I'll miss a lot of things living without a laptop.

I've missed American Idol already this week.
I've missed F1 Qualifying Race already.
I'll surely miss F1 race tonight.
I'll miss a lot of good shows on TV.
I'll have to skip news too.
I'll be outdated, without newspapers.
I'll miss my Fb.
I'll miss my family.
I'll my cute kittens and cats.
I'll miss my friends.
I'll miss everything!!!!!!!

Lolz! xP

Minggu Haluan Siswa (MHS), a week of happy ending.

This is a summary of the MHS week, at UM. 23 May - 28 May 2010.

   The early few days, seemed so dull and boring, with us getting so much scolding and pressure from the PPs (Pembantu Pelajar, the seniors). As time went by, we were all happy and satisfied. Only in the end finally, we understood why they gave us this kind of treatment, it is for our own good. Thanks PPs! We love you!

   Overall, I would say, UM has the best Orientation week ever! Even though, we never had enough sleep even once this week, but, I'm sure, this is the best training for us, as we have to burn the midnight oil as soon as the lectures, tutorials, and practicals starts.

   Hope all of us could do our very best in achieving 4.0 flat in both Semesters! Insya-Allah. ;D

Lecture Time Table for the first 2 weeks. Good Luck. I'm in Hayat 1. :)

PASUM.

It's already 2 o'clock in the morning, and I just got back home, just finished shopping. Hehex. :P Bought a lot of stuff. Have to wake up latest by 7am, to get ready to get going to UM. Hmm. I'll be missing home and friends a lot. Don't worry friends, if you all want to hang out on weekends, I am free, and the nearest shopping mall is Mid Valley! :D

   Good Luck, peeps! Don't ever give up, if you don't get what you have asked for, as "We don't always get what we want"! Allah is Al-Alim, He knows what's good and what's best for us. Let's pray He will light up our lives, with His Blessings. Insya-Allah. :D

P/S : Maybe I'll only be able to online on weekends, because this week is the Orientation Week, the "toughest" week for us, as rumours said, we will be bullied to the max! I'll try to endure it. Plus, I don't have a laptop. Perhaps, I could use the library's computer. Hehex. :D

Saddest Moment This Year. :'(

After an hour of delay, finally JPA is accessible. And it didn't end well for me. No happy ending. :'( So, it seems that I'm heading to UM this Sunday, and OMG! I haven't completed some of my things yet. It's a sad thing, but, I'm lucky enough to be offered for UM. So, I'm very grateful that I've been given a place in UM for Asasi. Maybe Allah has His plans for me. I redha. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah. :)

   I'm going to crash into UM swimming pool next week, that's for sure! Hehehex. xP! Congratulations to all whom got JPA or MARA scholarship. Good Luck in your future! Be sure to really work hard for it. :DDD

The Most Nerve-Wreaking Moments, Tomorrow!

So, finally, JPA gave us the confirm date of the PILN results, 21st May 2010. Sometime around the afternoon/evening. The guy whom picked up my call, wasn't really sure what time it will be released. And there will not be any notice on eSilav2 today, no peringatan, no nothing. We have to check it tomorrow onwards. I think it will most probably be out after 12pm or later. Because, last year, they could only access the page at 5pm or 11pm. So, late, huh?!

   Wish all my pals and other JPA applicants, GOOD LUCK! Insya-Allah. Amin. Let's pray hard we'll get it. :)

P/S : I did not do any single work I was suppose to do, today. My bro told me to wait until tomorrow and see whether I'll get JPA or not. The stuff have to be submitted on Monday, on the Haluansiswa week. I'm sure, UM will understand the delay. Hehex. :D

Checklist.

The following things have to be completed by this Saturday :

- Passport size photos. (Done!)
- A bunch of colouful forms from UM. (Done!)
- Bantuan Asasi Forms, Perjanjian and stuffs. (Done!)
- Certification of certificates, IC, and bla, bla, bla. (Tomorrow)
- Signature of witness for Bantuan. (Tomorrow)
- Open an account in Bank Islam. (Tomorrow)
- Yuran Haluansiswa - Bank in through internet later. (Saturday)
- Killing of setem hasil at LHDN. Lolz. (Tomorrow)
- Medical Checkup. (I'll do it later. Maybe after the registration or on Saturday!)
- And the most important thing - SHOPPING! (Saturday)

   I have a lot of things to settle by tomorrow. Argh! My parents aren't really helping me out. They are super-confident about my JPA application results. Insya-Allah. Hoping and praying to get it. =D But, at least I have to settle these few things first, as it is a confirmed thing. It's better preparing for UM, rather than waiting and doing nothing at all, for the uncertain result to be.

