^-^!

Amin! =)

P/S : Thanks to Ann. Found this in your pictures in fb. Hee. :D

My ACMS Life. =)

Special dedication to all my friends. =')

NFS. :D

Thank you for giving me that huge amount of epinephrine circulating in my blood. Heee. :D

   I've rushed my way to finish Anatomy, and it's down to a few chapters now. Targeting to complete it all by tonight. In the meantime, NFS helps ease my mind. Hehe. As soon as I get back in KL, I'll go and get the newest edition - Hot Pursuit 2. The graphics are awesome dude! Can't wait to get hold of it. Hehe. :DDD

   Enough said. Need to get some fresh air outside. Tata. Wish me a whole lotta luck in the exams and IELTS! :)))

I LOVE YOU, NFS! Heee. :DDD

P/S : This week has been kinda stressful for everybody, so try to chill laaaa. Hihihihi. :)

Break A Leg! :D

Tomorrow - D day. Final exam of the 3rd and final semester of Foundation in Pre-Medical Studies in AUCMS, Kepala Batas, Penang. Not forgetting IELTS too. Ireland awaits, remember that! :D

   Good luck, peeps. Insya-Allah, we'll be at our best. May Allah bless our life, and give us the best out of it. Insya-Allah. I'll miss you all for sure. Hope to see each and everyone of you in the next 6 years as doctors. =')))

300th post. Hee. :D

   Watching my usual Sunday F1 race. This time around, it's in Istanbul, Turkey. Go Seb Go! Go get that podium. Heeeeeeeee. =DDD

   Tomorrow, I have an English speaking exam to attend to. So, hurm... Nothing much I could do. Planning to watch some videos or a movie to brush up a bit on my English later, after the F1 race. That will do, I guess? Hee. =)

   By the way, I just want to thank someone. At least, someone does care about me. During times like these, exams are nearing, and I've to go through a lot of problems these 2 weeks, I needed someone to talk to. To at least show some concern on me. Thank God, there's someone. Someone does want to help me clear these messy head I've got now. Thanks for being concerned. I owe you one. =D

   Tensions are raising as the exams are approaching. This is normal right? Trying to balance everything right now. I'm losing my head already. Tons of things to study on, life gives me a hard time sometimes. But, Insya-Allah, all these will run through smoothly like the previous Semester. I want 4.0 flat again! I want to obtain more than band 7.5 in IELTS. I want to be in the 1st list of the interview's list. Praying hard. Insya-Allah. Amin. May Allah guide me and show me the best pathway of my future. Insya-Allah. :D

P/S : Good Luck studying, peeps! ;)

Butterfly Fly Away. ♥

Goddddd. I am addicted to this song, dude! :DDD

Sang by Miley Cyrus and her daddy, Billy Ray Cyrus. Hee. =)

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

♥♥♥

Manners.

Okay. I've always wanted to blabber on this topic. Since I'm not THAT sleepy YET and I have a bit of a time right now, so I chose to spend a little time to write on this now. Hee. =)

   Manners. I will just talk on the things I hate seeing people do, the things related to manners, respect towards the others, attitude. =)

=)

   Poor manners. I hate to encounter upon people who wants something from another person, but he/she can't seem to get his/her butts off the chair, to get up, and walk towards the other person to get the favor. Instead, that LAZY person will kinda "instruct" the other person to come to them. I just hate seeing this happen all the time. Lazy bumps, please lah weh! If you want something, don't expect the others to come to you. Go get yourself whatever you wish for. Diamonds don't just drop from the sky okay? Walking in such a short distance could at least metabolize some of your fats. HAHA. :P

   Poor attitude. I also hate it when people touch or take my things WITHOUT my permission. Is it that darn hard for you to wait, open your mouth and ask for a person's permission? Huh? Ever heard of the term "respect to people's stuff"??? (especially personal stuffs!) And, and, and.... I hate it when my stuff gets messed up by someone else. Yes, I love arranging things up, neatly, in order. My stuffs, my way okay? Duhhh.

