I feel EMPTY. Very very empty. My heart seems to have lost that little something. Something crucially important in life. I just can't seem to figure what is that "something". I'm really really down these few days. Normally, outings and hang outs will at least elevate my mood. I've been out of the house almost everyday now, spent time with my sisters and parents. Up until now, my mood has not improved, and I think it has worsen instead. I just am LOST in my little world, i guess. =/
Sometimes I just feel I've lost my direction and purpose of life. I feel strayed. Now, I need Allah the most. Owh please God, guide me through this hardship. I'm totally lost. I've no mood to do anything at all. I'm just LOST! ='(
And, normally crying does help me a little bit. Now, it doesn't anymore. I want to talk to someone, but, I guess, I should just keep it to myself for now. I big enough to handle this, I think. Hurm. ='S
P/S : I really need some motivation now.