   Actually, after being granted a chance to study in UM, I'm very very grateful, Alhamdulillah. If, if I am being offered for PILN, Insya-Allah, it's a bit sad to have to turn down the offer, and not enter UM, because it's the best university in Malaysia, no doubt. :D Anyway, Allah the Almighty knows what's best for us. Let Allah decide for our life. Insya-Allah, we could live our life to the fullest with HIS guidance. :)

F1 Monaco GP.

RedBull Racing has done it again. Another 1-2 finish of the season. Unfortunately, Mark Webber stole the spotlight twice from Seb! Maybe he has got a better luck this time around. I hope Seb's luck will change to a better one. Hee.

   Not much drama yesterday. Surprisingly, Lewis didn't created any excitement in this circuit, as he usually does. Safety Car were deployed 4 times, Jenson Button had smoke coming out from his car on lap 3, Karun Chandhok and Jarno Trulli crashed right infront of Mark Webber (Lolz.), and the last two/three final laps were leaded by Safety Car. Schumi was penalized for overtaking Alonso during SC was deployed, so he was downgraded from 6th to 12th, sad to hear that. Mark leaded Seb, Kubica, Massa, Lewis, Alonso, Nico, and so on.

   What excited me the most was, the fact that, two Virgin Racing drivers and Lotus GP fought to not let Alonso through them. Indeed, Alonso was pissed off! He was signaling them with his hand during the race, asking them to move aside, and let him go through! Maybe he thinks, they aren't good enough and their cars are not on par with Ferrari? But, finally he did overtook them. He is one of the drivers I dislike, because he is one impatient, overconfident, rude, and wants to be number one in everything. Duhhh. Snobbish ass. And the fact that he always argues with his teammates, Lewis back then, and now with Massa. He thinks he is so great in driving, huh?

   Next race, Istanbul, Turkey. 28-30 May. Wish Seb and RBR, All the best! Grab the pole position Seb, don't let Mark take your place as this year's World Champion! ;D

Wee~

Nothing to write on. Hmm. Sadly, I've run out of ideas. Lolz. :-/

   Let's see, what do I have in mind right now. Hmmph. Searching... Searching... Searching... AHA! Lets talk about my cats and kittens, shall we?

   Currently, my house is a home to 4 kittens, 1 semi-adult cat, and an adult cat. Not to forget, a new member of the cat family, a baby cat, which was adopted a few weeks ago by mum and dad, as it was meowing in front of our gate. Hehex. :D

   I cannot handle them alone, need my mum. Whenever my parents are outstation, I'm so so so DEAD! Because, I have to feed them, take care of them, clean up the mess and trouble they had created and so on. No mum, no peace at home. This is a very true statement! Try it, if you don't believe me. Let your mum go for a holiday for a month, and see, how good can you handle the house with a bunch of naughty cats. Lolz.

   If you want to view pictures of them, kindly go to my fb and scroll through my albums. If you aren't on my friends' list, add me up. Hehex. :D

P/S : By the way, I did wrote a post on my cats, previously. Kindly view my previous posts to search for it, yea. Hehe. :D

I'm still stuck at HOME! :O

More than half of my friends have already started their college life. I'm still stuck at home, playing the comp all day long, stalking on JPA's site. Lolz.

   Am I going to end up in UM, after all? Haiz. 23rd is 2 weeks away. That is the day I'll enroll myself in UM. Heard the orientation week will be HELL of a tough one. Hopes I'll not get any bullying from the seniors there. Hahax. Hope so. :X

   I haven't actually completed my UM forms, medical checkups, X-rays (almost every year I did this! Too much radiation in me already!) , new passport sized pictures, and preparations to enter a University, mentally and physically. Lolz.

   Anyway, to those going to PASUM, this 23rd, here's a schedule for us. Classes, Exams, and Holidays. (Got it from Fb.)

