14 Rabi'ul 'Akhir

Assalam.

Betapa sekularnya kita sehingga lupa akan kalendar Hijriyah Islam. T.T

Selamat hari lahir kepada saya. Huhu. ;)

Semoga hari-hari yang mendatang dipenuhi dengan hidayahNya. InshaaAllah. :)

P/S : I'm ashamed of myself. ;(

Baby Maryam. ;)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Today's baby Maryam's 1st birthday! She's finally a year old now! How time had grown with things, huh? :)

May Allah bless you baby Maryam. And may He protect you from evil and let you grow in barakah and rahmah. Hoping greatly that you will be a great muslimah and contribute to the ummah in the future. InshaaAllah. :)

Baby Maryam, loves daddy. :D

I miss my family very much to be honest. Still in plans of not going back this summer, with the thoughts of this as my last summer in Ireland, before I depart back to Malaysia for good. Never know when will I find time to come back to this beautiful, full of courtesy country again. Sobs. :'(

The Sun only shine to whom he wish to shine it upon. Lets pray harder that we will be blessed with His hidayah. :D

"And (had you been present), you would see the sun when it rose, inclining away from their cave on the right, and when it set, passing away from them on the left, while they were (laying) within an open space thereof. That was from the signs of Allah . He whom Allah guides is the (rightly) guided, but he whom He leaves astray - never will you find for him a protecting guide."

[Al-Kahf (18) : 17]

P/S : May these weeks be enlightening to us. Lets be stronger, because things are getting more challenging for everyone, not just yourself. :)

ادع :)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

P/S : Jazakallahu khayr for always being there to remind me about life. Allah sent me something beautiful to be appreciated and inshaaAllah, I will appreciate it very much. ;')

Sabr - Patience ♥

Assalamualaikum wbt.

"And if We give man a taste of mercy from Us and then We withdraw it from him, indeed, he is despairing and ungrateful. But if We give him a taste of favor after hardship has touched him, he will surely say, "Bad times have left me." Indeed, he is exultant and boastful, except for those who are patient and do righteous deeds; those will have forgiveness and great reward." 

Quran [Surah Hud (11) : 9-11]

Allah is The Merciful, never burdening us with things beyond our capabilities. Worry not friends, He knows what's best for us. All we need is tawakkal. All is well, inshaaAllah. :)

One day, inshaaAllah. He will show the right way. ♥

P/S : Fluctuations? A norm. Give out a smile, make a difference. :)

LISTEN!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

This isn't totally related to the current LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN issue in Malaysia. Enough with the viral on Facebook, let it settle for now.

       My intention is to direct you to your own heart. Listen to your heart often! Your heart is your seed of everything in you. Thus, shape it well, clean it everyday, nurture it, take great care of it. Because your heart is where the syaaitan targets upon. To deceive you, to make you go astray. Seek protection from Allah, He is the best protector of all. Allahu Al-Waliy (The Protector).

"And if an evil suggestion comes to you from Satan, then seek refuge in Allah . Indeed, He is Hearing and Knowing." 

[Al'Araf (7) : 200]

SubhanAllah :)

"Find the sweetness in your own heart, that you may find the sweetness in every Heart."

-Rumi-

P/S : Ihsaan. Act good, be good, for Allah is watching what we do every single second. Improvise, do best, be great, contribute! InshaaAllah. :)

All Talk

Assalamualaikum wbt. May Allah enlighten our way to Jannah, inshaaAllah Ta'ala. :)

We often do talk about plans of getting the tie knot, aka getting Married!

BUT

Are we really prepared to build a family of our own, while we are still never behaving perfectly to our parents and siblings, and most importantly, not portraying Ehsan to Allah? ;(

Are we really ready to take care of another person, while we never had took ourselves seriously? Never had fulfilled our own soul's rights? Never giving time to Allah? Never remembering to appreciate the people around us? And the list goes on...

STOP TALKING!

P/S : Just a short reminder to myself. To stop talking about getting married, for I know that I have not fulfill my own rights over me at all circumstances YET, ever!