   That's it for now. These are the few things I hate. Take note okay. Sometimes, I too get a little fussy on stuffs. Who doesn't right? =)

P/S : This is general. This does not relate to anyone. Chillax. ;D

{ } = Null Set.

Back to Algebra huh? No thanks. Maths is so last year. Duhhh.

   The { } actually represents my BRAIN! I can't think, I can't read, I can't interpret and memorize anything right now. It's all empty up here in my brain. There's a test tomorrow, and I'm stuck clueless, staring at the Anatomy slides on my lappie, writing this post out of the clueless-ness. @#$%^&*()(*^%

   Holy crappie day! Tired like hell, yeah I really am! Night classes wearing the hell out of me! But surprisingly, I'm not sleepy at all. After all that crazy + heavy sweating session in auditorium in TSS, I'm all fresh, awaked. But still, I'm mentally tired. So, come on crazy body, do what your brain tells you to do, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! =.='

P/S : Sorry, I'm crapping. The SIDE EFFECT of the flu medicine and the ADVERSE EFFECT of excessive sweats produced during Pharmacology, i guess? HAHA. :P

New Layout. =)

Customized Layout by ME! Heeeeee. Nice right? Butterfly, Green. ♥ =D

Only at HOME. :)

Only at home, will I be super-relaxed and abandon my other things, eg. STUDIES! =.=
Only at home, I could divert my attention to my family. :)
Only at home, could I bully and play with my lovely cats and kittens. :D
Only at home, could I enjoy eating whatever I want to. :)))
Only at home, I could be fully comfortable, talking and behaving like ME, the normal me. Being myself. =)
Only at home, would I sleep more than 6 hours. Sleep late, wake up late. Sleep early and still wake up late. Hehehehehe. :DDD
Only at home, will I be away from my phone most of the time.
Only at home, can I talk about my future plans with my family. :)
Only at home, could I spend time with the LCD TV. Heeee. :D
Only at home, will I learn a lot from my parents. :)
Only at home, will we be cracking jokes, laughing out loud with our siblings. =D
Only at home, will we feel loved. :D
and ONLY AT HOME, could we be free of the thoughts of the hectic, head-ache, heart-ache contributors of the world. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

This is why I love my home so much! Hee. :D

Blame It On The Rain. ♥

I'm seriously into this song soooooo soooooo sooooooo much! ♥ ♥ ♥ 

The lyrics :

You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can't have you.
I can't have you.


Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Am I crazy?

I catch my breath.

The one you took the moment you entered the room.

My heart, it breaks at the thought

Of her holding you.

Does she look at you the way I do?

Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Or is this more than a crush?

Is it more than a crush?

Maybe I'm alone in this,

But I find peace in solitude

Knowing if I had but just one kiss

This whole room would be glowing.

We'd be glowing.

We'd be glowing.

Does she?

Tell me does she look at you the way I do?

Try to understand the words you say

And the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush?

When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?

Tell me am I crazy?

Or is this more than a crush?

 ♥ He Is We ♥ 

Sinking + Confused + Leaving + Lonesome + Sleepy

Yeah. I'm sinking. Sinking into something. Something I'm not very sure of. Hurm. I don't know what it is exactly. I'm CONFUSED. Duhhh. =.='

   Well. Lets just get over that thing for now okie? Haaaaaaaaa. +.+

   I've been in a very very very irregular sleep cycle this WHOLE week. Not sleeping the whole day, slept for 4 hours the next night, then slept for 9 hours on the following night. And tonight I'm not sure how much more will I sleep or will I not sleep again? =O I'm seriously am getting confused by my own body system. Or am I confusing myself? Heh? See. Confused confused confused. Serabutttttttttttttttttttt ouhhhh. =.=


   The final exam is 2 weeks away. Just 2 WEEKS away from now. Excluding the study week, there is only A WEEK left for lectures and classes. After that, bubye classmates. No more fun, happening, crazy, out-bursting, random jokes in classes. I'll freaking miss those moments dude! This is the part I hate in life the most - The Leaving part. Why do we always have to leave something we already are attached to? I just hate this kinda saddening things in life. It just sucks!


