Assalamualaikum. =)

The Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) said: "Do you know who is most generous? God is the Most Generous, then I am most generous to mankind, and the most generous people after me will be those who will acquire knowledge and then disseminate it. They will come on the Day of Resurrection singly, like a ruler."

Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 93

Friday, 29 April 2011

Blame It On The Rain. ♥




I'm seriously into this song soooooo soooooo sooooooo much!    




The lyrics :


You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can't have you.
I can't have you.


Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Am I crazy?

I catch my breath.
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart, it breaks at the thought
Of her holding you.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Is it more than a crush?

Maybe I'm alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude
Knowing if I had but just one kiss
This whole room would be glowing.
We'd be glowing.
We'd be glowing.

Does she?
Tell me does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?


 ♥ He Is We ♥ 

Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Sinking + Confused + Leaving + Lonesome + Sleepy

Yeah. I'm sinking. Sinking into something. Something I'm not very sure of. Hurm. I don't know what it is exactly. I'm CONFUSED. Duhhh. =.='

   Well. Lets just get over that thing for now okie? Haaaaaaaaa. +.+




   I've been in a very very very irregular sleep cycle this WHOLE week. Not sleeping the whole day, slept for 4 hours the next night, then slept for 9 hours on the following night. And tonight I'm not sure how much more will I sleep or will I not sleep again? =O I'm seriously am getting confused by my own body system. Or am I confusing myself? Heh? See. Confused confused confused. Serabutttttttttttttttttttt ouhhhh. =.=


   The final exam is 2 weeks away. Just 2 WEEKS away from now. Excluding the study week, there is only A WEEK left for lectures and classes. After that, bubye classmates. No more fun, happening, crazy, out-bursting, random jokes in classes. I'll freaking miss those moments dude! This is the part I hate in life the most - The Leaving part. Why do we always have to leave something we already are attached to? I just hate this kinda saddening things in life. It just sucks!


   First, I had to leave school. Then, PASUM. And now, in 3 weeks' time, I would be leaving AUCMS. Leaving behind my beloved friends here. Yeah it's definitely something worth to be emo-ish about. I get attached to people very easily, and I am a hard-to-let-go type of girl. So, I'm very sure I'll cry a lot upon leaving. Wuwuwuwu. ='(


   It seems that everyone is going back home this week. I guess I will be left alone in the house again this week, in this lonesome dead town called Kepala Batas. Hope my parents are really coming on Sunday or Monday. At least I won't be that bored, staying alone. Hurmmmm. I miss my FAMILY! I'll only be back at the end of the programme. I've promised myself, and I would have to stick to that. Principles of Life, Aisha. Principles! =/





   Enough said. I'm getting the SLEEPY SYNDROME again. Warring myself to not to be controlled by the syndrome. Nescafe isn't working. Hurm. I just don't know what could fight this syndrome anymore. Tortured myself for jogs these two days, still, my body isn't as fresh as before. What more could I do? Tell me, please. I have to stay awake and fresh to study wehhh. Anatomy Anatomy Anatomy. Sorry for abandoning all the other subjects. I'll study them all later on. Perhaps on the study week? Huhu. :)




P/S : Sorry if this post is damn longgg! (and kinda crappy) Haven't really spent much time to blog. Anatomy occupied my life so much that I couldn't spend my time dating with my blog. Hehe. Sorry dear bloggie. :D

Sunday, 24 April 2011

Falling Slowly. :D

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along.



P/S : Time. Time. Time. =(

Friday, 22 April 2011

Somewhat Inspiring. :)

Too Busy for a Friend?
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

P/S : I love my friends for who they truly are. :D

Thursday, 21 April 2011

3 weeks prior to the finals. =S

Working hard. Trying my best to focus on my major priorities. Insya-Allah. I'll beat ME again. :)

GOOD LUCK, AISHA! ;D

Saturday, 16 April 2011

Human. :)

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken parts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
After all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Any other reason
to stay instead of leavin’
after all, yeah

Friday, 15 April 2011

Ought to Skip that. =)

We are all the slaves of God. We are normal human beings. We make mistakes, a lot of them, everyday. Mistakes teaches us to develop that sense of matureness, unawarely. Hurtful words are constantly uttered unconsciously. Feelings are hurt, hearts are broken, disappointments occurs occasionally.

   After all, the most important thing in our life is the EXISTENCE OF ALLAH. Only He could heal the hearts of the people. Insya-Allah. May Allah always be our only love. =)

Sunday, 10 April 2011

I ♥ Butterflies.

 Butterflies sooooooooooooooooo much! Heeee. =D






P/S : Of course they must be GREEN in colour. Hehehe. :P

Thursday, 7 April 2011

Nyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! =.='

I'm heading back home later this evening. But, sadly, there's no "weeeeeee" in me right now. I don't know WTHeck has happened to me, but I'm not that excited to go home anymore. Not because I don't miss my family, I just don't have to mood to go back. I just don't know why. Hurm. =/

   Where have that spirit of mine gone to? Please return it, ouh pretty pleaseeeeee. =(

   Whatever it is, I MUST go back today. It's best for me to avoid PV this week, to avoid more heart-ache. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ='(

P/S : Hope I will have a great weekend this week. Hoping that KL will distract me from these heart-ache moments. Insya-Allah. =S

LOOKING FORWARD FOR F1!!! Hehe. =D

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Not good enough huh?

I'm not good enough. I'm losing faith in myself. I doubt my own abilities. Hurm. =\

   Sometimes, Life is too challenging for me. Not to say Life is unfair to me, but the challenges God gave me is sometimes too hard to handle. It breaks my confidence. Hurm. =S

   Sometimes, no matter how hard I try to be the best, I still can't be one. Can I just give up now??? ='(((

I don't know. =/

Hurm. I don't really have the right mood to update an entry right now, but I felt like writing something for the past few days. Lets just talk about something random. Hehe.

   As usual, next week there'll be an anatomy test. The weekly Anatomy test. Aha! Blood and Lymphatic System. Yeah yeah, I know I gotta study, even on weekends. Haish. =.='

   Anyway, I'm crazily HOMESICK right now. One more week to bare, and off will I return to my lovely home. I miss my mum, my dad, my siblings and my cats so much! Sobs. ='( 2 months dude! I've not gone back to KL for almost 2 months already!!! This is the longest period I'm away from home EVER! I wanna go back. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :'(

   By the way, next week will be the best timing to go back, as the Formula 1 will be held in Sepang on the 8th - 10th April. Huhuhu. I will find my way to get at least a glimpse of Seb and the other drivers. I MUST! Hehehe. :D

   Owh yeah. Wishing all the best to my PASUM friends! Good luck in the finals which kicks off tomorrow! Insya-Allah I'll pray for you guys. ;)

Friday, 1 April 2011

Telling The World.



Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know

She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud

Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

To give all my heart
A reason to fly
The one I can live for
A reason for life

Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah
Oe oh oe oh
Yeah yeah

P/S : I'm telling the world, that I finally found you. =)