Layakkah Aku?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Layakkah aku menggalas tanggungjawab ini?
Layakkah aku untuk SyurgaMu?
Layakkah aku untuk semua ini?

Allah Maha Melihat, Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui.

P/S : Lets go strive forward!!! InsyAllah :)

Marriage.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Again this topic was raised yesterday.

Am I really ready for this, I asked my heart. Is my family really ready for this, I pondered.

"Half-ready."

Therefore, I am not ready. Wait till the right time comes. Fin.

P/S : Lets find His love first, before you find love. :)

Gift to Myself. :)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Since it's my special day. I'm gifting this to myself. LOL. :)

P/S : Since forever, it will stay the strongest motivator of all time. InsyAllah :)

Duri.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Pernahkah anda terasa hati seperti ditusuk duri-duri yang halus?
Pedih.
Sedikit demi sedikit tusukannya.

Hari demi hari.
Luka semakin mendalam.
Jiwa semakin parah.

Di sebalik segala senyuman.
Ada rintihan.
Tiada siapa yang lebih memahami.
Kecuali Dia.

:'(


P/S : Tomorrow will be the worst special day ever in my 20 years of life. Pretty sure.

Hidup

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Och-Toh-Burgh

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It's already the month of October! This flies. It has been a month.

October meant a lot. Hope this year's October will be among the best month of the year. InsyaAllah. :')

Life is again a little scattered. Trying REAL hard to dissolve myself in this. Trying REAL hard to be better each day. Improvements, by improvements. Toddler steps to searching the perfection. To follow the Prophet Muhammad's sunnahs. :)

You may be hiding behind the clouds, but soon with His will, you will be shining all day long. Providing warmth and light to everyone of your area of  influence. Have firm faith. Because He knows best. Al-'Alim. :)

P/S : May Allah bless these few steps, making us stronger inside and out. ;)