   First, I had to leave school. Then, PASUM. And now, in 3 weeks' time, I would be leaving AUCMS. Leaving behind my beloved friends here. Yeah it's definitely something worth to be emo-ish about. I get attached to people very easily, and I am a hard-to-let-go type of girl. So, I'm very sure I'll cry a lot upon leaving. Wuwuwuwu. ='(


   It seems that everyone is going back home this week. I guess I will be left alone in the house again this week, in this lonesome dead town called Kepala Batas. Hope my parents are really coming on Sunday or Monday. At least I won't be that bored, staying alone. Hurmmmm. I miss my FAMILY! I'll only be back at the end of the programme. I've promised myself, and I would have to stick to that. Principles of Life, Aisha. Principles! =/

   Enough said. I'm getting the SLEEPY SYNDROME again. Warring myself to not to be controlled by the syndrome. Nescafe isn't working. Hurm. I just don't know what could fight this syndrome anymore. Tortured myself for jogs these two days, still, my body isn't as fresh as before. What more could I do? Tell me, please. I have to stay awake and fresh to study wehhh. Anatomy Anatomy Anatomy. Sorry for abandoning all the other subjects. I'll study them all later on. Perhaps on the study week? Huhu. :)




P/S : Sorry if this post is damn longgg! (and kinda crappy) Haven't really spent much time to blog. Anatomy occupied my life so much that I couldn't spend my time dating with my blog. Hehe. Sorry dear bloggie. :D

Falling Slowly. :D

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along.


P/S : Time. Time. Time. =(

Somewhat Inspiring. :)

Too Busy for a Friend?

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

P/S : I love my friends for who they truly are. :D

3 weeks prior to the finals. =S

Working hard. Trying my best to focus on my major priorities. Insya-Allah. I'll beat ME again. :)

GOOD LUCK, AISHA! ;D

Human. :)

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken parts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
After all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Any other reason
to stay instead of leavin’
after all, yeah

Ought to Skip that. =)

We are all the slaves of God. We are normal human beings. We make mistakes, a lot of them, everyday. Mistakes teaches us to develop that sense of matureness, unawarely. Hurtful words are constantly uttered unconsciously. Feelings are hurt, hearts are broken, disappointments occurs occasionally.

   After all, the most important thing in our life is the EXISTENCE OF ALLAH. Only He could heal the hearts of the people. Insya-Allah. May Allah always be our only love. =)

I ♥ Butterflies.

I ♥ Butterflies sooooooooooooooooo much! Heeee. =D

P/S : Of course they must be GREEN in colour. Hehehe. :P

Nyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! =.='

I'm heading back home later this evening. But, sadly, there's no "weeeeeee" in me right now. I don't know WTHeck has happened to me, but I'm not that excited to go home anymore. Not because I don't miss my family, I just don't have to mood to go back. I just don't know why. Hurm. =/

   Where have that spirit of mine gone to? Please return it, ouh pretty pleaseeeeee. =(

   Whatever it is, I MUST go back today. It's best for me to avoid PV this week, to avoid more heart-ache. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ='(

P/S : Hope I will have a great weekend this week. Hoping that KL will distract me from these heart-ache moments. Insya-Allah. =S

LOOKING FORWARD FOR F1!!! Hehe. =D

Not good enough huh?

I'm not good enough. I'm losing faith in myself. I doubt my own abilities. Hurm. =\

   Sometimes, Life is too challenging for me. Not to say Life is unfair to me, but the challenges God gave me is sometimes too hard to handle. It breaks my confidence. Hurm. =S

   Sometimes, no matter how hard I try to be the best, I still can't be one. Can I just give up now??? ='(((

I don't know. =/

Hurm. I don't really have the right mood to update an entry right now, but I felt like writing something for the past few days. Lets just talk about something random. Hehe.

