Repeatedly the same things go about in my life. Every year. No regrets. Just the feeling of being crushed over and over again. I am not that strong after all, am I?
Thank you friends for trying to lift up my spirit back, but I think it's about time to stop it. Ireland is not for me and that shall be it. Fullstop! I'm tired of trying to be optimistic. Tired of trying to be the best. Tired of all the lies in life. Tired of doing things with sincerity, but been accused of bad intentions. Tired of the hard relationships to keep. Sometimes, I prefer to be left all alone, because I'm tired. T-T
P/S : Friends please do not let my emotions affect your spirit okie? Go on fighting, but I can't be with you. =')