Hijrah.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It's Awal Muharram of 1434H, people! 1 Muharram marks the first day of the Islamic year. Alhamdulillah, being given to enter a new year is a blessing from Him, couldn't ask for more. :')

       So, what's your new year's resolution in mind so far? I know you have tons, list it down before your spirit goes away! Insya-Allah that will keep you istiqomah in pursuing your "turning point". :)

       Don't be afraid to create a turning point within you for Allah. He knows what's inside and out of everyone. He knows best. Allahu 'alim. If you don't seek to change, then you shall forever remain the stagnant you forever. Thus, grab hold of this chance to deviate from all those time-wasting "worship" of the dunya, and focus on getting the eternal Jannah in the afterlife.

       What if you don't see the next Hijr calendar year again? What if this was the last year of your breath? What have you done for the past years that contributes to the ummah? Non-rhetorical questions are to be acted upon, not just to be answered verbally.

       Maal Hijrah ya ukhti and akhi out there! May Allah make us stronger inside out. Insya-Allah. :)

We may not see what's ahead, but we can see what we are heading to, reflected by our actions. :')

P/S : He always put us in the right place, never wrong. Learn, learn to be grateful and take time to realise that everything is something in life. Insya-Allah. Amiin. :')

Tika Itu

Assalamualaikum wbt.

P/S : Inna Maal Usri Yusra. InsyAllah. :)

Layakkah Aku?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Layakkah aku menggalas tanggungjawab ini?
Layakkah aku untuk SyurgaMu?
Layakkah aku untuk semua ini?

Allah Maha Melihat, Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui.

P/S : Lets go strive forward!!! InsyAllah :)

Marriage.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Again this topic was raised yesterday.

Am I really ready for this, I asked my heart. Is my family really ready for this, I pondered.

"Half-ready."

Therefore, I am not ready. Wait till the right time comes. Fin.

P/S : Lets find His love first, before you find love. :)

Gift to Myself. :)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Since it's my special day. I'm gifting this to myself. LOL. :)

P/S : Since forever, it will stay the strongest motivator of all time. InsyAllah :)

Duri.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Pernahkah anda terasa hati seperti ditusuk duri-duri yang halus?
Pedih.
Sedikit demi sedikit tusukannya.

Hari demi hari.
Luka semakin mendalam.
Jiwa semakin parah.

Di sebalik segala senyuman.
Ada rintihan.
Tiada siapa yang lebih memahami.
Kecuali Dia.

:'(


P/S : Tomorrow will be the worst special day ever in my 20 years of life. Pretty sure.

Hidup

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Och-Toh-Burgh

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It's already the month of October! This flies. It has been a month.

October meant a lot. Hope this year's October will be among the best month of the year. InsyaAllah. :')

Life is again a little scattered. Trying REAL hard to dissolve myself in this. Trying REAL hard to be better each day. Improvements, by improvements. Toddler steps to searching the perfection. To follow the Prophet Muhammad's sunnahs. :)

You may be hiding behind the clouds, but soon with His will, you will be shining all day long. Providing warmth and light to everyone of your area of  influence. Have firm faith. Because He knows best. Al-'Alim. :)

P/S : May Allah bless these few steps, making us stronger inside and out. ;)

Sebbie

Assalamualaikum wbt. :)

How is school/college/work going on for you? Hope everything gets better day by day. InsyaAllah. ;)

       Had been wanting to write on many things, but ideas just won't come, and due to time constraint, itsy bitsy of life couldn't be shared here. =/

A creation of obedience. :')

       Just so you know, the juniors are already here in Galway and Cork, safe and sound! 2nd Med lectures have started for almost 4 weeks up to date. May Allah ease this journey till the end of life. Amiin. Medicine isn't the hard thing to endure, it's life that is hard to go through, without His help.