   As usual, next week there'll be an anatomy test. The weekly Anatomy test. Aha! Blood and Lymphatic System. Yeah yeah, I know I gotta study, even on weekends. Haish. =.='

   Anyway, I'm crazily HOMESICK right now. One more week to bare, and off will I return to my lovely home. I miss my mum, my dad, my siblings and my cats so much! Sobs. ='( 2 months dude! I've not gone back to KL for almost 2 months already!!! This is the longest period I'm away from home EVER! I wanna go back. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :'(

   By the way, next week will be the best timing to go back, as the Formula 1 will be held in Sepang on the 8th - 10th April. Huhuhu. I will find my way to get at least a glimpse of Seb and the other drivers. I MUST! Hehehe. :D

   Owh yeah. Wishing all the best to my PASUM friends! Good luck in the finals which kicks off tomorrow! Insya-Allah I'll pray for you guys. ;)

Telling The World.

Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

To give all my heart
A reason to fly
The one I can live for
A reason for life

Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah

P/S : I'm telling the world, that I finally found you. =)

Missing You. ♥

I miss missing you
I miss missing you

Where's the pain when you walk out the door
It doesn't hurt like it used to before
Where's the love that we couldn't ignore
It doesn't kick like a pill anymore
Where's the thrill at the end of our fights
Where's the heat when we turn off the lights

I just miss all the miss that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you, sometimes
I miss hurting you 'til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tears
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in a second forever
So don't freak out and believe.

Sometimes I'm just missing
Missing You
I miss missing you

There’s a dark cloud pulling me in
That’s the girl I was breathing in sin
There’s a blind force letting it win
And it’s longing to tear us apart
I get high when you’re making me weak
Let me down ’til I crawl on my knee’s

I just miss all the mess that we made
When we still have the passion to hate

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s
Begging to get back together
I just want you to be
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing, missing you
I miss missing you

Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna crush in your arms at the other side of the world
Miss missing, miss missing, miss missing
I wanna die for you ’cause love is only true if it hurts

I miss missing you sometimes
I miss hurting you ’til you cry
I miss watching you as you try
Try not to end up in tear’s (ooh)
Begging to get back together (together)
I just want you to be (want you to be, yeah)
To be stuck in this second forever
So don’t freak out if I leave

Sometimes I’m just missing (I’m missing)
Missing you (no, missing you)
I miss missing you

ILY! ♥

Day 16 - What is your appearance?

You are asking me to judge my own appearance huh? I'm not really sure either.

   I just like to dress simple, smart and decent. Yeah, sometimes I do like wearing something that stands out in the crowd. I wouldn't deny that I'm an attention seeker. Everyone is! :D

   I get along well enough with everyone. I'm a people person I guess? Heee. And when I tend to be everyone's "sister", because I just love to care about people. Yeah, sometimes I think I annoy people with that. Hoho. :P

   I love being to places ALONE. But, I ain't no loner okay? Huhu. Sometimes we just need our own space and time to think about life and to do our own reflection on ourself. (For me, it's not "sometimes" anymore. Haha.)

   That's all I guess. ;)

Day 15 - Something that affects you that the others DON'T see.

Haaa. Okay. There are a lot actually, but I wouldn't want to list it out here.

   Sincerity. I'm sensitive to sincerity. I tend to hate it when people do things without sincerity. How do I detect insincere people? By their intentions and actions. It affects me much, because I often do things with my willingness and I put almost all my sincereness in it. When that sincerity isn't there, I won't start a thing! So, the presence of sincerity is very very very important in my life. Okie? =)

Day 14 - A Particular blonde moment you've had.

Hurmmm? Blonde moment huh?

   Let me check my cerebrum. Erm... I can't think of any right now. Blonde moment happens everyday, but none are memorable to me. So, yeah. I've a lot of blonde moments in life, but I couldn't recall any one of them. Hehe. STML! =)

Day 13 - Someone you look up to.