   Summary, 1 week of Orientation, 34 weeks of Classes, 5 weeks of Exams, 6 weeks of Holidays, and in total, 1 year to complete this programme. ;D Good Luck!

Happy Mothers' Day!

Mum,

Thank you for being there for us.
Thank you for everything you have done for us, all this while.
Through those hard times,
You were always here,
Right beside us,
Supporting and giving us your best advice,
Tolerating our stupid and foolish behaviours,
Taking care of us,
A bunch of monkeys in the house. (Lolx. XD!)

No other mum could possibly replace your role in my Life.
I promise, I'll take care of you, same as how you took care of us. :)))

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUM!

What do you think?

I strongly think that there is a need for the government to revamp the way students are selected into IPTA and local matriculation programme. :D

   I believe, 100% meritocracy system should be implemented to assure the fairness to the people of Malaysia. Perhaps an exception could be given to a few universities, such as, UiTM, UIA, and USIM. But, other universities, they should consider opening their doors to non-bumis too. The students have worked hard in achieving excellent results in SPM. As you could see now, Asasi programmes, most of them are exclusively for bumis only. Why do this? To protect the superiority of the Bumiputras? How can 1Malaysia work, if this still goes on?

   We want Malaysia's education system to be one of the tops in the world. So, opening more doors for non-bumis are one of the ways to make Malaysia an excellent education hub in Asia or maybe the World. Competitions will be stronger, and students will work harder to achieve their dreams and excel in exams. This way, our nation's economics will eventually rise, as more investors will invests in our country, especially in education. Everyone have a right to receive the best education the could possibly get. Not all non-bumis are rich and not all the bumis are poor, either. So, be considerate about the rakyat. :D

   Let's be open minded. I am a Bumiputra. But, I am Chinese Educated since primary school. So, that is why I understand how they, the non-bumis, feel. I'm not saying the bumis should not receive the superiority, as we are the original people of Malaya, they deserve the special rights, yea! But we should practise values of equalities, like what Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) did in Makkah, to the non-Arabs, and non-muslims.  Insya-Allah. I wish we Malaysians could live in a harmony and peaceful environment. Peace, no war, no arguments, no fighting! :D

1Malaysia, People First, Performance Now.

P/S : I am just a student, portraying my opinions. If you do not agree with my ideas, then, its fine. I don't mind. I'm just suggesting a way to improve our country's performance, that's all. Don't sue me! Hahax. XD!

My boring days. :/

JPA, JPA, JPA! When are you gonna give us the results? I'm tired of waiting. Bored. I hope they will inform us soon. Maybe, immediately tomorrow? Lolz. I'm nervous. :s

   I'm super-bored! I have nothing else to do, except for the routine thing I do everyday : Sleep late, Wake up late, Log in into my Fb, Read some updates at Recom.org, Read my unfinished novels, Surf the net, Watch some craps on YouTube, Play with my cute and naughty cats ^^, Chat with a friend, Watch my daily TV series, and Sleep late again. Lolz. I have no LIFE! Pathetic! =.='''

Black Keys.

She walks away
Colors fade to gray
Every precious moment's now a waste
She hits the gas hoping it would pass
The red lights starts to flash
It's time to wait

The black keys never looked so beautiful
And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
And the lights out never had this bright a glow
And the black keys
Showing me a world I never knew, no
A world I never knew

She hates the sun cause it proves she's not alone
And the world doesn't revolve around her soul
She loves the sky cause it validates her pride
Never lets them know when she is wrong

The black keys never looked so beautiful
And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
And the lights out never had this bright a glow
And the black keys
Showing me a world I never knew, no
Yeah
And the walls are closing in

Don't let them get inside of your head
Don't let them get inside of your head
Don't let them get inside of your head
Don't let them inside

Cause the black keys never looked so beautiful
And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
And the lights out never had this bright a glow
And the black keys
Showing me a world I never knew
Don't let them get (Don't let them get)
Inside of your head (No)
Don't let them get inside of your head
Don't let them get (Don't let them get)
Inside of your head
Don't let them get (No)
Inside of your head
Sometimes a fight is better black and white

P/S: I love this song, forever! Feel the song and understand the lyrics, then you'll get what I meant. One of the best song ever by JB! ;)

Choices in Life.

Now that I've got accepted into PASUM for Asasi Sains Hayat (Foundation in Science, Life Science), I'd go for it and turn down Matrikulasi (KMPk).
  