       Done with Galway Excursion (GE), now life focuses on ourselves. Sometimes, being there for people but not being there for yourself is a bad thing to do! Am learning to balance between everything. InsyaAllah, each hole you fall in, will teach you how to be stronger, more masculine, to climb back out of the deep pit. He will provide, remember? :)

       That's it for today. Need to maximise my time of the day, for productiveness! And oh, let me introduce you to my new boyfriend : Sebbie The Nikon. :P

P/S : May this redundant entry of myself benefit you somehow, somewhere. Please make du'a for me, that I'd be strong enough to endure everything that is around me. Jazakallahu khayr. :')

Be Strong.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

P/S : This made me feel better. We must be strong for Allah, not for other people or even for ourselves! :')

Kau Fikir Kau Hebat?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sedang dalam 'mood' baharu. Semester baru, rumah baru, suasana baru. Alhamdulillah. Tahun Kedua sudah pun bermula, menampakkan wajah gorillanya!!! Lulz. xD

   Nahhh, this is just the beginning. Thousands of road blocks ahead, I'm pretty sure!

Berbalik kepada tajuk yang di terpahat atas, layakkah kita untuk menapakkan diri di kategori orang "hebat"? Mahu menonjolkan diri selalu, mahu dikenali orang ramai, mahukan popularity. Ikhlaskah perbuatan sedemikian? Tidak sama sekali! No, no and noooo!

   Islam perlukan kita? Tidak berkembangkah Islam kalau tiadanya kita dalam gerakannya? Atau kita yang perlukan Islam dan Allah untuk maju di dunia dan akhirat? Fikir-fikirkanlah. Dan ingatlah pada janji Allah yang pasti itu!

"And the worldly life is not but amusement and diversion; but the home of the Hereafter is best for those who fear Allah , so will you not reason?" [Al-'An'am 6 : 32]

   There are millions of people out there who are on their way to Jannah, and yet they aren't like you, wants Jannah, but never were on the right track!

   So what if you don't want to do da'wah to people anymore? So what if you feel like being just those regular people, who repeat the exact same thing daily until the very last day of their breath? Do you think it will be Islam's loss or yours? You have the answer in your head already. Senyum, tak perlu kata apa-apa. :)

P/S : Weird Rojak post. Rant of the newness of the year. Note to self.

Everybody hurts...

P/S : Wordless week. Tiring. Depressed. ;(

Practice Practice Practice!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

P/S : Training sokmo gitu. InsyaAllah. :)

Eid Mubarak!

Assalamualaikum wbt. Peace be upon you. :)

Ramadhan has ended. That was the last iftar from the blessed Ramadhan, 1433Hijri. May Allah accept those ibadahs and supplications from us, sincerely. Taqabbal Allahu Mina wa Minkum. InsyaAllah.

       May the 29 days of Ramadhan bring great and tons of positive impacts on our life. Syawal is the month to supplicate and applicate those learnt tarbiyyah. Personally, I learnt best to be patient this Ramadhan. To bite my tongue more, and say less. InsyaAllah, hope this lasts. :)

       Happy Eid Mubarak to all the muslims! 1 Syawal 1433H. Forgive me of all the inappropriate or maybe hurtful actions to you, be it with the heart, the words and etc. I sincerely am sorry of the khilafs done. Lets forgive and forget always. Allah loves people who does this. In fact, we should do this everyday before going to sleep. Never keep grudges, it ain't good for your heart. ;)

P/S : Don't forget to revive the Eid morning with sunnahs of the Prophet. ;)

Dhuha Talk with Ustaz Don :D

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Just got back from Ceramah Dhuha in Surau Madrasah Ihsaniah, Ampang Jaya. Located just 300metres from home. ;)

   While all the input is still fresh in mind, I figured out, it's best to share. Hee. Plus, the excitement of meeting Ustaz Don Daniyal is still here! This is super dream come true! Allahu Allah. He really knows when to grant me wishes which I myself aren't acknowledged of. :')

   This was officially, the first religious talk I've been to in Ampang, as far as I remember, ever since I was born. *Exaggerating. :P* Don't get me wrong, Ampang has been receiving lots of Ustaz/Ustazah since many years ago. Even TGNA and TGHA, and UAI had been here in Ampang, but those places weren't as mobile as the surau near my place. *excuses*

Alright, lets get to the points of Ustaz Don's delivered talk. :)