I've abandoned this challenge for almost a month already. Hehe. Sorry. :D

   Someone I look up to? That would be my Mama! =D

P/S : I'm too lazy to further blog for the meantime. Let this picture describe it all. Hehe. :)

Next to You. ♥

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely

Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Bridge]
We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

ILY! ♥

One Challenging Week. +.+

Wow. I've not updated my bloggie for almost a week now. Sorry AGAIN, bloggie. =)

   This week had been really really really challenging, tiring and super-exhausting! I am still trying to view things positively. Still being optimistic about life. Insya-Allah, all this will educated me to be a better person. Amin. What's life without hurdles right? Hurm. =S

   Done with the interview. I don't want to say much on it. If I were meant to pursue Medicine in Ireland, Allah will show my the way, Allah will provide me the golden ticket to Ireland. Insya-Allah. I'll pray for the best for myself and my friends. Allah knows BEST. =) (The Irish panels were super-friendly, dude! I felt really comfortable all throughout the interview session.)

   Lets move on with a fresh new week, okie? I really am praying hard I'll get through these life-challenging problems ASAP. Pre-Med isn't an easy life. Struggling to cope up with Anatomy & Physiology. Not to forget the other subjects too, since Anatomy had dominated the whole Sem 3. The next big thing is IELTS and the final exam. God, please give me the BEST strength to get over all these, problems, studies, heart-ache and etc.

  Alhamdulillah. I could really see much difference in me since I've arrived in Penang. Honestly, I am a lot tougher emotionally, more patient, much more a responsible person, and most importantly, living far apart from KL had opened my heart and mind to see things differently, in a more POSITIVE manner. Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah! I love Allah. =D

Insya-Allah. =)

Insya-Allah this week will run smoothly. Everything! The Irish interview, the Anatomy test, Practical Lab test and the studies. We can do it! Yeah, we CAN! Be confident and give them our best shot! Heeeee. Insya-Allah, Allah knows best! =D

   It's kinda sad to know that Pre-Med is going to be over in 2 months' time. I have issues on attachments to people. You will understand what I mean if you know me. Sometimes, I just move on with my new life too slowly. It really hurts to leave a place, to leave the group of people you care so much. Hurm. I guess this is what LIFE is all about. Anyway. Alhamdulillah, all these challenges in life had taught me to be more rational in thinking and being more matured. =')

   Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. ;D

=')!

One word :: Relieved. =')! Life is getting a lot more tougher, more complicated. Problems often pops-out from nowhere, and stresses you out. Sometimes we think we have the worst life ever in this world, but we do not realize how much others envy our precious life. Be appreciative and you'll be appreciated. ;D

   Okay. Enough of the life-enriching quotes. Lets move on to my usual drill. =D

   Life has been crazily hectic ever since the new semester kicked off. It has only been a month that I have not return home, but homesickness had already got its way into me. With an interview coming right up next week and those piles of assignments and revisions line-up, I have no choice but to set aside this homesick feeling. Time plays a very important part in my life right now. Yes, I realize how limited of time I have each day, yet, I tend to waste it.

   "Priorities Aisha, Priorities.", says Suf. Thanks Suf. =) Sometimes, I seem to forget what ARE my priorities in life. Remind yourself always of your priorities in life. =)

P/S : GOOD LUCK to my fellow Pre-Meds friends, in next week's Irish Interview. Insya-Allah, we'll get through this! Amin. ;D

Busyness. =S

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. That's the summary of this week. #.#!

   I'm just too exhausted to describe this whole week. So, that describes it all. Till next time. I need to get some rest. Fullstop. =X

P/S : Wish me luck for the interview next week! ;D

Day 12 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

You mean ANYTHING? Hurm.

