and confidence that you could reach out for that DREAM of yours. Yes, YOU CAN DO IT! Insya-Allah. AMIN. =)

Sorry my dear Bloggie. =)

Sorry for not doing the daily challenge update thingy, Bloggie! =) I was a little bit busy with my studies this week. An EXHAUSTING week ever! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Continuous work and study loads, non-stop. And this will continue all throughout this Semester!!! =.='''

   I understand and I know I couldn't change this situation, as it gets tougher and tougher each and everyday. But, I can choose the way to ACT! 2 choices of acts : I toughen myself for Medicine OR I could just stay stressed out this entire life. My choice? ♥To toughen myself, emotionally, physically, spiritually and mentally!♥ =) Insya-Allah. This is just the beginning of a Medicine student's life and it'll get more challenging as I pursue further into Medicine. I will accept the challenge and I'll gain as much knowledge as possible! Thank you Allah. Thank you for giving me the chance to expand my horizons and push myself out of my comfort zone. Often do I curse about how life sucks, but now I realize things happened for many reasons. Alhamdulillah for this wonderful life Ya-Allah. I'll appreciate it and make it even better in the coming days. Insya-Allah. ;D