   Rumours state that JPA PILN's results will be revealed around this week or 3rd week of May, which is next week. Hope it will be out by this week, so that I can decide, whether I should prepare the things for UM, as the registration day is on the 23rd of May, or no. I'm so nervous! +.+ Insya-Allah, hope I could get it! :D

   Hope I get to go to countries like Australia, or Czech Republic. No Poland, please! ;p I want it so badly! :D

Origami! :D

I had nothing to do, so I did a couple of origami, paper folding. :D

It's a bear cub, actually. But, my sis said it looked like a "Gay Cat, wearing a dress". XD!

A flower-like small box. :D

 Hee. =D

UPU Update.

I've finally got through the jammed site. Yay! Guess what I've got? Alhamdulillah. Finally, my dream come true moments. I've got a place into UM, Asasi Sains Hayat! :D As we all know, UM is the top local university in the country. I'm honored to be given a place in UM. Alhamdulillah! :D

This Week's Update.

After several (dozens) of rumours on the JPA's PILN results release dates, that are all confusing me, all I could do was to WAIT. These rumours weren't the first I've heard, since there was rumours on the SPM release date. Hahax. Patience is all it takes. And prayers too. Ahahax. Insya-Allah, Allah would show me and provide me the best way in my life. He knows best. :D

   Now, I'm dealing with the UPU thingy. Jammed site, overcrowded with traffic. Lolz. I'll update later for the results, most probably after midnight, when the traffic has lessen. Hope I do get what I wished for. Hehex. Insya-Allah. =D

Currently, Obsessed With : Bunkface - Soldier. =)

You are a soldier
A rising sun
Wait for the heyday
Look far away
And believe in yourself
Your name’s on a shelf
A legend

You are a soldier
The chosen one
Bring back the heyday
Look far away
With respect and decay
Forever we’ll stay
Together

And singing life is all that we need
But the lies is all that we see
Raise your hands high up in the sky
Missing secrets you will find
In your heart
In your heart
In your heart

You are a soldier
Light up the night
We are the soldiers
We’ll stand and fight
At the end of the day
Together we pray
For the legend (the legend)

P/S : You can listen to it on this page too. Bottom of the page at music player. ^.^

2010 Firsts.

This year I've experienced/went through/got my first :

- Job as a Data Entry Clerk at Kelly Services, Menara Celcom.
- Job as a Tele-Surveyor at Astro, TPM.
- Salary.
- Overwhelmed by SPM results.
- Interview session with newspaper reporters. (SinChew Daily :D)
- Online applications on scholarships, that made me partially crazy!?
- Official visit to HKL under JPA's programme.
- Seeing a dead body going through post-mortem! Ewwww! +_+
- Interview at PICC, Putrajaya.
- Freedom of hanging out with friends. Lolz. My parents are strict! =<
- Official use of my own handphone. Finally, I've got my own Hotlink number. :D
- Massive shopping!
- Baby-sitting moments, when I've to take care of the house-work at home, while my parents were away, outstation! (That's when I started to really appreciate my mum!)
- Knowing friends from all over the country. Nice meeting you all. Love to expand my social network at all times. :D
- Acted as a consultant to my friends on what to do next. Lolz. #.#
- Lessons of self-learning German language on Youtube. Ahahax. Love Seb!
- Excessive craziness of obsession of F1, RedBull team, Sebastian Vettel!
- Hate Lewis Hamilton, although he is a good driver, risk taker.
- Eye-opener towards the REAL WORLD and LIFE. :D
- To finally, learn how to control myself from doing stupid, childish things. Lolz.

That's all I think. I'll add on later, if I remember of any left outs. Hehe.

Obsessed with Nick J!

As soon as he sings, I got carried away with his voice. Some says he is over-doing his singing, but he's not! He is singing his kinda way, so its special to me and his other fans! =P Every time I tune in to his songs, I just can feel his sincerity and his soul in the song. Aww. Love his songs so much! I'm obsessed with his single, Stay. :D

   I recommend you all to listen to his whole album, entitled "Who I Am". Download the WHOLE album! The best songs are : Who I Am, Vespers Goodbye (I love this too!), Rose Garden! And the rest are awesome. :D! Stay is written by Nick when he was on tour with the band, so it was released on tour.