   I'd most probably change my emotion threshold capacity! Yeah. Girls are well-known of their emotional cum hormonal instability. Girls are born to be emotional and guys are born to be HEARTLESS! HAHA! Nahhhh, just joking. xP

   Perhaps I need the change, just to be a better person. To not be such a cry baby, emo girl all the time. (Eh? Am I emoish all the time??? Duhhh. Not anymore now!) New year resolution, remember? Not to be Emo-ish anymore. Hehe. Whatever it is, I am in my process of changing. So, give me some support dudes. ;)

P/S : I've changed a lot already! Sometimes, I wish I could be that "old" me once again. Once a happy go lucky girl, a girl who never had this much problem, never frown, never cried for a stupid thing, never had to face these kinda things in life, never a quitter. I wish I could get that sincere smile back on my face. I WISH!!! Hurm. ;(

Day 11 - Pick any Quote and explain why it was this quote you picked. ;)

Sorry againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. The days had gone wrong, totally haywire! The least I could do is to update and finish all the 30 days' challenge in.... I'm not sure...Hurm...30+++days??? Hehehe. Sorry, I have a hectic life this semester. Have to work extra hard for Anatomy lorhhhhh! #.#

   Okay. Lets get straight to the next challenge. Pick a Quote. This is one of my favourite quotes. Here it goes ::

"Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."

   Why this quote? Let me think... This is one of my motivational screensavers. It's motivating, inspiring and it makes perfect sense! That's it. ;)

Day 10 - Explain why you chose the name you did for your URL.

"http://iceyaisha.blogspot.com"

Haha. There goes my URL! BIG and NEON CLEAR! ;P

   Why chose to name my URL "iceyaisha"??? Because it's my nickname obviously! Duhhh. People usually name them after their nicknames or their names, right? It's easier to remember and you can't be possibly expecting me to name it "NurAzizahAisha". My name is freaking long dude. Haha. :P

   So, that's about it. Simple. :)

Day 9 - Choose any lyrics and explain WHY it was chosen. =)

Sorry for the delay. Hee. :D

   I've made my decision to choose : David Cook's "Dream Big". Here are some inspirational part of the lyrics :

When I was a little boy

I swore that I would change the world

when I grew up

nothing else would be enough

I see it every day

We settle for safe

And lose ourselves along the way

But if we don’t Dream Big

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have FAITH

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

So reach out for something MORE!

Took a while to perfect a plan

for me to finally understand

that it’s not me

faith is something you can’t see

I’ve wiped my tears away

now it’s time for a change

No, I can’t waste another day

But if we don’t Dream Big

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have faith

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

Cause if you don’t have faith

What’s the use in dreaming

If you don’t have faith

there’s nothing worth believing

It takes one hope

To make the stars worth reaching for

So reach out for something more.

   Why I chose this song and the lyrics? Try listening to the song, and understand what the song is try to tell you.

   To DREAM BIG, and reach out for something MORE! I'm inspired by those. To reach out for something MORE. To push myself over the limits. To get out of my comfort zone. To work harder. To gain more in life. To dream big and catch those dreams. There's nothing wrong with dreaming big. The more you dream of your future, the nearer will you get to your goals. Have faith and confidence that you could reach out for that DREAM of yours. Yes, YOU CAN DO IT! Insya-Allah. AMIN. =)

Sorry my dear Bloggie. =)

Sorry for not doing the daily challenge update thingy, Bloggie! =) I was a little bit busy with my studies this week. An EXHAUSTING week ever! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Continuous work and study loads, non-stop. And this will continue all throughout this Semester!!! =.='''

   I understand and I know I couldn't change this situation, as it gets tougher and tougher each and everyday. But, I can choose the way to ACT! 2 choices of acts : I toughen myself for Medicine OR I could just stay stressed out this entire life. My choice? ♥To toughen myself, emotionally, physically, spiritually and mentally!♥ =) Insya-Allah. This is just the beginning of a Medicine student's life and it'll get more challenging as I pursue further into Medicine. I will accept the challenge and I'll gain as much knowledge as possible! Thank you Allah. Thank you for giving me the chance to expand my horizons and push myself out of my comfort zone. Often do I curse about how life sucks, but now I realize things happened for many reasons. Alhamdulillah for this wonderful life Ya-Allah. I'll appreciate it and make it even better in the coming days. Insya-Allah. ;D