1.  Nuzul Quran. The delivery of 5 of the verses of Surah Iqra', to Rasulullah(pbuh), the acknowledgement of his prophecy, from Allah, via Jibrail A.S. Rasulullah ran back home, down the cave he was hiding in and was shivering as a result of the being shocked, meeting Jibrail and was forced to read(Iqra').
2. The description of the angels. Jibrail A.S. was described to have 600 pairs wings(600 each left and right). And Rasulullah described, when he saw Jibrail, it made Rasulullah stunt, because those wings covered the whole universe. And that's only a pair of wings, 599 pairs still kept unspreaded. SubhanaAllah. I could hardly imagine the size of Jibrail A.S. To WOW us more, Ustaz Don explained further about angels. Jibrail told Rasulullah, thay there is another angel bigger and stronger than it is, that is the angel named Israfel. The angel who will blow the final "trumpet" that marks Qiyamah(D-Day). One pair of its wings is equal to 600pairs of the wings of Jibrail. SubhanaAllah, AllahuAkhbar! Not only that, there are 8 more angels that are more powerful than they are. Refer to Surah Al-Haaqqa [69:17].
3. The story of 3 cousins. Abdullah bin Jaafar, Hasan bin Ali and Husin bin Ali. Bani Hashim, Quraisy, the families of Rasulullah. The 3 of them traveled to Makkah to do their Umrah. On the way traveling back to Madinah, they lost their camel which carried their whole food supply. Feeling hungry and thirsty, they stopped by a house of an old woman. They pleaded for a drink and food. The old woman, with pure willing-ness, offered them goat milk and offered to sacrifice and cook the goat, the only goat/source of food of her house, for the trio. They ate and drank, and thanked the old woman for her kindness. They invited her to their homes if she came to Madinah. When her husband returned, he searched for the goat, the old woman then told him the whole story about the young men. He then scolded and blabered longggg until, it was described that he had lost words to say after scolding. Long later, the old woman and her husband stumbled upon poverty. They came to Madinah to work as camel faeces collectors during the days and sell them during the night. One day, Hasan recognised the old woman and approached her. Unfortunately, she could not recall of the incident of the trio. However, Hasan decided to reward the old woman with 1000goats and 1000dinars. Husin did the same, and Abdullah bin Jaafar did double. In total, she had 4000dinars and 4000goats. That is equal to being a billionaire in this era of time!!! The moral of the story is, we must have clean niyyah(intention) in helping people, like the old woman. She did not even recall being generous to those young men in need. We must be ikhlas, and Allah will surely reward us, eveen if it takes 10 years or more. :')
4. Abdullah bin Jaafar and the slave of the family of Saiyidina Uthman bin Affan. One day, Abdullah came across the farm of the Uthman family. Abdullah saw the slave eating bread and giving the same amount of bread he ate to the watch dog in front of him. Abdullah then question why he does so, as the family of Uthman was well known of their high values of akhlak. The slave explains that he treats the dog, the creature, created by Allah, as his best friend, because the dog was always accompanying him in doing rounds in the farm, watching over the goats and lambs together with him. Thus, he will give the dog the same amount of food he eats. Abdullah felt moved by his explanations and decided to buy the farm and the slave. Going through several trials of discussion to purchase them with the Uthman family, they finally sold the farm and the slave to Abdullah, considering that he is the family of Rasulullah, but they were full with sadness. This is because the slave was born and grew up with the family and the farm was their precious inheritance. Abdullah then freed the slave and gave away the farm to the slave as a gift. Immediately after that, the slave said, as it was gifted to him, he wants to wakaf it(gift it) back to the Uthmanians. This shows how loyal could a servant be to his master. Are we loyal to Allah? ;(

   These weren't the full content of the talk Ustaz Don gave. But, these are the most impactful ones I remember. May Allah bless and may us take lessons from each of these stories told. InsyaAllah. ;D

P/S : Lets FEEL and FILL this Ramadhan! InsyaAllah. ^_^v

Nuzul Quran, tonight! ;)

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Between disliking and hating.

Assalamualaikum wbt. Good evening/morning. :)

So, what's with the title this time around huh?