I'm still a JB fan. Duhhh.

   Lately, after Nick Jonas goes solo, there aren't much news about The Jonas Brothers. But, I still keep track of them. Nick has awesome songs, and an awesome band, Nick Jonas and The Administrations. Joe is currently writing his own songs, so he's going solo too. Kevin is married to his long-time fiancee. So, JB is not together anymore, but their JB spirit is always in them, wherever they go. :D

Ahahax. =D

The title is so random. =P

   Nothing much to say, lately. After the defeat of Seb and Mark in Chinese GP, I was a bit disappointed and heartbroken, again. Lolz. But, after awhile of rationale thinking, I am confident that they will catch up and win again in the next GPs. I have faith in them! Go Seb ^.^! No doubt their strongest competitors now are the McLaren team and the Mercedes team (and perhaps, the Ferrari team). Wait for RedBull's domination guys, watch out! As they are installing the F-duct onto their cars very soon. =P

   That was F1's update. Now, lets come back to my real world. I am currently waiting for the Matriculation letter from KMPk, and also waiting for my UPU application (and JPA too). Still in doubt on choosing between the two of them, but it all depends on what and where I get to do my Asasi (foundation). If I get to do Asasi Sains Hayat in UM, then, without thinking twice, I'll go for it, and ignore Matrics. :P!

   In the meanwhile, I am reading on a couple of good books, which I've borrowed from the National Library. "Reading adds knowledge to its readers, regardless of its types and classifications."- NAA. :D So, now I have to minimize my FB time and maximize my reading time. I stayed home since last Thursday, to save money and not going out wandering all by myself without any specific reasons, to cut it short - wasting time! I'm becoming a nerd, reading books and surfing the Net the whole day, in Japanese they call it, Otaku (オタク).

Seb On Pole Position for the 3rd Time! :D

Woohoo! People! You all must, MUST, watch tomorrow's Chinese GP, starting 3pm, Malaysian time (Shanghai time is similar to our time, actually. Lolz.)!!! Let's support the great team , RedBull Racing GP. Sebastian Vettel and Mark Webber, superb drivers. Unlike some losers, LH and JB. Duhhh.

   Hate McLaren for the only team using the F-duct. They call it the "f-ing duct". Ahahax. XD! But, still, they lost to teams which doesn't apply the F-duct system to their cars. Without great driving skills, they are not gonna win. Actually, at first, I was kinda worried, that in the Chinese circuit, McLaren would have an advantage of having F-duct and there are 2 straight lines at the circuit, that could enable McLaren to outdo the rest. But, apparently in the Q3 Qualifying Race, their cars started to lose the pace, becoming unstable.

   Let me explain what I know about the F-duct system. Googled it and found something that I could understand. The F-duct, is the system that could add more air dynamics to the car (through the rear wing), thus producing more grip of the car to the ground, reducing drag, which results in an increase of the top speed! The inlet opening could be controlled by the driver, and the inlet goes through the cockpit around the driver's leg. More accurate info : http://scarbsf1.wordpress.com/2010/03/25/sauber-f-duct-detail/

   Other teams, including RBR is still designing and producing that system for their car, but I don't see there is a need for such things. The car is already fast, in my opinion. Okay, enough of these aerodynamics stuff, I'm not going to be an engineer anyways. But, I do love Physics. :D

Local Matriculation Programme.

Finally, I've managed to secure a place in somewhere. Lolz. I've got accepted into Kolej Matrikulasi Perak (KMPk) at Gopeng. It was my first choice, and I've got it. Alahamdulillah. :)

   So now, I'm checking out on matrics stuff online. Hehex. Meanwhile waiting for the college to send their offer letter, I decided to do my own research and early preparations. Have to go make a new passport picture! Lolz. Registration Day is 10th May. So, I still have time to decide, whether I should take it or wait for upu. Hmmph, tough decision to make!

第一偏華文文章。

之前，我有想过要在这里，写个華文文章，但因為時間有限，因此文章就被延遲到現在。;D 我本身知道我的華文不是那麽強， 所以，現在我要設法改善我的華文。希望朋友們能多多幫忙我啊！

P/S：如果我有写錯或不准切的些字，請告訴我。感激您的幫助。^.^

Life is?

