Feeling out of the League. ='(

Giving up is so not me. But, I am created by Allah to feel weak. I am a normal human being too. Frankly speaking, I do feel like giving up right now. But, thinking of the afford I've put in for more than a year, and my parents' high hopes on me, NO! I cannot just let things slip out of my hand that easily without trying. So now, I will try my best to get hold of it. Insya-Allah. The decision and fate is all with Allah. He decides best. =')