   It shall speak for itself. Hee. Too lazy to elaborate much. Felt like dumping everything in mind, over here, but I know this isn't and not going to be, the best place to do so. Allah is the best place to seek help and only to Him, I seek. My He ease these days in Ramadhan and those future coming days. Ameen. :')

   Dislike being disliked, hate being hated.

That's it for today. Wallahu 'alam. Never forget to reflect upon yourself, everyday before going into your 'dream zone'. Forgive people and DO NOT forget to pray for forgiveness from Allah.

Jazakallahu khayran khatiran for reading.

Allahu ghaffur raheem. ;)

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Love Is On It's Way ;)

Assalamualaikum wbt and Hi dear readers.

How is your Ramadhan so far? I bet, with the barakah of this holy month, everything is going smooth, aite? InsyaAllah. Ameen. To those whom are going through hard times(like me. LOL), be patient, He knows what's best for us, each and every second of our entire life! Everything is well written, our fate is already in His books since before we're born, what we could do is to ikhtiar(try our best), du'a(supplicate), and tawakkal, leave everything for Him to decide. 'Cause He is the All knowing, remember? ;)

A heart-touching article to ponder upon : Will You Change With Me? :''')

      Here's a song which had caught my eardrums tonight. May Allah enlighten our minds and guide us through the seeking of ourselves in this world of unimaginable creatures of His. SubhanAllah. La illaha ilallah. :)

P/S : Was once fanatic with the JBs. Now not so. But still, am trying to convert everything into His remembrance. InsyaAllah. :)

*13 Ramadhan 1433H : 5 more days to Nuzul Quran. How much of the Holy Quran have you covered?*

Jahilliyyah!

Ya Rabb,
Please move me away from those jahilliyyah acts.
Please cleanse all these completely, Ya Allah.
Please make it tired,
Please make it bitter,
Please make everything jahilliyyah "inedible", Ya Allah.
I am really scared to live on life full of the old me.

Ya Rabb,
Clean away these unnecessary feelings of mine,
These worthless feelings,
These egos,
These angers.
I really don't need them, ever again!

Allahu Allah.
Clear my thoughts.
Clear my vision.
Clear my actions.
Most importantly, clear my heart from blackdots, Ya Allah.

;(

Sincerely,
Your sinned Slave who wishes for Jannah. ;|

Change of wind.

Can I stop chasing my dreams in the field of medicine, stop pursuing those dreams of being a medical practitioner, and instead switch to languge or arts studies, in becoming a poet or a photographer or do something related to animals, or perhaps work in the RedBull Racing F1 team???

No? Okay, fine. Bye. :P

P/S : Ignore these random rambles. ^_^v

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Saya bukan ustazah,
Saya tidak melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang agama atau seumpamanya di Mesir,
Saya hanya insan biasa yang ingin berubah,
Mencari redha Allah.

Jadi,
berhentilah meninggalkan persepsi stigma anda terhadap saya.
Perubahan drastik atau tidak,
Itu hak saya.

Sekian. Moga Allah redha dengan perkara-perkara yang saya ingin lakukan dalam hidup.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

WOW! 2012 : Faith Renewing Experience :')

Bismillahir rahmaanir rahiim.

First and foremost, Alhamdulillah, after being in the technical organising team of WOW! 2012 for more or less 5 months, the programme went WOW-somely! Syukran Ya Allah. :D

   After years of being a participant in various programmes here and there, this year I was placed and provided a chance by Allah to be in the organising team. Indeed, I've learnt a lot in being a facilitator and a committee member. Every experience counts. Indeed! Alhamdulillah. :D

   Frankly speaking, I wasn't having the optimum confidence earlier on in the programme. I actually had thoughts on focusing only on my job in the promotion & multimedia team aka photographing and documentations. Eventually, I managed to pull through, doing partial job for both! Hee. :)

   Not to mention the exhaustion. But, I loved what I was doing, so tiredness wasn't a big matter. DSLR seemed to be an obsession of mine, that never seem to disappear. Once in hands, it's uncontrollable. I'd be glad if you could buy me one for my next birthday. Because, I'm saving up for a car in Taiping, so DSLR would be great in addition to my gadgets. I want a Canon EOS 1100D! No Nikons please, they are super heavy. *exaggerated demands* Hihi. :P

   After all, we are doing this for Allah, aren't we? Constantly, refresh and renew our niyah (intentions), and may Allah bless every niyah we make. Alright, lets stop blabbering and lets get to the main point!