Yesterday, as I was sitting alone at Signature, KLCC, thoughts filled my mind, a lot indeed. Looked through the glass, overseeing the garden fountains of KLCC. Day-dreamed. Wondered.

   What have I achieved so far, in my Life? Have I ever touched lives, inspired people, contributed anything to anyone? Have I? And the most important is, Have I been a good muslim?

   I pondered for quite some time, before continuing my reading, refocusing to The Book of Heart. So, let's think about it guys and gals. Have you been good all this while to people and other creatures on earth? If you doubt it, do something to change your live. :D

P/S : I am not perfect. I've done a lot of mistakes in my life. Sometimes, I wish I could turn back the clock, and do it differently, but I can't! All I can do now is to apologize to anyone whom I had done wrong to, I'm sorry! I did not realize what I did, could hurt you all. And I am sincere in forgiving people. So, let the past, be the past. Let's move on and do something that could change the world to be a better place. :D

Ich Liebe Mich!

I'm currently self-learning German on Youtube. Hahax. :D  Picking up German to understand what Seb and Nico says on TV and their blogs. :)  By the way, having to learn an extra language could do you good, you don't know when you need it, but it really helps when there's "emergency". Lolz.

   Next, after learning the basic German language, I'll go for Arabic. I want to master it, to enable me to understand what are the sayings of Allah in Al-Quran in Pure Arabic, although I know I can actually read the translations in other languages, but it is more beautiful to be read in Arabic. Insya-Allah, I'll try my best. :D

P/S: Ich Liebe Mich means, I Love Me!

Auf Wiedersehe, guys!

4 Down, 3 More To Go, Waiting For 1 Answer.

Didn't get YTM at first, then Yayasan Khazanah, and now had to turn down Petronas. =[ Just checked, apparently, I don't get Yayasan UEM too. :( Bad newsss...

   Still waiting for BNM (my favourite Econs!), ASEAN (which I do not have high hopes of getting through even the first stage, because it's tough!), and Sime Darby (I don't know when).

   Really, really hope that I could get JPA, even if they send me to countries like Poland or Czech Republic. :D As long as I could get into a good medical school and become a good medical practitioner to serve the nation. :)

Great. It didn't went well! :E!

It did not went well. Last minute decision. Not going to the Petronas EduQuest Camp. I really hoped I could go and at least get an experience of it, but all I could say is, IT DIDN'T WORKED OUT THAT WAY! For some reasons, I had to ignore the offer and turn down my excitement of going to UTP today. After all the preparation I've done, this is what I get. Fine, fine, fine. I know it is not fated for me. We plan, and Allah decide. Yes, I know. But, isn't it a waste, when you are offered to go for an interview/camp, and you turn it down? That place of mine could have been occupied by someone who is better deserving. What a waste! Arghhh. Frustrated!

   Now, I really hope that I could get other scholarship's offers and AT LEAST, try going through the interview. Duhhh. Still trying to cool down my anger and frustration. >:-(

   All the best to whoever that gets the chance to attend it. Good Luck!

Petronas.

Got a call from Petronas early this morning, around 11 am. The lady asked me to check Petronas' website at 12pm. I tried, tried and tried a couple of times every hour, until I finally gave up at about 3 pm. Later, at 5 pm, I got a text from them, informing the application could be accessed after 8 pm. So, watched some nice drama on the TV and news. Thank God, Ching Yee was there to help me to access the application. I couldn't do it on this laptop, because it requires only IE 6.0 and above to be accessed. Lolz. I'm using Mac!

   So, now I'm staying up late at night, trying to finish and complete all the documents needed. And trying to scoop some information on the EduQuest Camp. I heard it's quite tough! So, it's this Sunday until Monday, 11/04-12/04. At UTP, Thronoh, Perak. Hope it goes well, like JPA. :D Insya-Allah. I'm sure there's like hundreds of geniuses attending the camp. :P

I Hope You Find It ~ Miley Cyrus.

These clouds aren't going nowhere, baby
Rain keeps coming down
I just thought I'd try to call you, baby
For you got too far outta town
And I hope that you get this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?
Last words that I said
But that was nothing but a broken heart talkin', baby
You know that's not what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
'Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
And I hope you find it
Whatever it is out there that you were missing here

And I hope you find it,
What you're looking you
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be
And so much more

And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that
And nothing's gonna change that
No, no, no
And I hope you find it
I hope you find it
Mmm,
Ooh.