   In 4 days 3 nights, much knowledge were gained and shared. The thing that struck me the most was the knowledge I assumed I had, but in the end, it was never enough. Endless learning process of life! Huh! As of what Allah mentioned in Surah Al-Kahf, Verse 109 :

"Say, "If the sea were ink for [writing] the words of my Lord, the sea would be exhausted before the words of my Lord were exhausted, even if We brought the like of it as a supplement."

    We had talks from Ustaz Hasrizal (Islam Heritage or Choice? & Fiqh Overseas), Ustaz Ridha (The Ambassador), Ustaz Amin (Open Your Eyes), Ustaz Dasuki (Heart Clinic), Brother Shah Kirit (Comparative religion), YB Dr. Halimah Ali (Excellence) and not forgetting the student forum panelists such as Brother Amin, Hazman Baharom (student in University of Manchester), Amalina Zulkiflee (student in University of Southampton). Of course, these are not only the activities in WOW! 2012! :D

   Apart from being briefed in talks about life challenges overseas, students were also exposed to the physical and mental games that involves the fiqhs of travelling. For example, the khuf, the wuduk, the solat, the qiblah, halal and haram foods, and etc. Further more, participants were divided into respective groups that focuses on the places/universities they are heading to, and representatives from each universities shared particularly everything the participants wanted to know about the places they are heading to.

   But, wait a second, what's so WOW about WOW! 2012???

Let the pictures do the talking! :D

Yaya! :D

Ana and Pojah! :D

I adore them much! :')

Kira! :D

Pojah winning Peserta Paling Ceria! :D

WOW-laweh muslimat goes to Mun! :)

Nanad! <3

Yaya and her koala bear :P

Sorry for the disorganized list of pictures. Hope every WOW-ians enjoyed the event to the ultimate utmost of happiness! Insya-Allah. Hope to see each and everyone of you in UK-Eire this September! Don't forget to come over and join PUISI 2012, THE ROAD NOT TAKEN, with the special appearance of Ustaz Hasrizal again! Insya-Allah, I will be there. See ya! :DDD

PUISI 2012, coming soon! :)

P/S : Tiredness did not managed to bring my spirit down. My resolution after this programme is to widen my knowledge and istiqamah in participating in events like this, not forgetting maximising the Holy Ramadhan too! Insya-Allah. Amiin. :D

Sungguh.

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang. :)

Sungguh,

Aku lemah.

Berkali-kali diasak bisikan syaitan,

Aku jatuh rebah ke tangan mereka.

Bangkit semula pabila semangat tiba,

namun tersungkur kembali dibuai nikmat dunia.

Sungguh,

Menyangka diriku telah hebat dipersada dunia,

namun aku tiada dimana di mata Dia.

Alangkah baiknya jika hidup dibuai kemewahan,

dunia mahupun akhirat.

Tetapi ku sedar,

pengorbanan ini tidak pernah menjanjikan kemewahan.

Sungguh,

Tangisan demi tangisan,

ketabahan dan keteguhan,

Itu yang kita perlukan,

Bukan hiburan yang memesongkan.

Sungguh,

Jalan ini tidak mudah,

Bukan seperti yang ku sangka.

Kerana jiwa kita,

Harus senantiasa mencari keredhaanNya,

Sentiasa mencari CintaNya.

Sungguh,

Doa demi doa,

Dengan pengharapan yang besar kepadaNya.

Harapan untuk ke Jannah,

Impian yang mungkin tidak tercapai.

Sungguh,

Allahu Allah,

KepadaMu lah tempat aku bergantung,

Dan kepadaMu lah tempat aku meminta pertolongan.

P/S : Guide me through your light Ya Rabb, because I know You will never disappoint me. :''')

Muhasabah Cinta

P/S : Addictive. Beware. :P

Ungrateful monster!

Bismillah.

Today, I discovered the ungratefulness side of me. It's neither a bad thing nor it is good. =/

   I have always envied other people's complete life, but never did I see the "complete"ness of my life in an angle. Baba, mama, I'm so so so sorry. This is a norm of a teenager, always wanted what's perfect for their life, never wanted to give a perfect life to others. Dunya is so deceiving. Allahu. ;(

   Let's reflect upon our hearts. Do we often look too high and never looked down? Be grateful of what you have in life, there are millions of others who doesn't have what you have. ie Palestin, Syria and etc. But this doesn't mean you should not carry out improvements! A reflection of a mirror is all we need. Insya-Allah, may He guide us through this witty place called the dunya. Towards Jannah! Amiin. :)

I missed this place pretty much! :')

P/S : Allah never burdens a person out of his abilities. He is the Almighty, the All Knowing. Allahu 'alam. :)

PicTime #1

Asssalamualaikum wbt. Peace be upon you, and May Allah bless your day today. Insya-Allah. :)

Time flies. These are my pictures since standard one till now. I guess, I didn't change much physically, but mentally, I grew. Alhamdulillah. :')


P/S : Reminiscing those childhood years.

Sya'aban

Peace be upon you. Assalamualaikum.

Can't sleep, so figured out to write a little via mobile blogger. :)

My stomach is growling like a thunder. Lol. Hungry late at night, or I suppose it's already early in the morning? Haha. The consequences of not finishing my lunch during the day time. Aseef rice, sorry for not finishing you. ;(

Appetite goes haywire, so does my mood. It went worst these few days. I seem to lose control over myself. My nafs is controlling me. Allah, please cleanse all the sins made, and clean my heart. I want to be strong again, to achieve what I've planned to achieve, this summer in this hometown of mine. Astaghfirullahal 'azim. Forgive me Allah. ;(

Anyway, Nifsu Sya'aban is a few days away. Lets appreciate it while it is still here, while we are still breathing. Lets prepare ourselves for the Holy Ramadhan ahead. Insya-Allah. :')

P/S : 6hours bengkel tomorrow, and I'm still not sleeping. I'm gonna sleep in class tomorrow. ;/

Past. Present. Future.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Just a short update.

Sometimes, we think too much. Too much of our past and future, that we don't live our present life in the best way that we should. Worry too much about what happened, and what's going to happen, but not what's happening. How could life be easy then? Blame ourselves for it.

Let's make it easier, stop being hard on your soul. Live today with Imaan, move on and learn from yesterday, to plan for tomorrow. Insya-Allah. :)



P/S : Allergies over, cough comes. It's a reminder isn't it? :)

AtLast!

Alhamdulillah. Subhanallah.

1. At Last.
       Alhamdulillah. Ahhh, I feel so happy that I'm finally, REALLY enrolled myself in a driving academy. :D *stop that WHAT face! Yes, I know I'm 20 and its NOT too late to get my license done okay :P*

2. AtLast.

       Wonder why the second subtopic is Atlas? My head was just popping out weird things at this point of time (late night). But, this sudden idea came to me to write on the Atlas, the world.

       We all know what an atlas is, right? I pretty sure you do. If not, please use Mr. Google for the most precise answer(s). The word "Atlas" itself means a few different things. In medical terms, the Atlas is the first cervical vertebrae (backbone). My Anatomy lecturer once mentioned that it was named after Atlas, the Greek titan whom supported the globe (myths saying its heaven) with his head, neck and hands. Therefore, it is very closely related to the first cervical vertebrae that functions as the main head-neck supporter. So, that's a brief story related to Atlas. After all, nothing beats the power of Allah the Almighty. Allahu Akhbar!

       Atlas in another context of meaning is commonly known as World Atlas, the world map. So, what's with this world atlas yo? Lets do a tiny elaboration on it, shall we? iA :)

       Lets go straight to the point - Al-Quran. That's our Atlas of all the atlas we have in life as a muslim. What do you want to know about the world? Al-Quran has it.