Scholarships.

Yeah. I didn't get the YTM scholarship, probably because my CCA wasn't that good. Hehex. But, I hope for other scholarships, I'll get it, at least I get to go for the camp or interviews. Insya-Allah, hope so. So, still waiting for JPA's answer. They said it will be out in around the third week of May, about 1 month after the interview is over. Yayasan Khazanah : 9th April, that is tomorrow. Yayasan UEM : 12th April, next week. Petronas : No idea. BNM & Sime Darby : Have to wait for either their email or their call. So, one down (YTM), waiting for the other 5 to respond, and 1 to give me their decision, JPA. :D

   Insya-Allah. Good Luck to all whom is applying for scholarships too. :D

JPA Interview Update. :)

5th of April 2010. Arrived at Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC), Presint 5, at 8 am. It actually went well, much better than what I've imagine it would be. Alhamdulillah. Insya-Allah, I'm quite confident and satisfied with what I've given them, because I've did my best! Hope those few mistakes I've made will be a lesson for me to improve myself for the next interviews. Insya-Allah. :D

   As soon as I got at the mezzanine (M) floor, saw a lot of the students gathering at the board, so I decided to go to the board, and see which panel room I was in. On my way to the board, met Xiao Ching! Aww, miss her so much! She went in first, as I had to find my panel room. Feeling nervous, at first, I didn't managed to find my name. Lolz. I double check again. And, aha! There was it, Nur Azizah 'Aisha Binti Ali Ahmad Noordin (my name wasn't the longest one there, I think), under Panel 12, signed it and yay registered! As I was going to the boards, checking out my name, I saw Maisarah with her mum!

   Anyways, after that, I went into the place where the panel rooms were situated. I could feel the coldness of the rooms there. Lolz. Kept walking, until I found my Panel 12. Went to register with the lady on the front desk of the room and waited for her to call us for the interview. Meanwhile, as I turn to right, I saw Xiao Ching again and sat beside her! She was on Panel 14. Chit-chatted with her and several other friends, mixed around a little bit, to ease the nervousness in ourselves. A good way to reduce the tenseness before heading into the panel room. :D

   At about 8.30 am, the sessions started. The first batch of my panel has already entered the room. Approximately, an hour later, it was our turn. The 5 of us, 2 Malay boys, 2 Malay girls (including me), and an Indian boy, were given our number tags and a piece of paper. I was number 4! We had to wait for about 15 minutes, as the panels wanted to go for a break.

   Finally, the moment has come! We were asked to enter the room. Said good morning to the panels. 3 panels, 2 Malay ladies and an Indian lady. At first, I thought they are going to be 3 fierce and strict ladies. But, they turned out to be quite cool and made a few jokes.

   The session started with us, introducing ourselves, one by one in English. Name, siblings, parents occupations, and our hobbies/interests. My answer? Nah. Better keep it to the people who was in the room. :P! In the introduction part actually, I made a mistake. But, never mind, I believe I had escaped the trap. After that, we were given our questions. The first was in English and the second was in BM :::

1. What is your expectations from the government after graduating from medical school and working with the government???
Frankly speaking, I didn't really understand the question! I was the last to answer, because I didn't raise my hand. Probably I was still thinking about the question! XP! I answered, I know the 2 years of HO is going to be very tough. But, after that in MO years, it will be more easier. And that is where the time she SHOOT at me. She said no, that is not true. HO is when you are learning and being sent to big hospitals to learn. When you are a MO, you are on your own already. Maybe, if you are unlucky, you will be sent to remote areas, especially single men. You must look at the bigger picture! Owh god. One of the panels asked me, what do I want to specialise in (interested in ENT currently) and also asked me a little bit on Rhinitis, because I told them I was having Rhinitis. She asked me what preventives should I take to avoid it. So, I said, have to avoid dust, wear a mask when doing stuff like gotong-royong and make sure the ventilation is always there.

2. Katakanlah saya (the panel), ialah pelajar yang ingin memohon biasiswa untuk menjadi seorang doktor. Apakah nilai-nilai yang perlu anda, sebagai panel, lihat dalam diri saya yang melayakkan saya menjadi seorang doktor???
She pointed at me and asked me to begin it, maybe because I didn't answer much on the first question. I was a little surprised with that decision. So, I begun my elaborations. Saya berpendapat bahawa seorang doktor itu perlu berkeperibadian baik/mulia. Nilai-nilai yang perlu ada dalam dirinya adalah sifat bekerjasama. Kerana kerjasama itu penting di hospital. Selain itu, doktor perlu tahu membezakan kerja dan hal2 peribadinya. Tidak boleh mencampuradukkan kedua-duanya pada satu masa yang sama. This was short. Hehex. Then the moved on to the first guy, whom wanted to answer the question first. Hahax.


   After that, it was finally over! Yay! We were so relieved! Greeted all of them good bye and went to the Cafeteria to find my parents. Later, me and my parents went to somewhere in Putrajaya to eat (I don't know what place was it. Lolz.) But, before that I want to remind you all. Make sure your fuel is more than enough to go round the area, because only in Presint 9 in Putrajaya, there's Petrol Station! After that went to Hospital Putrajaya to visit someone, who works there. Secret. :x! I did took a lot of pictures, most of it was of myself. Ahahax. XP!

Stay. Nick Jonas And The Administrations.

It's hard to believe,
Where we are now.
Your hand in mine, babe,
Feels right somehow.
But now it's okay,
So don't make a sound.
Cause it's almost perfect,
So, baby, Don't you look down.

We've had our past, leave that behind.
Cause none of it lasts,
All that we have is tonight.

Cause you're not the only one,
Who's ever felt this way.
Don't let the world cave in,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Now that the pain is done,
No need to be afraid.
We don't have time to waste,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Beautiful, one of a kind.
You're something special babe,
And you don't even realize
That you're my hearts desire.

All I want and more.
I know you're scared,
But I promise, babe,
I'm not who I was before.

Cause you're not the only one,
Who's ever felt this way.
Don't let the world cave in,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Now that the pain is done,
No need to be afraid.
We don't have time to waste,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Cause you're not the only one,
Who's ever felt this way.
Don't let the world cave in,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Now that the pain is done,
no need to be afraid.
We don't have time to waste,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Tell me, tell me you'll stay.
No, tell me.
Tell me that you'll stay.

P/S : This song means a lot to me. I can feel Nick's connection whenever he sings! ^.^

My 100th post : Nerve wrecking moments, tomorrow!

Monday, TUESDAY~! Documents, done! Certs in folder, done! Clothings, shoes, and bla, bla, bla, done! My brain? Semi-prepared. Lolz. Hope it wouldn't be a TMTH (Too Much Too Handle) situation for me. Insya-Allah. After the advices my parents, teachers and friends had gave in to me, I totally could see an increase in the level of confidence in myself. Thanks guys! :D

P/S : Hope the stage-fright in me would slowly disappear. :)

WooHoo! Seb WON the Sepang GP, finally!

After 2 races, Bahrain GP and Australian GP. Sebastian Vettel aka Seb has finally won his first race of the season! He was untouchable! Thanks to team RedBull for not screwing up the car this time. Lolz. XD! RedBull headed a 1-2 finish in Sepang International Circuit. I can see the frustration of Lewis, not getting to overtake Adrian Sutil, and Alonso having problems with the car on the final 2 laps of the race. Congratulations to Seb, Mark Webber and the third place winner Nico Rosberg, from Mercedes GP. Sadly, Schumi retired early in the race.

   Next race is in China, the Chinese GP in Shanghai. 16 April to 18 April. Can't wait to see who wins the race next! Hope it will be Seb's luck again! :D

Blackberry vs iPhone!

   Blackberry Storm 2  VS  iPhone 3Gs

    Did you notice, recently? The culture of one having either blackberry or iPhone is growing in Malaysia. I've seen this culture in Singapore, but Malaysians too taking in this trend nowadays. I think this is happening because of the plans the telecommunication companies are offering. No doubt, the packages offered are affordable and reasonable. But, do we really need that kind of expensive phones in our life? This is the question we all have to ask to ourselves. Is it really necessary for a school kid to own a blackberry or iPhone? Mobile phones are created for the purpose of connecting people in distance places back then. But now, as the technology grows more advanced, we use mobiles for internet surfing, music purposes, and etc. It has its pros and cons. I'm not saying it is wrong to own one of these high tech stuff. I'll let you do the thinking. Think and spend wisely! :D