"(He) Who made the earth a bed for you, and the heaven a roof, and caused water to come down from the clouds and therewith brought forth fruits for your sustenance; so do not set up equals to ALLAH, while you know." Surah Al-Baqarah (2) : 22

About the moon and the Sun? Al-Quran has it.

"It is He who made sun a lamp, and moon a light and measured stages so you know number of years and count (of time)." Surah Yunus (10) : 5

What else do the Quran not have? Just say what you want, Quran is the Atlas of Life. Masya-Allah. :D


P/S : Irritated eyes for almost a week now. Can't stop rubbing my eyes every second. Red eyes, non-stop tears filling my eyes. Oh lysozyme don't seem to cure it, nor did Eye More. Kaffarah dosakah Ya Allah? Astaghfirullahal 'azim. ;(

Earthly Realities

Bismillahirahmannirrahim.

Been away from blogging for almost a month to date. Alhamdulillah, Thank Allah for still providing the strength and the heart to brainstorm-write. :)

       So, guess what? I'm home, I'm back in Ampang! :D

3 of 4 of FiFi's kittens. :3

Everything was so exciting at first, but as days passed by (I've only been home for a week) and everything seems to be just saddening. This Malaysian community gave me a "culture shock". It's not like I'm not used to be in such surroundings since I grew up, but it's such a shock to return from a non-muslim country (a non-comfort zone) to a muslim country "by name" (a total comfort zone). I don't think I should further elaborate on the term "by name", you should be clear if you've read and seen enough of your beloved country. Heh. No offense. :)

       Many would say, don't complain too much, stop whining and do your part instead. And my response would be, Complaint and be the change! Nothing is wrong with complaining, if you really want something to change. Complain and action, must come tagging along together. In this point of view, I see ideas coming from the youths as constructive criticisms. The world will be in the hands of the next generation, so lets make our du'a that we, the younger generations, could be the best among the best of the world leaders to guide the people of the nation to taste our beautiful Deen of Islam. Insya-Allah. :)

       Ireland was after all a dock, where we stop to refuel and do a muhasabah on ourselves before we depart back to our homeland, to bring in changes, and next to Yammul Mashyar, where we meet our Rabb. Do we not want to meet Him? I want to! ;)

J.Co! One of the first thing I wanted to have always in KL. ;D

       That's all for today. Insya-Allah will do a follow up post on my trip to Eastern Europe. ;)

P/S : Ya Rabb, give me strength. Let me hold on tight to this path. Do not let me stray, for You are the Almighty, the One. I pray for all of us. Allahu Akhbar! :)

Ego.

Assalamualaikum wbt. May Allah shower blessings today and the next coming days. :)

To every person that knows this full-of-flaws girl :


Forgive me if my ego overrides me all my life.
Forgive me if my sense of superiority takes over me.
Forgive me if my heart changes constantly.
Forgive me if my attitude fails you tragically.
Forgive me if my stubborn self makes me wanna rant.
Forgive me if my uttered words seems so unintelligent.
Forgive me if my whole life had affected yours.

Cause Allah made my destiny the way it is. All I hope from you is to remind me always.

HasbunAllah wa Ni'mal Wakil. 

Allah Alone is Sufficient for us, and He is the Best Disposer of affairs for us. :')

P/S : Ego yang meninggi, sangkakan pemilik diri, walhal kekerdilan memakan diri. Yes, memakan diriku. Astaghfirullahal 'azim.

Spring is still here! :D

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So, Respiratory System module is off the list! Alhamdulillah. I could really feel less burdened now. Phewww! All we must do now is pray hard, leave everything to Allah swt. For He is The All Knowing of what's best for us. Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah. Insya-Allah. ;)

   The after Respi syndrome? Salthill visit, yeah! Couldn't resist to jog in the beautiful weather today. I just miss Salthill too much. Hehe. Apparently, the spring season isn't over yet. 'Cause the flowers are blooming fantastically under the Sunlight. Subhanallah. :DDD

P/S : One more module paper to go and we're done. Praying hard that I would hit over every target I've lined out for the semester and year! Insya-Allah. May Allah grant my du'a.  AND! I am also missing Ger so so so badly. Come home Ger. ='(